We slept the same we had the time we did before, I had thought I had woken up first but as soon as I was about to lift myself up from the bed, I felt a grip on my hand, when I turn around to see Jungkook to be the one holding onto my wrist. Within a second he pulled me back into the bed in which he held me into an embrace. He pulls me close to his chest, and I had let him hug me, I turn myself over so that I could be facing towards him.

When I do that I see his eyes shut, holding me tightly. I placed my hands onto his cheeks barely as I have my hands milometers away from touching his skin. I watch as Jungkook takes a hand away from my waist, and then placing that hand on top on one of mine, as he feels the feeling of my hand on his cheek. We looked at each other, feeling the sudden burst of embarrassment. I hid my face in his chest, but he still had held me into his embrace.

After minutes of just staying in the bed, I came to the realization that today was Monday. If we, or I where to stay at home any longer I would be late for class, I push him away and I get out the bed. I rush grabbing my clothes from my suitcase into the washroom. Leaving Jungkook dumbfounded having no clue. If I had forgotten I think that he had as well.

When I came back from the washroom I saw that Jungkook had fixed the bed, and he looked as if he had woken up so perfectly, not one hair out of place, changed out of the clothes I had let him borrow before. I gesture for him to come, I was going to miss my bus, I already had a gut feeling. I rushed down the stairs, with Jungkook and my hands clasped together, this caused to gain my parents attention.

"Oh, morning sweetie" she said to me so casually, totally not noticing the boy that had been behind me.
"Um, I can't have breakfast going to be late for school bye" I quickly ran up to her and kissed her on the cheek before I rushed out the front door holding onto the boys hand still.

"Your going to get hungry" He told me.
"I will live"
"I've known you long enough that your going to complain that your hungry" He told me once again.
"Nooo... I won't" I said unsure myself
"Sure you won't, just don't blame me when we get to school"
"I won't" I said but only to be hit by karma as I could already feel my stomach growling, I only had a small plate of dinner last night, and I was so used to having breakfast I already knew this was going to be a long day.

We walked hand in hand together when we were going to the bus stop. I saw at the end of the street my bus, I started to panic seeing people already getting on. I start sprinting, my luggage being literal baggage as I would had gotten there sooner if I didn't have it. There was a lot of people getting on and right before the last person in that line had gotten there I had just made it before the bus driver had closed the doors. We both got in successfully and we had sat at the very back seats. No one had dared to sit beside me.

"Pabo" He whispered in my ear.
"YAH! It was your fault, your the one who started to cuddle me!" I whispered yelled.
"You were too irresistible, and plus I forgot about school."
"Aish, that's okay. It's actually my fault school had totally slipped my mind" I gave him a reassuring smile.

I hold onto his hand for the rest of the ride, as we just sat there in silence. It was nice, I liked that I didn't always had to have to say something all the time, but at least just having one another there was good enough for me.

I didn't want the weekend to end, it felt so short. But luckily we were able to do so many things in that short time period. I didn't want school to come just yet, I fell asleep on the bus. When I had woken up I look beside me to see no one there. I start to panic and my heart starts racing, I start panicking I see people walking out of the bus, and i pray he had just gotten out without me.

Jungkook's POV

She had fallen asleep with her head on the window, I looked at how cute she looked as she was slightly snoring very faintly. The bus had stopped and I saw how she started to open her eyes. I see her eye's widen, why ? I was right there? Was it because she had fallen asleep on the bus, and thought that everyone had left?

I look as she got up from her seat, and she just walked through me. My entire being felt like it was dropping, I felt empty. My little miracle couldn't see me anymore. My heart was broken, why now, why couldn't it happen in a year, or even never I wish it could stay as how it was.

The first time in a while someone had walked through me, and it broke my heart, it kept reminding me of who I will always be and I knew that it wasn't going to change. I collect myself as I walked out of the bus, I watched as she looked a full 360 degrees looking for where I was.

Until she had stopped in my direction, stop giving me hopes once again. I know that you can't see me anymore. I will be leaving very soon, don't let me see you in distress. But that wasn't what I was seeing she had a bright smile on her face, she was running into my direction? Could she see me for one last time?

I know this will not last, I will be leaving in the matter or minutes or even seconds, but seeing your smile makes it even harder to let go of what I don't even have.

Y/N POV

My heart had enlighten once I had seen him looking at me, but he hadn't looked the same. His eyes were dull, like he was so empty inside, like I couldn't see him at all. I started crying without a doubt, I thought that I had lost him. I ran towards him giving him a impactful hug. I started crying in his chest.

"I thought you left me"I said smiling and crying.
"I will be..." He said so hoarsely
"Please don't joke around, Your just joking with me? We haven't done everything we wanted to do yet" My heart felt shattered when he said those words, praying that this was going to be one of those things he was joking about. He grabs my arms and takes them off him.
"You know I love you?" He tells me, but then let's go of my arms.
"Stop. Stop being all serious" I said crying, I didn't care about school as I had heard the bell ring minutes ago. My heart was shattering knowing that what he was saying is true. Just inside of me hadn't wanted it to be, but deep down I knew this would not last. But it was ending too soon, sooner that I ever had expected.

"Let's go to class" I try to take his hand but I feel nothing
"Please, it's hurting me more than it hurts you, let me spend these last moments with you. Seeing you have a smile on your face, and I will be okay" he tells me but it wasn't something easy to do. I was absolutely devastated as if I was having my heart being ripped apart into two.

"How am I suppose to smile. When all I know it that my love will leave me?"
"I'm sorry, I couldn't stay as long as you wanted. Please don't hate on yourself, please don't shut yourself out on other people. Please let me see you smile" He said I looked at his face as tears were rushing down his face. He tried to cup my cheek with one hand, but I couldn't feel his touch.

That touch which I loved, the feeling I loved that had felt so surreal, will not be real as if it had never happened. I was upset. I couldn't handle all this pain that I had, feeling as if my feelings was contracting my body. I felt as if I wanted to curl up into a ball. I wanted the comforting touch of his body next to mine. I couldn't stop tears from falling out of my eyes. I saw as he tried to wipe the tears but yet again it had done nothing,felt nothing.

"Please don't cry I don't want this to be my last moment with you..."
I tried to force a smile but didn't last long as it had faded as tears prevented me from smiling.
"I love you, I love you so much! I wish I knew you when I was alive..."
"I love you, don't leave me" I went to try and touch his cheek but he felt so out of reach.
"I'm sorry"

I could already see him already fading from my vision, "I wish I knew you too, please stay!" I pleaded
"I love you" It was said so faintly, as he was leaving like specks of light, going off.

"I love you too." Was the last words I could say before the last speck of him  radiated like light ,had flew off into the air.

I crashed onto my knees. Feeling the sense of being lost, and empty myself. He left in the span of minutes, barely giving me enough time to cooperate  what was happening. There was no students around, people walking on the other side of the side walk. But I had stayed there on the floor crying.. Letting all tears fall to the ground, I lost another person important to me, Why, it have to be now, why couldn't luck just be on our side and let it last just even a month more. 

I was attached to that boy, He mean't so much to me. I knew if it were to last longer, I would be even more heartbroken than I am now. I have my hand over my face not wanting to see any light around me. I wanted to skip class today, I were to go back there people could question me why I look like a total train wreak. I wanted to stay away from people, isolate myself once again, just before I can go see anymore people. I've had three people leave me now. 

Why do I have this curse of having people to leave me, what did I do in another life which caused me to loss all those people so close to me. I look at the ground as I was finally able to pick myself up again. before I was to look back up, I heard someones voice.

"Y/N"