Hello, I missed you guys so much.
And I'm really, really sorry that I haven't been able to update in a long time. 

Writing a book was never in my plans, it happened all too quickly before I even registered what in the world I was doing. I wrote without a plan, without a plot, and without a storyline. I just started writing a scene that deeply haunts me till today. (FYI, What I saw and what Emma saw was two completely different scenarios) . From the moment I ended writing the scene, I knew I'm going to complete this book. For a long time, I didn't know why I am writing this story? But when I found solace and comfort in my words and grew a deep attachment to the story and the characters, I had the whole story planned out. From each moment to the end scene.

Emma and k have so much depth to their character that they will always live in my heart as real persons because I do not have it in me to take them as fictional characters. They are as much as important to me as my heart is to me. I'm not gonna deny, writing their story is absolutely arduous and challenging that I lose the confidence to write anymore. I doubt in myself whether I could exactly paint and show the depth of the story because their story sounded so beautiful to me that I didn't want to ruin it with my average writing skills.

So I took a long break from Wattpad because I had to work on myself. I tried to write many times and deleted twice as much as that. Even though I know the scenes and the story, I couldn't bring myself to write it down. Because the only thing I was able to notice was flaws. Each word should be written from the bottom of my heart to make you guys feel the depth in them. So the highlighted flaws of the narration made me frustrated and stressed. 

And I'm sorry that I let you down, guys. Even if it is only one person reading this note, I'm sorry. I'm grateful to everyone who reads and enjoys this story.

Somehow I slowly regained my faith in myself, I knew if this story has to come even remotely close to perfect, I should write this. So now I'm working on the already written chapters. I'm editing it. There will be many scenes fused, changed and deleted. I will only update the book once I'm finished with the whole story. If you love this book, stay with me, wait for me. I promise I will not let you guys down again.

Hope you will guys choose to support me.

Love,
Ash♡