In the end I think
the pain was too much to bear
to see such behavior coming from someone so beautiful
to see such hatred towards myself 
coming from my own eyes, 
eyes as lush and green as a forest canopy
at least that is how you described them back then

but your own eyes,
deep blue pools of loathing
for me
for her
for everyone around you,
they tell me what you truly mean.

That my eyes are dull and ugly
and better off looking in a different direction
and that you don't care what I do anymore
nor did you ever care

As long as no one is by my side
and that I do not exist to anyone other than myself

you will be happy

Angel _Of_The_Night❣