Should I tell Nico about what happened with Will earlier?  The conversation?  The walk?  Will's answer?  Or should I wait?  When I'm elder.  But, if Will and I get together and Nico never knew about today, I don't know what he would do.  What if he gets mad at Will and Nico tears us apart?  What if Will gets mad at Nico and takes his anger out on me?  What if I tell Nico now, what will he do?  How do I even tell him?  How will he react?  What if the war tears us apart?  What if I don't make it through the Labyrinth alive?  What if Will falls for someone else?  What if Will and I break up and Nico gets mad at Will for breaking my heart?  What if I move on?  What if Nico forbids us from seeing each other?  What if Will turns out completed different than I thought?  What if Nico just shuns me?  What if Will shuns me?  What if I die?  What if Will dies?  What if Nico dies?  What if I leave camp for good?  What if Nico leaves camp for good?  What if Will leaves camp?  What if Nico goes into a coma?  What if Will goes into a coma?  What if I do?  What if Will is just playing a joke on me?  What if I realize I don't like Will anymore?  What if Nico sabotages our relationship?  What if Will realizes he doesn't like me?  But what if we have a future together?  What if Will and I get our chance?  What if Will and I get married?  What if we have kids together?  So many 'What if's.  So many possibilities.  Several outcomes.  Good or bad.  We might have a chance, but we might not.  But I love Will.  I just don't know if that will last, and I don't know if Will truly loves me back.

My thoughts were jumbled, I couldn't think straight. 
I looked around the pavilion, campers were finished eating, laughing and joking with their siblings.  In the midst of the campers at one certain table, sat Will Solace.  Were his thoughts and emotions just as mixed as mine, or was he calm and collected?  If he was confused like me, he didn't show it.