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Please read the author's note at the end when done the chapter! Also play music if you want when it says!

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1 Week Later

After he had dropped me back to my dorm, leaving me in complete embarrassment leaving me totally flustered. He never spoke to me ever since he had dropped me off that day, as if he was avoiding me. I tried to go up to Taehyung and Jungkook, but as soon as I get there Jungkook had somewhere else to be. Then when I would find him, he would be with that girl who's always attach to him, squeezing herself onto him. It tore my heart each time, I would find her in his arms, it's like everything that we did that day never happened. Even though Jungkook had been avoiding me I had talk with just Taehyung sometimes, we were still pretty good friends now, so I would to talk to him. After my failed attempts of trying to talk to Jungkook and ask him if I did anything wrong, I would go back to Yugyeom, Suzy and all of them.

But how could I focus on having fun with my friends when all I could think is that I must of did something wrong for him to completely avoid me. My feelings were still the same for him and I don't think the feeling was going to go away soon. That's why it hurt so much that after what I thought was going to go back to normal, he ignores my existence. I didn't even go home on the weekend partially because I had a test I needed to study for, but my mind then goes back to him. I didn't like it but I didn't know what to do about it. Today was a new week, and I wasn't just going to let him go this time.He never even talked to me once the whole week, I wasn't going to let it go. I wasn't going to let this affect me anymore than it already was, I was going to get my answers.

After class, I was filled with confidence, I knew what I was going to do. Taehyung, Jungkook, and what I had found out the girl, Jennie already walked out of the class assuming they were heading right for the cafeteria and there was when I was going to go up to him, and make sure he doesn't run off this time. I walked into the cafeteria, seeing that it had only been the three of them, but then I see Jungkook arm get put onto Jennie's shoulder as she does it for him. Confidence level starts to lower but before it gets even lower I walk up to them. Slowly I walk there they're having there own conversation I join in and I'm sure there all aware that I'm there too. Taehuyng of course was the first person to talk.

"What are you doing here Y/n?" Canceling Taehyung's voice afterwards I see Jennie whisper something in Jungkook's ear and that breaks my confidence even more.
"I-I-I Wanted..."
"Taehyung, I have somewhere to be, Let's go" He tells Taehyung then speaks to Jennie and they move from there spot walking away from both me and Taehyung. I over hear there conversation,
"Hey Kookie? Wanna go to the Bar later?" Jennie asks
"Sure" He said

Jungkook's POV

I had to avoid her, I didn't like the way I had been acting. These things that I was feeling for sure was not going to go away if I kept hanging around her so I thought the best solution was if I just completely got her out of my life, just at least as best as I could and my best was just to avoid her whenever she is near. I felt pathetic every time she would come and I had to excuse myself, just so that I wouldn't be near her. But just when I want time to myself of course Jennie comes and completely does not give to shits about my personal space.

I would have to go back to my best friend at same time, I wasn't just going to not hang out with Taehyung because she would be there for a minute, but when I would go back to Taehyung, she wouldn't just be talking to him for a minute it could be the whole day sometimes. I know that he told me that they were just friends and I remember how she hated him so much. But hate could turn into love, and I don't know how my mind goes to that but it causes me to clench my fists.

Every time I would leave Taehyung she would stay there with him, I would just see from the sides how she would laugh at probably some joke he would do, or when he would smile she would to. No, I needed to stop thinking about her, thinking about her would only cause change. I hate change, I don't want to change. Change only ever leads for bad things to happen, that's all I've known and it all started with the change of my parents divorce, that's when everything changed. My family changed, I changed, the people I hung around me changed.

I know what could happen if I would continue to hang out with her, and I know that would cause change, I'm scared, I hated change. That's why I avoid her, to prevent anymore change to happen, so please why can't she give up on me. But I don't think she will be anytime soon. So I will let fate take its course and see what happens next, because it's out of my control, I don't know what to do.

Y/N's POV

That's when I found my other opening, I needed to find a moment maybe without Jennie nearby I couldn't stay full of confidence with her there, all I could think she's probably saying something bad about me. Something along those lines, but then again she and Jungkook just left me and Taehyung there. Taehyung had to be at least the upmost confused person right now. Did I trust him enough to tell him, I mean over the past week I've come to have a sort of friendship liking to him, past all those flirty times he tried to be, he's a really goofy person.

"Why is kooks so weird lately" He spoke his thoughts out loud,
"I wouldn't know he hasn't talk to me since the last time we hung out."
"What happened between you and kooks?"
"I don't really know myself, I was trying to ask him today, but that didn't happen"
"You like Kook?" He cooed wiggling his eyebrows
"Yeah, I do" I look at Taehyung in the face to see him completely stunned,

"Ha, you can stop going along with me, this is one funny joke."He started laughing,
"haha, it's not a joke" I put it to him.
"You're being serious"
"Yeah, I am"
"Wow, dang. Mind me asking, when you started liking him?" He asked like any normal friend, I broke it down to him the whole story and there was times were he thought I was playing with him but I wasn't, he was easy to talk about it, and offly supportive for me.
"We need to up your game" He said proudly
"What do you mean?" Taehyung tsked at me and he took my hand pulling me out of the cafeteria,
"Where are we going?" I asked him,
"To your dorm, where is it?"
"1275..."

After I told him where my room was he started taking to me my own dorm, storming to get there we finally reached my door. I opened my door with my key,
"Where is your room?"
"There" Pointing towards my bedroom, he walks in without my permission luckily my room wasn't messy. I walk into my room, when I see him looking through my closet throwing clothes onto my bed.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I yell at him,
"You need to wear something nice, but cute like your personality. You definitely do not fit the sexy look." He tells me,
"Hey!"

"I'm just saying" He said, I look at all the outfit possibilities,

"What is this for?"
"Your going to that club, your going to talk to Jungkook"
"Why are you helping me?"
"Because Kook has been acting weird, and I'm getting sick of seeing him with Jennie, I may just seem like one of 'those' guys but I care for my best friend. He's been off ever since we've hung out with you" I was only able to say a "oh" as a response before he stopped going through my closet and looked at the clothes he put on the bed. After picking and choosing what dress, and what shoes, what accessories he finally chose an outfit, I was surprised on how much he was into fashion, but then he told me he wanted to be a Gucci model but his mother didn't approve, but that didn't stop him from admiring fashion.

"You said you wanted to pick a cute outfit?" I told Taehyung
"Yeah but It's also a bar you don't need to look like a 5 year old."
"Isn't this a bit to much"
"Trust me it isn't, Now! GO!" Taehyung said pushing us out of my dorm.
"Wait where is it?"
"Ace of Clubs" He told me,
"I'm not ready!" I stamper
"Yes you are!" Pushing us both out we hit the hallway Taehyung goes one direction and I go another. When I reach the outside of the university I slowly walk to the Bus stop, I had my lisense but I hadn't had a car. I patiently wait for the bus, when it came I was extremely dressed for a bus, so it wasn't surprising when I had eyes staring at me, I knew were that bar was It was on the same street as the park but at the end of the street. When the bus stops close enough to the bar I get off.

Walking up to the building with florescent lights saying Ace of clubs I see two people walking there and I could tell it's him just by his frame, but I see assuming, Jennie's arm around one of Jungkook's. They were all dressed up, this was my time to go to him I had to, with the little confidence I had left I called out his name, they stopped in there spot and by the time I was close enough to the two of them, they turn around.

"What." He says but not in a cold tone it's more quiet, this was the first word he spoke to me this whole week. taken a small step back, the air felt tense it was sunset barely any light left in the sky, only the light of the street lights was the only other light that was helping from not seeing the darkness. I felt a drip of water fall onto my arm but completely ignored when I begin to speak,
"I need to talk to you..." I tell him having my head down, seeing pairs of heels walk in front of me, then all of sudden I feel myself being shoved and before I knew it I fell back onto my butt. tripping over my heals, and then it hit me that Jennie shoved me, that was the reason why I had fell back on my heels.
"can't you take a hint girl, he doesn't want to talk to you" Jennie says harshly, I look at Jungkook who's eye's are wide open, Jennie tugs on his arm to let them start walking to the bar again. I wasn't going to give up now I get off my butt and onto my knee, hands clenching on my dress, trying to suppress my tears from falling.

"LOOK AT ME JUNGKOOK!" I yell, knowing how pathetic I sounded I didn't care, Jungkook looks back and I couldn't hold in my tears anymore. Jennie tugs onto his shirt but he shoves her off and I hear him tell her to go inside. So Jennie does walk inside of the club, and Jungkook walks up to me. I cover my face, and wipe the tears trying to regain my composure. He's quiet but he takes his hand out for me to take, and I do patting down my dress, sniffling while getting back up. I look up to him.

His expression looks like he's completely torn, maybe he didn't know what was going on. I let go of his warm hand, and look him straight in the eyes.
"Jungkook." he nods his head
"Why are you avoiding me?" He looks down, but I put my hand onto his chin to raise it up to make eye contact.

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"Jungkook, Why are you avoiding, what did I do? I thought things could go back to the way they were" I said the last part quietly he stayed quiet but forced to look at me.
"Do you not remember anything at all? Do you not remember our hands held together, do you not remember our little To Do List we made? Do you not remember our first kiss we shared at my birthday party in the rain? Is my touch not familiar? If not please tell me so I can just give up my hopes, and try to move on?" I have my free hand entangled in his. Tears slowly falling down my cheek, he looks more torn than he was before, he gets his thumb and swipe it across my cheek to wipe off the tear.
"Why do you do this to me?" He asks placing my hand that was on his chin down to where his chest is, I could feel his heart beat it was as fast as mine could be right now. Now I was the one speechless,

"Why do you make my heart race so much? Why did you have to be so formal when we met? Why did you come up to me in the first place? I wouldn't be feeling the way I am now, I wouldn't have changed... Do you know that I hate change? I'm afraid of change and I knew you would change me, I don't know for the better or worse, I was scared, so I thought it would be best if I stayed away from you... But why couldn't I just let you go? My mind always coming back to you, thinking I would change just for you. Parts of me never liked how I was but since I already changed I didn't want to change again, but if I could be with you. My mind was thinking I should. I hated those thoughts I didn't like them, so I avoided them staying away from you. Why couldn't you just stay away from me? Why did I enjoy how you were so fascinated with the stars when we first hung out? Why do you make it hard for me to stay away from you?"

He remembered but why would he act like he had knew nothing I stood there completely stunned.
"You-u-u remember?" I stuttered, he steps closer, our hands still intertwined, he takes his hand off of my hand that was on his chest placing his now free hand onto my cheek, but my hand didn't fall off his chest but stood in place still feeling his rapid speeding heart.
"I remember the feeling of your lips onto mine, but I would curse in my head unable to feel your warmth." He leans his face closer, removing his hand from my cheek to around my waist.
"Are you going to just avoid me after this?" The question I needed to know, his face still a dangerous proximity from my lips.

(Stop playing music, if you want)

"I don't think my heart will allow me to stay away from you much longer." He says but shortly after I feel a more droplets of water fall onto my head, now more noticeable than before.
"You don't feel the same way as how I feel." I say pushing him back a bit, but he doesn't allow me to only to hold onto me even tighter.
"Are you sure about that? Did you not feel my heart beating crazy for you. Would you like to hear those three dire words that mean so much to me, and that I could only express to you?" He says our eyes locked with one another,

"I love you" The words came out of his mouth, the words that made me feel security, I put a piece of hair behind my ear.
"I love you, I love your excessive politeness when we met, I love your personality, I love when your embarrassed you start to put you hair behind your ear, as your even doing right now. I love you because I know now, You make the better version of myself. Will my love be returned?"
"I love you too idiot"
"Wher-?" I cut him off by placing his lips onto mine, then it started to pour, rain crashing down again just like our first time we had kissed. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist, I finally could feel the warmth of his lips on mine, happy tears were shed but with the rain I couldn't differentiate which was my tears or what was the raindrops. We shared that one kiss. After all that we had been through,He'd been through even more than I have. I was happy for the both of us, my problem was solved and you could say I got my happily ever after.

The End

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