"I'm ok, I'm nearly there. "

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The kisses had resumed for quite some time before the make out session made its way to the bathroom as both males entered the heat of the shower. The fuel to their fire added with every moment passing until it had been too much to bear. “I can't hold back any more.” Adam utters as he lay caged under Isaac’s slightly bulkier frame as they once again return to Adam’s bed. A drop of water falls from Isaac's wet hair. It splashes onto Adam’s cheek, rolling down like a superficial tear. “Are you still wanting…”

“Yes.” Isaac cuts off the sentence. There was no doubt in his mind that he wanted this.  Any doubt of his sexuallity was paled into significance.  It didn't matter to him that Adam was the same sex as him or that he had never slept with a man, his heart knew what it wanted, his heart would take the lead and guide him through and for the first time in a very long time, he was not going to deny that need. He leans in and takes Adam’s lips with his own as if to seal the deal.

As Isaac sits up, resting his naked frame on Adam's upper thighs, he watches as the other male pulls open the small drawer by the bed. He pulls out a tube and what looked like an unopened box of condoms and places them on the side, momentarily taking in the small black digits one side of the box, “Still in date.” he utters as he passes the small box to Isaac, who was rather amused by the comment. “Like I said, I have no tricks to get people to stay over, I just lived in hope that one day I'll get to use them with someone I love.” 

“Someone you love?” Isaac freezes as he looks up from the task of tearing off a foil square. “Do you love me already?”

“Does it sound so crazy?” Adam questions.” I see your dreams, I hear those screams.  You are a living mystery before my eyes. That, is crazy.”

Isaac cups Adam's cheek as he smiles down upon him.  “ I’m all about the crazy.” he chuckles. “The heart wants what it wants. I want you Adam and yes it’s crazy but so what? This is crazy right?”

“Crazy in love.” Adam grins as he cups the back of Isaac's head, pulling him in for another heated kiss. “No more talking. We’ve talked enough.” He mumbles as he pulls away.  Isaac continues to open the foiled square, aware that Adam was watching his every action. It made him feel the urgency even more.  The want in him growing even more if it ever could as he finally is ready for whatever Adam has in store next. 

Adam pops open the cap of the lubricant and lets some of the contents fall onto his fingers before taking his hand to Isaac’s sheathed erection, ready and waiting. He stops a moment before, glancing up at the other male who was looking back, mouth open just a fraction.  Isaac felt the intensity of the gaze.  The feeling of wanting to look,  but also that he should look away, if nothing more than for his poor weak heart.  Dare he tell Adam that the tablets may not be enough to get him through this? 

He finally exhales a breath and closes his eyes as Adam makes contact.  The fingers wrap around him, gliding up and down, slow and hyper sensitive as his nerve endings were set alight.  “Mmm, you, you said you're ready?” Isaac hums in pleasure as the urge to bury himself deep into this man becomes paramount.

“For a while now, back in the shower, I prepped.” Adam replies as he finally lets go, making Isaac miss the touch as soon as it leaves him, but at least this meant that he could up the anti as he moves back from his sitting position, with Adam, manoeuvring further down the bed.  He wraps his arms around Isaac’s upper body as he pulls him down, with Isaac falling gently between Adam’s parted legs. Adam again looks at the man hovering over him.  He seems different from the other times before, Like he had known him all of his life.  The familiarity, unshakable.  Was it because he was stripped bare? Not just in the literal sense, but the spiritual sense too? “Mmm.” Adam feels the first pressure pushing into him, distracting him from his thoughts of the familiarity, 

Isaac is gentle, and as careful as he can be, pushes deeper and deeper.  The sensation felt like nothing Isaac had ever experienced before. This moment and everything it encompassed was new in so many ways that he did not know where to place his mind, other that to focus on the obvious. To feel the man beneath him, to make him moan, to bring him joy, to show him that he does love him, in this crazy bubble they found themselves living in, as Isaac begins to rock and thrust, slow at first then eventually picks up a little speed. 

The hold around his body gets tighter as Isaac feels Adam's fingertips dig into his skin, but it didn't matter, if anything it spurred Isaac on to push harder, deeper as he felt a heat rising within him. It felt like a burning sensation as if a flame had been lit within as he began to feel hot. The cool feeling on Isaac's showered skin was soon turning into beads of sweat. He knew he should stop or slow down at the very least as his heart pounded within his chest, but the urge to chase that feeling was also begging for dominance.

“A…Adam…can we…”

“Just a little more.” Adam's words spur him on as the man under him closes his eyes, fingers clinging onto Isaac's skin for dear life. He was adoring every movement as the man pushed into him then retracted over and over, building the need to the point that he knew he… was ... about….to…. “I'm gonna…I'm gonna come.” Adam huffs as he opens his eyes, letting the feeling wash over him. That build up which he had been harbouring, now releases in pulsing waves. But the moment of bliss is short-lived as he sees the man above him. Eyes wild with fire. Sweat formed on his face. There is something wrong “Isaac?”

“I'm ok. I'm nearly there.” Isaac ignores the thump in his chest. He disregards the pain beginning race through his core. Takes no notice of the fact that his body is about to cave in on itself. The finish line was in his sights. “Mmmph.” He thrusts with what energy he could muster as he climaxes. His body feels the wanten pleasure mask the pain for a moment before the latter superseeds it, and like a heavy weight, he collapses onto Adam. Isaac's skin burns like a fire against his own. Adam feels the laboured breathing in his ear before suddenly, everything turns quiet.