Heads up, these next few chapters are going to be venting so if you don't want to read that then go read something else

So... I actually don't know how to start this but let's get to the point, I feel like I'm fucking replaceable. I mean a lot of people who I consider friends ignore me on a regular basis and then act like it didn't happen when they actually talk to me. I feel as if no one really cares wether I'm alive or not and they just tolerate me and hope I go away. The other day when I was going to another class, the two friends I was hanging out with went ahead without waiting for me. So when I caught up to them I - somewhat jokingly - asked if they were leaving or forgetting about me. One of them just said yes and then I said that I really was Peggy and then they just laughed like it was nothing. And recently the two friends are talking to another friend more right in front of my face. She doesn't even sit there but they talk to her instead of me, who does. They have any other time to talk to her and it's kid of rude to ignore someone else and their attempts to join the conversation.

That's all bye