So this had its own separate book but I don't know I felt like there was no need to be on its own, so I decided ill get rid of the own one shot book and add it to this! Tsukishima is part of one of my favourite anime "Haikyuu" and I absolutely adore him so don't hesitate to ask for requests for any haikyuu character or tsukishima!
Thank you all for reading :3

Past ~

You stared at him from afar. He looked so normal, how he looked everyday and yet that still made your heart race uncontrollably. Was this what it meant to be in love? How could you love him when..... You were linking arms with your boyfriend. When you first started dating you admitted that you were madly in love with him, that day you escaped to Tokyo with Karasuno you blushed at his flirting and slight touches to the thigh however your eyes always averted back to him. You two were like kids with a new toy. You loved each other but you only used each other to comfort from the loss of the one you used to love. You both understood that, yet you both clung to each other. Sitting there watching the person you longed for stand so boringly, looking down at the people he called team mates. Yet when he played he played in synch with the others and did his best to do his best for the team. Admiration was all u could give him. A year separated them and that's all she thought that was wrong. Was it strange to love another that is a year younger? All those pointless silly thoughts swirled inside your head. Once the relationship between the two who clung only for warmth ended, you found yourself alone.

Present ~

The boy who stole your heart and never returned it was staring at you now, softness in his eyes. You were a mess, staring down at the floor with tear stained eyes. Three words trailed out of your mouth and were lost to the wind.
"I can't stop".
He looked puzzled but soon he realised what you meant.
"I'm sorry".
He whispered to the wind. Your eyes turned up to meet his gaze, eyes wide. His arms slowly encircled your waist and rested his head on yours. Your eyes again leaked but you did something that was unreal. You smiled. Genuinely.
"I'm so in love with you, I can't stop, plz don-".
You quickly fumbled your words out but he stopped you with a hand that stroked your cheek.
"F/N, you sound so weak and helpless. Stop declaring that you love me so much, why are you getting so emotional when I am just one person.... Why, I don't understand. It's annoying.".
He said through clenched teeth. You looked up at him and smiled sweetly. " I'm sorry, I sound so idiotic but I can't stop. Please I don't want you to do anything but realise that you are my one and only, you are the person who I can't stop thinking about. Fuck i can't stop myself from-".
Your voice stopped mid point as your hand caressed his cheek and leaned in to capture his lips that you so desperately wanted to feel against yours. His eyes drooped as your lips finally met his. For a few seconds you just clung to each other, his hands stroking your waist and your hands cupping his cheeks as you shared yourself with each other. Multiple times you broke apart, his words snuggling into your ears.
"I love you so fucking much".
You cried sweet tears that signalled your happiness as he felt the way you felt towards him. They slowly drifted apart, the love for one another lingering. Yet times come to an end and you realised your fairy tale had been cut short. He looked sidewards, his hands aching for yours to clasps his. Your eyes widened as you knew this was the end.
"No".
You croaked.
"I'm .... sorry ".
He wheezes.
"Don't you fucking leave me. DON'T". You screamed.
He looked at you with eyes that wept. Eyes that only wanted to see you for the rest of his life. He turned slowly and you sunk to the ground.
"I love you, gods I loved you"
He said in between sobs. However he couldn't, it was too late.
"Maybe If we clung to each other from day one this could have been us".
You whispered as you pointed to the church door which contained the patient bride of the one you loved so much. His eyes watered but came to a halt.
"You cant expect to just leave her, she doesn't deserve that. I don't ..... deserve her".
He mumbled. You quickly jumped up and hugged him. Your face nuzzling into his.
"I'm not asking you too. Just don't ever think I didn't love u, I will love u until whenever the fuck I die! I swear".
He broke his gaze from the door and looked down at her.
" (Y/N) ".
He murmured. As he gave you that final kiss that sealed your love off. You clung to his hand as long as possible until he broke away.
He never said goodbye. You never did. You smiled that sweet smile at him as you peered through the door to see the man you love give his love to another. You were sad. Happy. Angry. Yet at peace. Not all of life is a fairy tale. This wasn't your fairy tale.

However yours would come soon enough.