Ughhhhhhhhhh

Today has been average

Except for math

We had to take a Milestones preparation test for only math

Of course it's only math, did you expect art or something?

And so, with a pencil and paper in hand and the test paper in my desk, I felt like a complete idiot probably because I am.

You see the thing is with my self esteem is that one thing could damage any part of it (and by part I mean things like my artistic ability, my personality, or in this case my intelligence) and then I could continue beating it to the ground until it's basically non existent and then build it back up (which honestly either takes forever or like a week or something). I'm pretty complicated XD

Enough rambling about my oddness and let's get to the bit where my internal monologue came in

3-5 is not -3-5.

Wait where's the rest of the pages- oh wait, I was going backwards

I don't know what I'm doing

I'm doing this wrong

You're such an idiot, Selena

I hate math

This is pointless

Ugh

That's all bye