Authors note~

‼️WAKE UP ‼️ I UPLOADED FINALLY‼️

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Jake's body filled with anxiety, worried Johnnie's memory stayed imbedded in the mind of his sweet angel. His sweet innocence one, he couldn't let Johnnie know who he truly was. Johnnie on the other hand, remembers the way Jake's body felt against his, the lust and tension in the room. Jake murdered those people..for him. Johnnie smiled to himself, Jake was doing all of this for him. His mind raced, his breath shakey as he thought about the lines connecting to jake and how stupid he felt not knowing all this time. Yet, he really adored Jake..even if how he expressed his admiration, Johnnie liked how Jake wanted him.

Johnnie needed to tell someone, someone he could trust. He felt sadistic, the way he actually enjoyed it. Tara. Johnnie stood up, "I'm going to the store, do you need anything?" Johnnie asked, a smile covering up his anxiety ridden face. Jake shook his head, "be careful, sweetheart. Do you need me to come?" He asked, not daring to make eye contact with his lover. Johnnie laughs, "I'm a grown adult, I can go by myself." He remarks with an underlying sassy tone.  Jake made no reaction. Johnnie takes out his phone calling an Uber. He heads to his room, dressing in lazy black sweats and one of jake's graphic tees, he "borrowed" it a couple weeks ago.

As soon as Johnnie stepped out of the house, he let out a sigh. The tension in that house was impeccable, but he still felt safe. Johnnie made his way to the driveway which has a black Chevrolet Suburban. He enters the vehicle, telling the address to the driver. Thankfully, Tara didn't live far. He hands the driver a tip and climbed out of the car, he made his way up the elevator of Tara's apartment, he knocks. No answer. He knocks once more, and the lock clinks with the door opening, "Johnnie? What are you doing?" Tara asked glancing at the boys tired face.  "I need..help." He said, hesitantly.

Tara moves slightly allowing the emo to walk inside of her place. She sat the anxious one down and made him and herself a glass of water. She sat them on the coffee table and sat next to him. Johnnie's mind swirls as he stared at the glass of water, jake's words echoed through his mind. The remembrance of jake forcing the liquid down his throat. Tara shakes the other abit, "Johnnie, talk to me.." she said, getting worried.

Johnnie glanced at her, "Jake's is NoName."  Tara sighs, "I know." She responds.

Johnnie's mouth spills with the memories that happened last night, along with Tara exposing her experience.