Y/N POV
I was dancing with the everyone else in the living room, getting lost in the music, boys and girls dancing and screaming lyrics to the song at the top of their lungs, and of course I had joined.

I wasn't fully aware of what I was doing, only the slightest when I felt a mans hands slide to my waist, I turn to look over at the owner of the hands. It wasn't someone I knew a random boy, a hot one, with a beautiful box smile, that he had shown me. But still at the back of my head I removed his hands from my waist. He gave me a concern look but I hadn't cared. With that I moved somewhere else on the dance floor.

The boy didn't leave me alone he followed me to where I had moved, before I was going to move again somewhere else, but he had grabbed onto my wrist.

"Where are you going?"
"To dance"

The man was drunk, like me but I hadn't felt safe in my heart, I whipped my hand out of his grip to see his shocked expression, but I had moved to another spot, and luckily this time, he hadn't followed me.

Dancing my heart out, a drink in my hand, I took a sip out of my 4th drink to then feel something coming up my throat. I ran around the dorm room to look for a bathroom. Just my luck I found it, only for it to be occupied. Holding my hand over my mouth, looking at the long line for the washroom.

Being the first time I had ever drank alcohol and I knew that it wasn't going to stay down. I look to see another door, only thinking it was probably the bedroom. Not hesitating I ran into the room to look for a trash can.

I luckily found one at the entrance beside the door and that's when all I had drank and what I had for dinner all went in the trash. I wasn't expecting any less, I finally removed my face from the trash can, to look up and see to people making out on the bed,I saw only a bit of the boy as he was wearing a Bart Simpson shirt. Oddly enough they hadn't even known my existence was there.

Before that could actually happen, I ran quickly out of the room and back to the living room. Feeling sick and tired, I looked at the clock to see it was 2:00 in the morning. Half the people were gone, some people crashed on the floor, and I found a couch unoccupied. So looking at how comfortable it had looked I went and placed myself down , and in a instant I fell asleep.

Jungkook's POV

It was 6:00 in the morning, still being up as normal. The party she had been to was probably finished. I was curious on if she had left or not. I wasn't really doing anything except lying there on my bed so I just decided that I would check and see. I walked around the hall to find the familiar room '1219' the door had been open. Unsafe, as well as stupid was what came up to my head. seeing that through the open door a couple of people on the floor and then I had saw her.

I knew this room, to familiar to me that I wanted to forget, The person who lives there. Also for her safety, I hadn't thought it was the best for her to be in here while everyone had left only leaving her with a bunch of guys laying on the floor. I slowly walked over to her, trying not to hit anyone.I've only hit one person or I could say went through one person and that was Taehyung. I never did it ever again because I had hated the feeling, It keeps reminding me of what I am.

I walked up to her without any trouble of hitting anyone in the way. I crouched down as I took a look at her sleeping form as I went up to her ear.

"Ya, Y/N wake up" I said loud enough so that it could wake her, And besides no one else would be able to hear me.

I saw as she was slowly moving, and was about to open her eyes.Before she does I quickly got out of the room and started heading back to my own dorm.

Y/N's POV

I slowly move and open my eyes as I heard a familiar voice call out on me. But only to be disappointed when I have full consciousness to find no one there. I look around to see a bunch of people, laying sleepily on the floor. Remembering vividly the night before I felt the need to puke. I quickly ran to the washroom which was not occupied, and I started vomiting up whatever I had left in my system. My mouth had felt gross and dirty so then after I rinsed my mouth with water as I washed my face.

Once I had walked out of the washroom I saw someone come out of the bedroom, that was right in front of the washroom door, I see as the man in front of me standing straight but his eyes look half awake, I look to see his shirt was a Bart Simpson shirt. I then slowly remember the night before.

"YAHHH, GET OUT!"

The guy was shocked and looked concerned with me as now his eyes wide open,

"DON'T YELL AT ME, it's my ROOM"

I stood there silent not knowing what to say, yelling probably waking up the other people who were there I started walking out the door, that was until he had grabbed my wrist forcing me to look at him.

"Aren't you going to say sor- ... WAIT A MINUTE, your that dry chick that didn't want to dance with me!"

"Let go of me" I said not able to get out of his grip, struggling.
"nuh-uh-uh Princess, your not going to be able to leave this time"
"Just let go of me, Imbicuile"
"Not unless you apologize"
"There's nothing to apologize for"
"Yeah, sure, princess. Just say sorry and I'll let go"
"No" I said using my other hand to try to let out of his grip, only to fail.
"That's that going to work sweetie" he said holding my other hand with his free hand.
"I don't even know you!"
"I'm Taehyung, and you are?"
"I don't care who you are, let go!"
"feisty, okay. Well-"

Was cut off when he saw someone walk inside of the room, only to see me struggling out of his grip. I looked over to the other boy who had walked into the room, the boys wide eyes in shock as he pulls back his orange hair, and fixes his rectangular glasses, he spoke up.

"Taehyungie, Let go of the poor girl"

"YOU ruin everything I swear Hoseok" He said as he rolled his eyes, He let go of my wrist.
"Thank you stranger"
"It's Hoseok, sorry about my roommate, he's a bit you can say-"
"Stupid, arrogant, crazy-"
"Handsome, you mean" Taehyung had interrupted me.
"In your dreams" I said with annoyance.
"You can go, I'll deal with him"
"Thanks again, Hoseok."
"No problem"

Then with that I started walking outside of the dorm until I heard a slam coming from there room, I could hear Taehyung's voice raising, as I can't hear a word from Hoseok. I continued walking back to my dorm as they had there conversation. I didn't want to bother but I had felt sorry as the new stranger, named Hoseok had helped me and has to deal with having a roommate with someone so repulsive. That blonde hair boy, mad me feel so furious. Who does he think he is, I didn't know why he couldn't just let me go.

I didn't want to spend my time getting so angry at someone so little as him. I pray that everything will be alright for the orange haired boy.

When I went back to my dorm room, I looked over the clock to see it had been 6:30, i had so much time until classes had start. But unfortunately when I wake up I can't fall back to sleep. I just spent my remaining time eating breakfast,watching T.V, as well as getting changed.

After hours, It wasn't that long until I had to go to class so I had started to walk to my first period lecture. When I walk the first thing I do is to see if he was there, and as I thought he had been. It seemed like a smart intellectual person. which may be one of the reasons why I am attracted he seems like he actually pays attention, while on the other hand there are people like Yugyeom who still act like this is elementary school.

Everything counts, you can be set back if you don't meet with criteria this affects what our future may be. I just don't understand how some people can be so calm and do all that partying. I'm exhausted I had about four hours of sleep, and I was afraid that won't be able to stay up in class today. This is what I want for myself, I'm going to be an astrologist, I want to complete the dream my brother had that he started and couldn't finish. He was passionate with his dreams and I wanted to be apart of them. I'm doing this for the both of us, thinking it could give me some closure as when the days go by I remember that I'm doing this for him. I keep losing people around me, I'm blessed to still have both parents with me. I lost two people who were close to my heart, Jimin, my brother. I hold anger with Jimin I stopped feeling grief for him, I had the elder lady who had gladly helped me through those hard times.

When my brother died I hadn't had the support from my parents, as they were mourning themselves. One day I was so upset, I poured all my feelings to my parents everything that happened I told them about Jimin moving, and how I visit the lady who lives at his place now. They almost made me stop visiting her. But I told them how much she means to me and they slowly understood, that they weren't there for me but she was. She had dinner with us some times after that. It made me happy. I started having desires, dreams. Things slowly started looking up. I thought I will be good in school everything will be worth it in the end. I was happy, yes, happy to be able to have hopes, and dreams. But I still lacked trust and communication skills.

I had to leave the only people I trusted as I entered university, If only someone can understand how it feels to be alone, to be by yourself. I slowly started to understand how that lady had felt during the first half of the semester. But then all of of a sudden I actually talked to people FOUR people even if they were small conversations or if I hadn't liked talking to the person, I still shockingly talked to people. On weekends I normally go home to see my family, and luckily enough it was Friday, I would be able to see them soon enough.

I was excited more than normal in class in complete focus, thinking that I will be able to go home soon. I don't know why but I had the sudden urge to tell Miss. J what had happened this past week. I would tell her everything more than even my parents and I just wouldn't wait. But then with that the lecture had finished. I had gotten all the notes down, with the casual Yugyeom looking at my notes, and I had finished all the homework. Everything was going pretty swell. I walked into the cafeteria, to see Jungkook already sitting down, I couldn't help but smile. I was in a very happy mood.

Jungkook's POV

I sat at the normal spot that we had ate, I look at the door as it opened seeing Y/N smiling happily, I guess something might of happened at the party, that's why she had been so smiley. She walks over and we sit with each other. She still smiles,

"How was the party?"
"It's pretty stupid, I don't think I want to go to anymore"
"What happened?"

"drunk people including me, I still have a slight headache"
"Geez, how could you focus in class?"

"I'm excited for the weekend"
"What are you doing this weekend."
"I'm going to see my family!"
"You must be really close with your family"
"Yeah, I am. Heh, what about you?"
"I'm going to see my guardian"
"Oh?"
"Yeah, it's fine. It's a really long story"
"ah, I see"

We just continued talking about life and school, and it was fun for once being able to talk to someone, or being able to talk to someone that is. but I felt bad as I had lied through my teeth, I couldn't tell her that I was just going to nothing or that 'oh yeah I can't go see my parents, because they won't be able to see me". Just for now white lies, will be have to be told.