The door wasn't fully open as I was asked the question , "Is your eye's closed?"
still a little iffy about the situation, I had still had my eyes closed. All I could feel was a arm grab my forearm, causing me to flinch.

"It's okay, it's just me" He said reassuringly
Just doing what he had told me, I follow blindingly as he took me somewhere in my dorm. The destination wasn't far, as well as luckily on the way I hadn't bumped into anything. As it hadn't taken long, I felt how both his hands were laying at the sides of my forearm.

"You can open your eye's now"

Feeling a little heat, literal heat freaked me out slightly. Still not really sure about this situation, but he had directed me to open my eyes now so I had did so, still feeling his hands around my forearms. The first thing that was in my sight was a vanilla cake, as candles were lit, now understanding what the heat had been now. I stared at the cake, processing that a physical cake was in my vision, a cake I definitely don't remember getting. It must of been some sort of surprise for me on his end. I had just continued staring in shock. I heard his beautiful voice as he started to sing happy birthday. His breathy whisper voice echoed in my ear with every word that left his mouth, soothing. As I looked at the cake as the flames of the candle radiated. His voice whispers in my ear,
"Make a wish."

So many things came up to my head, there are many things that I wish for. But there was one wish that I wanted to last, that he wouldn't leave my side. Then with that I had blown out the candle, was that selfish of me? Wanting him by my side, the feeling to be with someone who I can talk to. I hadn't thought so at the moment. I looked at him after I had blown out the candle, to see the bunny smile that's so well known to me, plastered onto his face. It brought my heart to enlighten, small heat rush to my face, causing my heart to pound. In seconds the contact is dropped once I turn my direction to face the cake that was in front of me. This was all for me? the thought had almost brought me to tears, I tried to hold them in feeling the tears build up in my eyes, trying with willpower to hold it back.

I saw as he turned his face, as he saw my side profile, not any longer realizing the temping tears in my eyes. I look for a second to catch his eyes wide open, his mood almost suddenly dropping.

"I'm sorry! Was this to much?" He said questioningly
"No! It's tears of joy"I said giggling, sniffling my nose.

He gives me another look, but happier, happier to hear the response I had given, maybe giving the feeling of satisfaction. My own feelings overwhelming me taking over my body, I turn around facing his chest to wrap my arms around him. Before I had known it, I had come to tears, balling into his chest, instantly making his shirt to turn damp. I couldn't contain myself much longer, letting the tears of joy to fall from my eyes onto his shirt. I felt as his arms slowly wrapped around my waist, holding me into a gentle embrace. My voice getting caught in my throat I was able to utter the words that almost sounded inaudible "Thank you" My nose started running but quickly sniffling it, so it hadn't left my nose.

I slowly let go of him, as he did the same. I took a step back looking on the ground using one of my hands to wipe off any of the access tears from my face, I started to even laugh. How silly it may had been, as well as how emotional I had gotten over something as small as a cake. This wasn't something I would expect from anyone other than my family. I had gotten to know Jungkook a bit, but I hadn't thought this was something that friends do for each other. So I wasn't able to resist once I had seen the cake, then everything had been processed in my mind, I couldn't help but to let everything take over me. I never had friends who would do things like this for me, this was a sentimental moment in my life that I won't forget. Small actions that took such a big toll on me, made me smile as I had been grateful to have a person like him.

I feel as his thumb whisked on my cheek helping to rid of the tears left on my face. I look at him smiling still sniffling ,my eyes curve into half shaped moons, smiling widely, the water in my eyes slowly vanishing. He tilts his head to give me a smile of his own, he makes subtle movements over to the cake.
"Shall we eat?" he smiled

I had nodded in response, as I walked over the kitchen part, to open one of the drawers and grab a knife, grabbing two plates from the cabinet, then getting the utensils. Walking back I take off the candles, and cut the first slice of the cake, and hand it to Jungkook as he gladly took it, then for me to get myself a slice. He makes me laugh, he's so pleasant to be around, I can almost call it addicting. I feel so close or attached to him that I always want to spend moments with him.

One other person had ever made me feel this way, it's scary, as so long ago that I had felt what I was feeling now. Jimin... I need to stop thinking about him, why couldn't I repress the thought of him. It happened so long ago that it should already be erased from my memory, but I had come to realization why I still think about him. as he was indeed my first love, or what you could call first love in elementary school. What people would call it, is that I had caught feeling for him, I loved him, his company, his personality. But unfortunately that hadn't lasted as long as I had wanted it too.

He reminds me of what I had with Jimin, maybe I don't quite understand what love is, but what I thought it was, the feeling of attraction, the way they make butterflies attack your stomach causing your heart to pound rapidly, and wanting to put them before yourself. Was that what love was, it was all happening again, but i'm afraid I'll lose him like I lost Jimin. I had already a close call, afraid it will happen once more, but I won't be able to do anything about it. I'm trying to play it safe, not letting feeling intervene with the relationship I was finally able to make with another.

Unfortunately Jungkook had to leave soon after he had the cake, but I couldn't help but let all questions rush through my mind the moment he had walked out the door. I started to think more into detail the way I feel or felt about two of the most important guys in my life, or per say the men in my life that made my life eventful.

It is disheartening when I look back at the past to know I can't change anything. I often think about other things I would say and do if I could just have a do-over. Oh how easy it is to think about the things you could of change, but so hard to do things right the first time. I was indeed once in love with Jimin or as I say many times what I thought it was, the same feeling from so long ago is becoming more familiar to me every time I'm around Jungkook. The stunt he had pulled today hadn't made it any better, only putting my heart in a deeper hole than it was already placed. Damn I really need to talk to more guys, I didn't want to act to quick on how I was feeling at the moment as it could all because I barely talk to other boys or even girls, I don't talk to anyone really. It just so happen the most interaction I've had been boys but mostly with Jungkook, casually Yugyeom as he sits beside me, and now I had a small encounter with Yugyeoms hyung, Taehyung. That fact still shocks me still, such a small world I feel.

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It felt as if the whole week was going so fast, as it felt as it was just yesterday when I had been caught by surprise from Jungkook. I come to stand Taehyung just the slightest he can be funny at times, but that's all I could really say. The only why I would have encountered Taehyung was because I would be with Yugyeom, on one of our hangouts and Taehyung would just so happen to show up. I got a little closer to Yugyeom, but now feeling all of a sudden awkward and shy around Jungkook. Things seemed different when I'm around him. It was just every time I was around him, I felt weird. I used to be so comfortable around him but then just all of a sudden, all these thoughts of him rush through my head, and I started realizing my feelings I had for him making it awkward ever time I  would be around him. Only thinking about this weekend that happened to come to quickly, he would be meeting my parents. This will be only the second person my parents will meet, that is dear to me. I get ecstatic at the thought, the day was here for me to go over to my parents house, also he day he will come over.

I had told him were I had lived, as he told me that he would just meet me there around dinner time, as he had things to do before. Which of course was completely fine with me, as at least was able at least come at all. I was happy I was going to see my parents. This year was the first year I wasn't able to spend my birthday with them on my real birthday, but I was glad we are able to make up for it today. I dressed up a little nicer today putting on a black dress that had lace placed on the neckline, paring the dress with white heels. I mean my parents was going to give me a birthday celebration so I wanted to dress nice. I also had put on some makeup putting on only a little filling my eyebrows, as well as just applying some mascara onto my lashes but that was about it.

I walked out of my dorm with my luggage with clothes for the weekend and I heading to the bus station, awaiting for it to come. There was other students waiting as I was, catching peoples glances every once in a while, as I was a little more dressed up than everyone else who were just wearing casual clothes. I started feeling uncomfortable and started tugging on the bottom of my dress, to then place my luggage behind me. 

When the bus came I was the first to aboard on, sitting at the very back row. I put on my headphones and wait until I would get to my street. I was about to put a song until I saw in the corner of my eye a figure sitting there, I turn my head to see who had it had been and was disappointed.

"Oh, hey there Y/N! What a coincident that I caught you here. You look awfully fancy?"
"Hi, Taehyung. My parents are holding me a birthday celebration."
"Oh! it's your birthday!"
"It was a few days ago."
"Happy birthday BESTIE!" He yelled catching everyone's attention to turn to the back of the bus, and him being even more extra he had put his arm around my shoulder to then use his other hand to give me a nudge on the head messing up my hair a bit that I had fixed up in a proper part.

"YAH! I fixed up my hair."
"No thank yous?"
"Thanks you for messing up my hair." I abruptly said
"Wow, okay miss sassy." giving me a tone

"Thanks."
"There you go, was that so hard?"He chimmed
"Actually it was." I tsked

"WOW, okay there. Anyways where is your house?"
"I'm not about to tell you where I live, no offence or anything but I don't need a stalker" I retorted
"I swear you have it out for me or something. What did I ever do to you?" he questioned
"We didn't have the greatest first, or second impressions"
"I mean I got a good impression of you?"
"Not on my end." I scoffed
"What happen to your politeness I've heard so much about from Yugyeom?"

I rolled my eyes and I grabbed my headphones from my bag and was about to put them in, but that couldn't happen without Taehyung trying to steal one from my hand.