So... I was persuaded to tell you guys what's been going on... Well, it was more of a deal. If I tell you guys what's happening, then so will logan. But surprise surprise, I'm reality anxious about it...

This could get me in trouble... Well, here goes nothing... Wait, I should probably put a trigger warning here, I guess.

Well... Roman was always very.. Forceful. I wasn't exactly ready for kissing, or- uh... Further. But, he always managed to get me to agree. Weather through threats, blackmail, i-insults, or... or he would h-hit me.. But.. That wasn't so bad, compared to what he was actually making me do, I guess...

And when he wasn't doing... That, he was making fun of me. Or picking me up on my flaws. Or putting me in situations that would make me panic. He would call me ugly, fat, annoying, a freak, and anything else that he knew got to me. And I was hiding that I was hurting. From anyone. From you guys, from fellow sides, from thomas and his friends...

Then, we broke up. And I was upset. Because, for some reason, no matter what he did, I still loved him. I was so upset.. I wanted to die at some points.. But the only thing I could think of that was good, was the fact that it wouldn't happen anymore. No more being made fun of, no more.. Being m-made to do d-dirty things..

And then it didn't stop. He kept calling me things. He kept making me panic. And he kept forcing- kept forcing me to do things with him. And its been what, six months? And non-stop torment from him... Every fucking day... Last- last week I w-was going to kill- kill myself...

But I didn't. I was to scared. I'm always to scared. I'm to scared to tell thomas, I was to scared to tell you guys until now... Hell, I'm still to scared to tell you guys...

But, I guess its a good thing I didn't... Because I started dating logan. And honestly, its the best I've felt since I got with prince. I mean, I still feel like absolute shit, but... I still feel better. I've been able to get things off my chest, my confidence has grown significantly, even if its still incredibly low, and I just love him.

But... Hopefully I can work up the courage to tell thomas pretty soon, and hopefully prince doesn't.. Doesn't see this. But if you've actually cared enough to read all of this, thank you. Bye.