Y/n POV

Helpless in his arms, why can't I do anything except but to cry in his arms, they felt cold I felt as how my heat was transferring onto him, I tried to process when he had hugged me. I didn't want him to let go. My tears started to dry up as he had spoken to me, he was sorry. The last words he said was left almost still ringing in my ear,

" I won't leave you, but please don't leave me" I could almost hear the fear in his tone, had he gone through something as what I had been through.

I almost forgot how he was surprised when I had touched him, I remember seeing as he was trembling but then in the next moment he was hugging me so hard I could barley breathe. He was the one who had left me in the first place, but now we are back to the way things were before? I just wasn't really processing this to well, maybe it could be because I cried so much I had loss sense of my mind, that I couldn't even think straight. He was still holding me in his arms as my hands that were laying at my sides were now around his neck. I still can't understand the feelings that I am capable of, I grew so attach to him, because of thinking I could let go of the past and begin my future. I did something that I couldn't do in my past, which was not just letting the situation happen but to do something about it, I was too late last time but I think I made in just in time, this time.

I started to loosen my grip around his neck as I slowly pull back, but I hadn't removed my hands I watched as his gaze went from the floor to my eyes as we looked at each other. My breathing suddenly started to quicken as he had felt so close to me. Never experiencing anything like this before, my heart starts racing, I could almost feel a little bit of his breathe hit my lips. What was I thinking, scenarios kept rushing through my head, of what could happen in the next thirty seconds. I can feel that his breathe started to hitch, we both were but sitting there on the floor in each others arm, remembering how his arms are laying loosely around my waist. Temptation was rushing in my mind, why was I thinking about something so affectionate when I had only known him for some of this semester.

He wasn't doing anything, he stayed in place while, on the other hand I was trying to steady the pace of my heart. I started to lean away from him, as I grabbed his arms and placed them back to his sides. I knew I had made the right decision, but I saw as he looked up at me when I had stood up from my spot, I saw as he slowly got up once he had saw me already standing. Silences through it all, I felt the tension roaming in the air, uncertain of what to do next. I did everything that I had wanted to do, things then got awkward and I'm unsure were we end off our conversation from here. We stood there as I heard him about to say something,

"So what do you say?"

"I promise"

It wasn't like I had wanted to leave him in the first place but my chest felt relieved when I felt safe that our relationship we made is not gone. Once he heard me speak I saw his adorable bunny smile appear on his face, as he ran up to me as he grabbed a hold onto my waist with his arms, lifting me up from the ground spinning me around. His strong grip held me firmly as I could feel his biceps flexing into my waist, as for extra security had my arms wrapped around his neck. I started laughing at how this situation had seemed so silly, and scenes you would see in a movie. I watched as he stopped spinning around and he looked up me and spoke,

"I'm sorry, I really am"
"I understand if you were to leave me though."
"Don't say that!" He retorted
"I Promise, I won't leave you" he pulled out his pinky finger towards me as I had connected his with mine, the sudden feel of safety made me feel relieved. He then continued,
"I mean besides, who else do we have?" He started laughing and I did too.

With that I had hugged him one last time for my goodbyes as I had left his room to head back to my own. I had finally found my way back not taking as long as it did when I was looking for his room, but I had finally made it back. Once I got inside of my dorm room I sat myself down onto the couch. I went and I look on my phone to see that I had gotten a text message from mom, I swiped the screen to see what she had texted ,

Mom: Happy birthday honey! I hope you have a wonderful day today!
Y/N: Thank you Mom for giving me birth, laughing out loud <3

I had completely forgot that it had been my birthday today, losing track of time I hadn't even noticed what the month had been, as I hadn't really payed attention if anything, more on the time. After I had replied back to my mom, I had then saw that I had another text,

Miss.J : Hello Darling! Happy birthday! Oh my, your growing up to fast, I hope you come over this weekend for your birthday celebration. You can even bring that boy you've been telling me about if you want, I'm sure your parents won't mind. I'll tell them your just bringing a friend ;) .

Y/N: Aw Miss. J, Thank you! I will definitely ask him, and your too funny miss. J . He is just a friend :) .

Miss. J : It's okay if he's more than a friend, you can tell me everything!

Y/N: I know I can! Ah, you're to funny!

Miss.J : Ah anyways, Happy birthday again, I'll leave you to your business.

Y/N: Thank you! Goodbye Miss. J!

Miss. J : Take care Dear!

With that I had placed my phone down and I relaxed. relaxing so much I had accidentally slept through the whole day as when I looked outside of the window it had already been dark. already had gotten a lot of sleep. I was a little hungry so taking out a mini stove I took out a pot and put some water as I had made myself some instant noodles. I ate alone, while I was siting down on my couch, while watching Netflix. When I had finished I was full to the stomach, making start to feel tired again , I went to my room and went to bed, my mind left blank, almost completely forgetting everything that happened today.

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I don't know why but when I walked inside of the classroom, my body slowly started trembling, I walked into the classroom going to sit down at my normal spot. I wasn't surprised when I had looked over to the side of the class to see Jungkook already sitting in his spot. My thoughts went back onto yesterday, I think we had gotten over whatever we had went through, but now all I could think about was his arms around me, how secure and safe I felt in them, only family had ever made me feel that way, but now he had too. How was I suppose to express this unknown feelings, that even I was still trying to figure out. I know that when I had first seen him, my eyes were attracted to his charms, but then I just couldn't help myself but to be curious. Curiosity lead me to were I am now, I don't know if I should be thankful or ungrateful.

My thoughts stopped as something had blocked my view of him, I was to look up and see that Yugyeom once again was the one to always disturb me.

"Hey best friend!"
"Hello"
"Oh, my bad am I in your way" He said jokingly as he looks over to where I was looking at.
"um-" He cut me off.
"I mean if your bored and just wanted to look at something, you could look at me?" as soon as he said that the image of Taehyung had popped in my head, I started to realize how similar they were in personality, but one was definitely better than the other, In my eyes.

"Why haven't you texted me?" he said with a pout
"I forgot you gave it to me" I slowly start to remember the day were I had fallen asleep in class,, giving my phone to a stranger, as my vision was not clear at that time.
"Wow, I'm hurt. We're best friends you can text me whenever and we can hangout"
"Hangout?" I said confused as never did I think that I were to hang out with a boy who just copies off my work.
" Yeah, you know where you-" I cut him off this time,
"Don't get me wrong, I know what a hangout is"
"Great so today's fine? What's your room number, you know what, text me later!" he had seemed to energetic talking about hanging out. It hadn't seemed like he wasn't giving me a choice once again, but as I was about to reply to him, of course the professor had to walk into the room before I could.

I thought, maybe taking under consideration his offer, as he did stick up for me. even though it was unnecessary and he didn't need to do what he did, I was thankful for that so I was more leaning onto the yes aspect of going to hang out with Yugyeom. Class ended and I ended up not thinking so much about Jungkook, but more on what could happen later on this day with Yugyeom. I didn't feel as worried or scared, to hang out with him, maybe it was because I had already knew him prior. But I stopped thinking about when I had walked into the cafeteria. Looking at him as he sat there peacefully I had joined him. Joining him sitting in my normal spot, we had been talking about our own interests as we hadn't really talked about ourselves, trying to get to know and understand each other a little bit more. The topic of my birthday then popped up in my head. I hadn't done anything for my birthday, I literally slept for most of the day, but I wanted to bring it up to him about my birthday celebration.

"It was my birthday yesterday"
"OH! Happy belated birthday, did you do anything?"
"No, not really I had slept for most of the day, after I came home from your dorm"
"Ah hey, why don't we hangout or something today"

Once he had said that I felt happy, I had bittersweet emotions I was mostly happy, but the events from yesterday had still come up into my head, he was capable of leaving me, even though at the moment when he said sorry, I had felt safe and relieved, now I think about it. I try to make sure I put myself first, before I pour my everything on him. I also didn't want to forget to invite him over this weekend, as I was slowly getting off topic.

"I would love too, I was also going to ask if you wanted to come over for my birthday celebration"
"Okay, but where would it be, if you don't mind me asking"
"My house at [ Address] "
" I would have to see, I might only be able to come till later."
"Oh no, that's okay!"

Hearing him being able to go made my heart flutter, I got excited as a felt the rush of adrenaline going through my body, I was going to bring a friend over to my house, I think my parents will like him, especially Miss. J , I think she will be ecstatic to meet him. We decided on that he would also come and pick me up from my dorm room, so we could have another hang out today. My heart started pounding rapidly, and what people like to call butterflies, in my stomach, this feeling had come back to me, the same way I had used to feel about Jimin.