(TRIGGER WARNINGS:
mentions of death, war, panic attacks, anxiety, brief mention of suicide, and grammar mistakes)
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"-that's what happened for the past five years. I know this is hard for you guys to think about and welcome back for the students who came back. We all missed you" the history teacher leaned further into his chair. The sound of the bell ruined the silence of the class.

In the corner of his eyes, Peter can see a couple who was hugging each other, happy to see each other hence both of them got turned into dust. He put his books into his bag and sling it over his shoulder. He then roamed the hallways.

It was the second day of school after the snap. Ned wasn't with him at the moment because he has a family reunion for the ones who turned into dust. MJ was in a different class, chasing art class and more.

The halls is somewhat full, but there was a big void, rapidly sucking all the noises. Some students are still tearing up over the fact that they somewhat found their friends, family, or just plain out survived. Some students too was on the sides of the hall, scrolling through their phone.

Since the snap reversed, Peter's spider senses went higher, making him hear all the conversations that was occurring around him. He could hear a girl crying in the end of the hall. He glanced at the girl, who is in a ball position, clutching her phone. Her friend tried to calm her down. The worst part is, Peter heard the whole conversation.

"I-I didn't even got t-the chance to say g-good bye to h-her. sHE WAS MY GIRLFRIEND!" she screamed a bit in the end. the others started hugging her. Peter opened his phone and sure there was a list of students who has either disappeared, died, or etc. He heard her name and searched for it. Her ex girlfriend name popped out, and Peter felt a twist in his stomach

MARILYN LILAC - Committed suicide three years ago

Peter run to his next class and quickly find a seat near the window. In front of him was two girls, talking to each other. He opened his notebook and started scribbling and doodling, trying to chase away a weird unsettling knot in his stomach. He doodled more and more, at the end he realised that he was doodling moments of him and Mr.Stark

"So it's true then. A few of them disappeared while in space? how on earth did they come back?" the girl whispered. Peter felt his heart beat racing. His mind went to the moment on Titan. The weird notch in his stomach, the dying state his skin was. Him hanging onto the person he relay on most as a super hero, Mr. Stark..

Mr. Stark

"They were brought back by the hulk and doctor strange at the last war" she whispered back.

The last war. Mr. Stark

Peter can feel it. He feel his mind going in utter chaos. He remembered Tony's face. He remembered his soul slowly exiting his body. He remembered the emotions, the pain written in his eyes. He remembered using all his self control not to cry in agony as he said his final words to his mentor, "Mr. Stark, we won". He remembered pepper kissing his father figure on the cheek saying goodbye.

He remembered Tony hugging him before all of that happened.

Peter was ready to make that sacrifice for Tony. But he was too late. Tony's dying face still haunts his mind. Everywhere he go, he was there. In the mural, in a newspaper,

Everywhere

His breathing suddenly becomes short. His chest tightened, wrapped up in a invisible fabric. His hands fidgets and his minds wanders off where

He was losing control

Peter gets up immediately and runs, he didn't care to see what he carry in his hands. He didn't care the looks he got from his fellow classmates. He didn't give a shit on what was happening. He didn't even say anything when he bumps into a teacher.

He needs to get out

Peter burst in into the men's bathroom, it was empty. He tried controlling his breath, but it was no use. Tears flooded as his eyesight darkened. He hugged his legs and starts sobbing.

He can feel it. He can feel himself disappearing like he did before. He can feel the way he tried to resist it. He remembered his spidey powers giving him time. He remembered lingering to his idol and mentor. He remembered whispering i'm sorry, knowing what tony said in the ship

And if you die it's on me

He remembered his body reshaping, looking at the doctor's eyes while him opening portals. He remembered the joy on Tony's face when they finally meet.

He remembered hugging him the last time

He remembered looking at the dull eyes as he saw his father figure slowly slipping away.

It's Peter.. Hey, We won Mr. Stark.... Mr. Stark, we won. We won...We did it sir, we did it... I-I'm sorry Tony

He opened his phone, almost losing its grip while unlocking it. He fumbled through the contacts, all blurry due to his tears. He couldn't control his shaking hands. He stared at Aunt May's contact, no she's at work Peter. He looked at Ned's, MJ's, god he didn't know who to talk too.

He went to his most contacted and press call. He didn't care who it was. After a minute, he slowly realized

He was calling Tony

He dropped his phone and curl into a ball. The voices was too much. The vivid images. The lingering touch of the hug. The emotions he shared while with Tony

He was slipping awa-

"PEETEEER? ARE YOU THERE? PEETEEER?" a voice echoed through the walls.

It was Morgan

He quickly wipe his eyes and reached out. He gently put the phone on his ear, "Morgan, what are you doing with your dad's phone?" I started to smirk.

He can hear her running and locking the door. "Ssshhhh! Mommy's asleep. I sneaked in and took Daddy's phone and saw your face" he can hear her getting under the covers

"What did your daddy name me?" Peter smiled with curiosity. "Uuhhh, SPIDERSON!" he can see her grinning. He chuckled, remembering the time Rhodey teases him and Tony

"Aahh, look at this. Irondad and Spiderson in action" Rhodey leaned to the counter. He chuckles at the sight of them two. Peter was hiding a blush, trying to type in the right math formula while tony was sipping his drink. They were talking before it was interrupted by Rhodey. "Has a good ring to it" Tony whisperer underneath his breath. What he didn't know was Peter could hear all of that. Cue him changing Tony's contact name to Irondad

"Can I call you spideybro?" Her little voice making Peter broke into a full on grin. "Only if you let me call you Irongirl" he used a british accent on Irongirl. He can hear her giggle at the name "DEAL!"

"How's school?" She asked him. Peter realized that his breathing was normal once again. He was still shaking, and was still in a fetal posisition, but it was progress.

"Ned isn't here, I talked to MJ though" he can imagine her pouting. "I like Ned, he's cool!" She then add something "Peter do you like MJ?" She asked him

Peter's face went red and stuttered "Wait- who? Uhh why- MORGAN!" He did a little yell at the end. Morgan giggled. At that moment Peter was already feeling better. He asked Morgan about his day, while she was telling her WHOLE life story, he had flashbacks.

"MR. STARK THIS PROJECT IS DUE MONDAY! I CAN'T GIVE MY TEACHERS THIS! I WILL GET BAD SCORES, THEN I WON'T GET MY SCHOLARSHIP, GETS BROKE, AND WILL LIVE IN A CA-" Peter rants on. Tony put down his Starktablet and looked at Peter's eyes. He recognize something he has too over the years, a hint of anxiety.

"Whoah, calm down kid. This project you did is college level of expertise. Add in that you nailed it. You'll do great kid" he put his hands on Peter's shoulder.

Tony can still see the panic in his eyes. He guided the boy to the couch. Peter was looking at him weirdly while still fidgeting. "Name three things that is near you" he said calmly

"Uuh you, couch, and my bag" he looked around. "Three colors you can see now", "uhh brown, red, and gold"
"Favourite superheroes" "you, Aunt Nat, and Thor"

They talked like this for an hour until Peter was calm again

"ppsst, peter I can hear mommy. call you later spideybro" she whispered. "See you later Irongirl" he whispered back. The call then ended. Peter stared at the phone and he dawned at something.

Tony didn't leave him nothing to hold on to besides being him and spiderman. He left him a mission. A legacy no one knew he had taken. To take care one of the most important thing that mattered to Tony.

Taking care and being there for Morgan. Peter whispered to himself

Mr.Stark? I know you can't hear me now, or you can depending what's right about afterlife theories, but I'm here to say something. I finally understood. The legacy you gave me? It's Morgan, isn't it? I swear I will never let anything harm her sir. I'll be there like you've been there for me. I'll help her build, train, practice, even school. I'll be there for her sir. I will let your legacy come to life.

Thank you Tony, for everything. I love you 3000

That moment, a spark light up. Peter knew his new legacy know. Knowing that, he was ready to be there for her