To the spirit of A. M.,

 I pray you are doing well. I pray your massage therapy business is doing well also. You have told me nuggets about what you do and what you have researched. Though you are young now, you still have a long journey ahead of you. Though you provide healing with your hands and listen with your touch, I pray you continue to do this earthly work. Over time, you have shown me that you were raised well and to respect women. Though you may submissive towards women at times, you still respect them and care for them. I'm only commenting on what I've seen. I pray you find someone to love you just as you can fall in love with a woman. I pray your love is a genuine and sincere love that is returned just as it is given. You will search for many to love before you find her but once you do, you will definitely know that her love is once and only for you. I believe you're still on your own journey searching for a passionate fire that can never be quenched and you're trying to make it all fit in one person. Keep searching. You'll find your fire. There will not be a doubt on your mind that she is not for you. I am not that fire. I am someone else's fire, spirit and soul. And so are you. I pray you find that heart of pure gold who will gladly accept your healing hands whenever you offer. Find that person who will be the dominant to your submissive, the fire to your water and the passion for your desire. Your love is out there. Go. Find. Her I dare you. I I pray you find her. 

 In Jesus name I pray. 

Amen