Y/N POV

The weekend had passed so fast as I was already packing up to head back to the university, or what I like to call everyone's hell hole. Everything we do in there is critical for what's to happen next, Fail the Exams you have to either quit or redo the course. It'd funny thinking back at how concentrated I used to be, so focused on what I wanted to do. But then just like that, for a week I was a complete wreak, doing things so unbelievable, I still can't comprehend that I did all those things. Thinking about how I had went to that party, had just made my head hurt.

Walking into the campus, gives me shivers. Things aren't as how I used to precieve things, I experienced more than I had ever imagined. Younger me who never would talk to anyone, who would never dare to try someone that is full of risks, would not believe the things I did. Only talked to four boys, as they were Jungkook, Yugyeom, Taehyung, and Hoseok who was the last of them. realizing slowly not one girl had I ever talked too.

I walk inside of my room to put away everything that I had packed in my backpack. I came early as I had classes today, as some people would forget. Normally I could say was that when I walk into class only half the class shows up. That could only be because there are people who don't think that there are going to be classes the day we come back. I mean there are people who do stay in campus for the weekend but I don't quite understand why people would do that instead of being home. I mean I have far different preferences than other people, or the normal teenager. As I had known knowledge of how the average teenager likes to be away from home and have more freedom. But that wasn't the case for me all I would ever be was home, or Miss.J house. I didn't have friends at school to go over to there house, but even if I did I probably wouldn't have. Jimin was the only person I would ever go to someones house, Not even during high school did I go to another persons house other than my own.

I felt safe at home, with my family. My parents babied me, and I was the only child later on. So that gave me more opportunities of being spoiled. We lived like an average family, we weren't rich but we weren't poor. After my brothers death, they tended to baby me more, always want to be with me and I was okay with it. I always wanted more, but I hated seeing them cry, it would happen at least once or twice once they are around me, they think of what happened in the past. The painful car accident that was the cause of my brothers death. They blame their selves everyday that things could of been different. I wasn't in the car that day I was in the middle of school, as my parents and brother had went out to go to for an eye check up.

It happened fast, my parents didn't go into detail in telling me. All they told me was they had an awful car accident, and that the impact was to much, and unfortunately hadn't made it. The day I found out, I came home to find Miss.J in my house on the phone as tears fell down her cheeks, I wasn't aware of what was going on coming back from my second week in high school, I thought everything would be as any other day. She broke down the news to me, and she was the one to take me to the hospital. They were all in the same room, I cried as I saw all of them in a weak state. Some more than others, my heart stopped seeing worse damage was upon my brother. surgery had to be done on all of them as they said that pieces of glass had been pierced into them. But that just wasn't just it for my brother. He had gotten a huge whiplash as it caused a traumatic brain injury as well as his spinal cord had been severely damaged, and had a torn ACL that caused internal bleeding.

My brother was suppose to graduate that year, he was a honor roll student with spectacular grades. He wasn't able to make it, I made it my life goal to accomplish what he wasn't able to finish. It was the least I could do for him, I wanted to do this for me and him to give me some sort of closure that I could maybe find. After he died I thought I was going crazy, I kept thinking it was because I had missed him so much. I thought that i was seeing him, I would talk to him for months, my parents thought I was crazy. they said I was talking to no one, No one was there. They knew that we were all going through our own ways of grief but it had felt so real to me. It felt like he was actually there with me, my mind made it up all those fake conversations to keep me sane with myself. The lost was unbearable, I told miss. J everything, she didn't think I was crazy, she thought that was the way of me coping with the loss. Maybe it was but I would kill to have that moment just one more time with him for old time sake.

This is why I try so hard in school, to accomplish his goals. That is good enough for me, that is what I have been striving for. I get my game face on, I need to stay focus, concentrate on what it is that I want so that after all the work I had put it will all be rewarded.

I had the whole day left ahead of me, so many things I could do, but so many dumb things I could do as well. It is the temptation of peer pressure that could change everything for me. With his words could change everything I feel at that moment, I could be so determined but then the next moment completely forget about it. The unknown feeling, left a weird feeling in my stomach. I didn't let those weird feeling mess with what I had to do, I started walking to class, having a stern look on my face. It was time for me to act more serious about school, even though I had normally had. Maybe since it was the second semester for the reason why I had been slacking off, so close to exams I act as if schools already about to finish. But I known right after one year, I will have to come back year after year until I get my university degree. 

I could help when I had walked into the classroom to spot Jungkook sitting at his seat. Without a second thought I averted my gaze, so he couldn't catch me looking at him. 'focus' I mentally said in my head. 'Today just focus on your goals' I had to keep on reminding myself, I did not need my mind to be clouded to only think about a boy, who could be so meaningless in my future. 

I had my full attention on the teacher, more or less. I tried at least, how could the boy not faze at all, does he ever have the same thoughts that I had? That went through my head near the end of class and before I had knew it the bell had rung. Caught in a trance looking at the boy someone, bends there body so then there face had been sideways looking at me. 'what was his name' I try to recall what the boy's name was.

"Hello, mystery party girl!"
"and you are?"
"You already forgot about me" he said with a frown, as he straightened himself up,
"Just your name."
"I'm the utterly handsome Kim Taehyung , that is. But you can me Tae" he said as he gave me a quick wink afterwards.
"Well Kae, the pleasure is surely not mine. I have someone to be, so if you would excuse me." I said as I got up from my seat but he had blocked my way.
"I mean it's Tae, but if you want something easier, why not just call me Bae" He winked again giving a smirk.
"I'm sorry, but i'm afraid your in my way."
"Oh my bad, Princess." He moved out of the way giving me little space to walk past him.

I slowly started walking past him, trying my hardest not to hit or bump into him, in the process. As my body had slowly got across, I felt a hand grope my butt. In utter shock I turn around about to slap some sense into the boy. Until I saw someone turn him around so that I was facing his back. I heard a hard hit, when I finally come to realize that Taehyung was stumbling over. almost in the process Taehyung had almost fell on me, but I had quickly removed myself from the area as I moved over to the side, almost tripping on my own two feet, getting a grip onto the sides of the desk to keep me in balance. 

I look at the boy who had, gotten Taehyung onto the ground. As I slowly raised my head to see the person responsible, I was only to be greeted by the face of Yugyeom who looked furiously, down upon Taehyung, who was looking at him with rage into his eyes ready to retaliate. 

"WHAT THE FUCK MAN" He yelled at the boy standing in front of him as he slowly got back on his feet.
"What the hell were you doing man?!" Yugyeom had his hands still curled up into a fist.
"Why do you even care, she's no different than anyone else!" Taehyung started to make me feel frightened as if I saw a whole other side of him, that I never thought I would see.
"Don't do this whatever you want to call it when i'm around" he said as he let go off his fists.

Taehyung had took this as an opportunity and swung a punch towards Yugyeoms jaw, catching him off guard, Yugyeom had stumbled over. I saw as Yugyeom cracked his neck, ready to step forward and start a fight with Taehyung. I kept thinking to myself, where the hell is the teacher when we need them! I went in the middle of the both of them, just before Yugyeom was about to swing a punch towards Taehyung. I saw as his fists slowly went down.

"Thanks princess, but I can handle it from here" Taehyung said trying to move me to the side, but with all my willpower I tried to keep my spot. Taehyung saw how hard I was struggling staying in my spot.
"Stop being a brat and let me finish up my business I have with your buddy over there"
I give one look over to Yugyeom who was still angry,
"It's enough, you guys don't need to get suspended, and besides it's nothing"

I said it was nothing but it wasn't just nothing I felt violated as he went inside my personal bubble and touched me without my permission. I felt grossed out more so, I see how the boys started to settle down until Taehyung had to open up his big mouth,

"What was I telling you man, there all the same"

After the comment he had made, I couldn't control my anger that I had held towards him. Then without even thinking about anything I was the one who had retaliated and I slapped straight across his cheek, with also a kick between his legs. I saw as he winced in pain, grabbing onto his pained area. Looking over at all the people who was surrounding us as well as yugyeom who was standing there looking at me in shock.

"I may not look strong, but I know were it hurts! You disgust me!"
So then with that, it so happened, I look over to see a student pointing towards us with the teacher right beside the student, I saw how the teachers mouth was wide open from the shock. But the expression had quickly changed once, He had shook his head to come back to reality. His expression was now furious almost stomping over to our direction.

"You Three. Your coming to the Headmaster's office. NOW!"