to be a wanderer, wandering

Author: hydrangeasheart

Fandom: MCYT/Dream SMP/SBI

Words: 119,039

Tags: #AlternateUniverse, #CanonDivergence, #GhostWilbur, #Depression, #PiglinHybridTechnoblade, #WingedTommyInnit, #WingedPhil, #ProtectiveTechnoblade, #SoftTechnoblade, #TechnobladeHasADHD, #SadTommyInnit, #HurtTommyInnit, #SickCharacter, #SeriousInjuries, #PastAbuse, #SuicidalThoughts, #BrokenBones, #DisorderedEating, #Hypothermia, #Wilbur/TechnobladeAndTommyInnitAreSiblings, #AdoptiveParentPhil, #TechnobladeHearsVoices, #MentalHealthIssues, #SelfHarm, #SelfEsteemIssues, #PTSD, #PanicAttacks, #Hurt/Comfort, #Angst, #ReferencesToChronicPain, #OlderSiblingWilbur, #He'sTheOldestDon'tTalkToMe, #Philza'sQuestionableParentingDecisions, #Implied/ReferencedChildAbandonment/Neglect, #He'sTryingHisBest, #MinecraftButIRL, #Non-ConsensualDrugUse, #WhichSoundsDarkAsFuckLmao, #AttemptedExecution, #LikeInCanonButMorePainful, #NikiIsAGoodFriend, #VillainTubbo, #KindOf, #TubboIsNotDoingWell, #Fundy/QuackityAreAlsoHighkeyBadInThis, #NearDeathExperiences, #WingedQuackity, #Implied/ReferencedUnderageDrinking, #Winged Niki 

Summary:

Tommy's feet drag in the snow.

It's so, so cold. He's so cold. His toes are freezing. His exposed shins feel like they've been cut open-- even the one that's bandaged. His wings have gone numb, which is almost, almost good, because now he can't feel the shifting, broken bones inside of the left one, just under feathers and muscle.

He doesn't know why he's still walking.

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Or, Tommy leaves the exploded ruins of Logstedshire behind, and walks until he finds somewhere safe.

And things keep going from there.

(A canon-divergent AU, splitting off somewhere around when Tommy started hiding out below Techno's house.)

Status: Complete

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/bookmarks/733355762

External link's gonna be in the comments.

AN: Feel free to request any kind of story you want. 😄😄Either in the comments or in private.

Dedicated to: confusedh00man. This is one of those fics that will do more than just make you cry. It will hurt your heart so bad that you literally won't be able to stop sobbing. The writing was absolutely amazing. I loved this on a whole new level. I cried through a lot of it, but beautiful.