(Percy's Pov)

They were dead. And it was all my fault. I was at the battlefield again. It was littered with the corpses of the people I could have saved. But I  didn't. Why didn't I save them?

I saw Jason laying on the ground with a spear through his head, his eyes open, in the exact position he had fallen in. The spear was for Piper but because she was being bombarded and didn't see it he jumped in the way. He was still reaching out to Piper, trying and failing to protect her.

I saw sweet sweet Piper laying on the ground with an arrow in her heart. She was looking at Jason, the tears still on her cheeks. I remembered that when she had seen Jason she dropped her dagger and tried to run to him but was struck from behind, by an unknown archer who, after the battle, was never seen again.

I couldn't bare to remember any more, nor look at their faces, silently accusing me of their murder. So I  turned my face to the other side of the field, but that wasn't any better. For there I saw a very bloodied Leo. After he was stabbed in the lung, he collapsed on the ground there and slowly drowned in his own blood. His last words were "you have to find her, she needs to be saved. Calypso, forgive me" He was looking me in the eye quietly asking "why didn't you save me? You could have moved the blood from my lungs. But you didn't. Why?"

I tried to scream out "I promised Annabeth I wouldn't do that again! Please! I tried to save you, but I was too late!" But the words caught in my throat,  I couldn't make a noise.

I turned my eyes away from the horrible gruesome sight and my eyes landed on Frank and Hazel. Frank was crushed by a club and died of internal bleeding. When Hazel saw that Frank was dying she dropped everything and cradled him in her arms till someone came and stabbed her with a knife. They were both staring at me, silently accusing me, by silently saying why didn't you come help us? Why did you pretend that we weren't calling to you for help?

I was pinned down, I couldn't do anything! Please! At this point I was sobbing uncontrollably and I would have been screaming if it weren't for the fact that I couldn't make any noise.

I looked over the whole field of people I failed to protect. Bianca, Zoe, and Luke were all there. Selena and Beckendorf were there too. Bob and Desmond were near the back glaring acusingly at me. There was also hundreds of demigods there who sacrificed themselves when I could have saved them. Calypso, Grover, and Annabeth were there crowding around me telling me it was all my fault.

I felt like i was drowning in an ocean of all the times I had failed. Then I realized that I was slowly sinking into the earth. I heard thousands of the different angry voices accusing me of failing them, and they were right I did fail them.

You could have saved us. Why didn't you stop him? Why did you let us die? Why didn't you keep your promise? Why did you ignore us? You could have stopped all this destruction but you let it happen. Why couldn't you have at least tried to fix the mess you made? Why did you let me take the fall? Why did you leave us behind?

I couldn't breathe, all I could hear was Gaia's cruel l laughter and the thousands of voices at once. I felt the weight of the guilt push me down. I begged them go help me, and they rose from their final resting places and pushed me further into the earth. Please! I begged, I know I failed you and I'd do any thing to fix it please, I'm sorry!

I was gasping for air by this time, clawing at my neck in a desperate attempt to try to release the pain building up in my throat. Someone save me please! I cried in one last pitiful and desperate attempt to call help. You mean like you saved us?

Please!I begged, I didn't want this to happen! Then I started to see black stars dance in my eyes and I couldn't move.

"PERCY! WAKE UP!"

I woke with a start, shaking and covered with sweat, still gasping for air. Annabeth was standing next to me trying to calm me down"Percy are you ok? Did you have that dream again?" I didn't trust myself to speak, so I just nodded.

"Don't worry its only a dream, everything's going to be okay now." I nodded again even though we both knew that it wasn't true.