Story Title: I will help you.

Hey guys! More Saiki! People really love this boi 😂 I'm not judging. He's hot 👌 Anyway this was requested by @Animeloverlovescats months ago! I'm so so sorry you have had to wait so long for this.

Warning ⚠️ There will be sensitive topics involved!

Also a warning for my shit writing. Hope you enjoy!

3rd pov

Another day began. Another day of nothingness. School? What's the fucking point. (Y/N) couldn't help but think this as she stared at the ceiling in her bedroom.

Why was getting up so difficult?

Eventually, the sound of her second alarm went off and she dragged herself out of bed, not wanting to be punished later for a lack of attendance.

I've already had too many days off school.

Every day was the same. It was a cocktail of tedious and repetitive lessons that would prepare her for 'the real world'. She could already see the reality. She would finish school, get a desk job and work until she either died from exhaustion or ended it herself. What a life to live.

She trudged down the stairs after changing into her uniform and entered the kitchen. She poured herself a coffee, as she did every day, and chugged it down. Just as she was about to leave, she heard a voice from behind her. "Good morning (Y/N)."

"Morning mum." (Y/N)'s tired voice replied back, wanting nothing more than to leave now. "Have you eaten breakfast this morning?"

Fuck... "Yeah sure mum. I'm gonna leave now or I'll be late." And within a second, (Y/N) had swung the door open and left the house. Her mum looked at the dining room table before walked over to the kitchen sink. A sad sigh escaped her lips. "There are no plates or bowls...just a coffee mug."

As he walked, ignoring Nendous and Kaidous attempts to talk to him, Saiki looked over at another student. She was in his class and he couldn't deny he had a slight interest in her.

This girls name was (Y/N). He couldn't read all her thoughts. He remembered when he first tried to read more into her thoughts and mind, but he couldn't. It's as if there was a door blocking his way. Ever since he's been slightly eager to find out more about her.

However, he didn't know how to approach her, let alone talk to her. He'd only had a few conversations with her, nothing too special. He entered the school, still trying to formulate a plan in his head. How am I going to get closer to her... He spent the entire lesson thinking about many different ideas before the teacher's voice rang in his ears. "Class we are doing a two-week long project. All of you will be partnered up with another student." Saiki perked up and looked at the teacher, the hint of a smile on his face.

Well that's a plan. Saiki quickly used his psychic abilities to alter the teacher's mind slightly. Saiki will be paired with (Y/L/N).

"Saiki you'll work with (Y/L/N)." The teacher said before quickly moving on to the next pair. (Y/N) looked over at Saiki with a flushed face. She couldn't deny that he was an attractive guy. She was surprised that there weren't more girls going after him. Little did she know, Teruhashi was glaring daggers at her from across the room.

Why her? She's so plain compared to me! Maybe I can change the teacher's mind! Get them to pair me with Saiki!

Saiki really didn't like what he was hearing. Conveniently, the bell went at that exact moment. Everyone made there way out of the class an (Y/N) waited outside for her new project partner. Saiki exited the classroom and looked at the (H/C) haired girl waiting for him. Her figure was slouched and looked scared in nature. The familiar dark hoodie she wore every day was baggy on her body.

"Saiki...let's work well together." She formed a pitiful excuse for a smile. Saiki may not have been able to read her mind, but he could see what was in her eyes. Pain. Sadness. Why was there so much darkness in her eyes? Yet he could see a glimmer of happiness in the darkness. They exchanged numbers and started discussing when they should start working on the project.

"I guess we could start tomorrow? It will be a Saturday." Saiki nodded at (Y/N)'s suggested and the day ended.

Your pov

You entered your home and was greeted by the usual disappointed sigh of your mother along with the same lecture on how you should actually eat before going to school. You heard this mostly every day and so just nodded at your mother's points before going into your room and sealing yourself away.

You thought about Saiki. You'd always watched him from afar but knew that your feelings would never be reciprocated therefore never tried to talk to him. What's the point of trying when you know you'll be rejected. It's better to avoid the heartbreak. Just as you were thinking that thought, you receive a message from the guy himself.

Saiki: We can work on the project at mine. Please come at 12

With the message, there was an address attached.

You sat alone in your room, the dark thoughts getting stronger in your head once again. You stood up, walked over to the shelf and retrieved a small box. Unlike everything else that was covered in dust, this box was clean. You went into the bathroom and closed the door. It was happening again.

You were woken up the next day by your alarm. 10:30 is too early...You thought, rubbing your eyes. Today was different than yesterday. Hell, it was different than every day. You were actually going to someone's house. You were breaking the cycle of tedious lessons and staying in all day.

You wouldn't do this for anyone else. You were too scared to open up to anyone else. Usually, you'd just do all the work on your own to avoid conflict. Why him? Well that's obvious. You still liked him. You were just scared to admit it in your mind. You got ready to head over to Saiki's. You pulled on your jeans and a jumper. You went to the mirror and looked at the two giant bags under your eyes. Your mind began to wonder whether you should cover them up.

What's wrong with me!? I've never wanted to cover them up before! I've never really even been into makeup. It's just us working on a project! That's all it is!

You proceded downstairs and greeted your mother. "Morning. I'm going over to a classmates house. We're both working on a project together." You could practically hear the sparkles in her eyes. "A FRIEND? Tell me more!!" You sighed, not wanting this to spiral out of control quickly.

"He's just a-"

"HE?!"

Fucking hell... "I'm leaving mum." You sighed, grabbed your backpack with your weak arms. Just as you were walking out of the door, you heard your mum say something that made you look down with guilt. "Please eat something today."

Saiki's pov

12 o'clock. She should be here any minute. I looked at myself in the mirror, a feeling a confusion washing over me. "Am I feeling...Excited?"

Just at that moment, the bell rang and I heard my mother greeting (Y/N) with an overly happy voice. "Nice to meet you (Y/N)! You're Kuu-chans friend? Or Girlfriend?" I knew this would happen. I sighed as I walked down the stairs and invited a red-faced (Y/N) upstairs. I turned around, hiding the small blush on my face. Why does she make me feel this way?

We entered my room and we began our work. As we were working, I kept on looking at her. What is so special about her? Why can't I read most of her thoughts? Why is she making me feel this way?

After the first hour of awkwardness passed, we managed to actually start having a good conversation. (Y/N) looked happier than I'd ever seen and that's when it happened. The thing blocking my way into reading some of her memories opened. I learned a bit more as I read her thoughts.

It hurts. But I'm really enjoying myself for once. I wonder what he thinks of me. I hope I'm not being boring. I probably am.

I sighed as once again, her mind became unreadable. We've got two weeks together. I hope I can find out more about her.

{One and a half weeks later}

Saiki had found out many things about the girl he desired. As he found out more, his feelings grew. He'd never felt this way before and was surprised to say that he actually enjoyed it!

Is this what love feels like?

Today Saiki was going to (Y/N)'s house after school so they could finish their project together. He had been looking forward to going to her house since every time they were working on their project they'd do it at his house.

He wondered what her house would be like. Technically he'd already looked at it using his clairvoyance but stopped when he looked at (Y/N)'s room and saw that she was going to take her shirt off.

The bell went, signalling the end of the day. Saiki looked up at (Y/N) and gave her a little smile before getting up and walking to her desk. "Ready to go?" He asked her. She looked up, smiling wider than she had in a while, before grabbing her things and walking out with him.

Saiki and (Y/N) walked home, having a nice conversation about nothing in particular. This is what (Y/N) had been missing. A stable friendship. A crush. She'd been so scared to open up to people that she'd backed herself into a corner away from everyone else. 

And now Saiki was coming into that corner. 

As the pair arrived at her home, Saiki was greeted by (Y/N)'s mother who was extremely happy that her daughter had finally brought a friend home, a boy no less! "I just need to check if my rooms okay. Give me a minute." She quickly ran up the stairs, leaving Saiki and (Y/N)'s mother alone.

"I'm glad you're here. She's never brought a friend home." Saiki's eyes widened as he read her mind. She's so lonely...I'm so worried about her. My baby girl... Saiki felt like he was about to cry. He couldn't see it in (Y/N)'s mind. An invisible illness. Depression. 

(Y/N) came back down the stairs, a small smile on her face. She gestured Saiki to come upstairs and he followed, hiding the sadness he felt for her. He wished he could take it away. Take the sadness away. Maybe that's why he couldn't read all her thoughts. It's just a theory but... Saiki continued to think about this as they continued on with the project. 

Saiki's pov

Me and (Y/N) had nearly finished the project when she got up and went to the toilet. Straight as she left, I got up and looked around her room. I couldn't help being nosy, half her thoughts were blocked from me so maybe her room would give me some clues.

I stopped at the bookcase and saw a box that, unlike the others, had no dust on it. I used my abilities to look into the box without actually touching it. 

...

Tears finally escaped from my eyes. The box had multiple blades stashed away inside it. I knew exactly what she'd used them for. My heart hurt and I realised at that moment that I loved her. I had to help her. I need to help her. I grabbed the box as she walked in and turned to face her. 

Her eyes told the entire story at that exact moment. She collapsed onto her knees and held her head in her hands. "Saiki I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..." 

She started sobbing, she couldn't help it. I approached her and wrapped my arms around her. 

"(Y/N) I have been watching you from afar for a while and I'm sorry I never noticed the pain you were in. I love you and I want to be there for you." I poured out these new emotions. She looked up at me, her face covered in tears yet still so beautiful.

"Saiki. I'm not good enough for you. You deserve so much better than me."  She looked away. 

I shook my head and kissed her without any warning. "MMPH?" She looked at me wide-eyed before slowly closing her eyes and melting into the kiss. We broke apart and her face was bright red. "Saiki...I-I love you too..."

"I will help you (Y/N)."

I'm sorry if this was so shit. Yeah it's been a while, hasn't it? Also sorry  Saiki was a bit OCC in this. Also sorry this took so long to get out. FUCK I'M SORRY FOR A LOT OF THINGS ╥﹏╥

Yeah this one was pretty long and also pretty shit. I'll try post more I've got two other requests I need to do.

Until next time Bye- Jude xoxox