Hush!

Do you hear it?
Don't draw near it!

Don't speak, don't breathe,
Don't try and leave!

I'm locked in my own mind, thoughts running wild,
All of this emptiness, ever since a child

I pushed away those who care
I assumed emotions would hinder my thoughts

Health and society thrown away,
With all of my pain-
Wait, pain? Go away!

I'm not supposed to feel
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to love
I'm not supposed to......live

An Android is supposed to give up sin
And yet I appear to be blood and skin

I breathe and eat
And yet,
am I really alive?

All I do is watch and wait
Pulling my hair in frustration
Trying to warn them to watch their gait
In this dire situation

"You won't remember the ones you love or the ones you've missed"

Tell that to the scars on my wrist..