We all walked back downstairs, and into the living room where we left everybody. Everyone gave us a few looks, but nobody said anything. I sat down on Chris's lap since there was really no where else for me to sit. Ryan-Ashley sat down on the arm rest of the love seat that Balz was sitting in, and Kylie, well she was just kind of awkwardly standing in front of Devin. Chris wrapped his arms around my waist, and put his head on my shoulder.

"What's going on?" He whispered in my ear. I shook my head. I wasn't going to say anything until Kylie told Devin first.

"Um, Dev. I um have something I need to tell you." Kylie said barely audible. Devin looked at her, and nodded his head for her to continue, but instead she looked at me. She had such a scared look on her face, and her eyes were pleading with me to help her out.

"Devin, Kylie come with me." I said standing up, and leading them to the kitchen. Once they were in the kitchen I turned to Kylie.

"Alright you can do this just say what you need to okay?" I asked her. Giving her a little pep talk. Devin looked confused as fuck.

"Can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on?" He asked looking back and forth from me and Kyle.

"Devin I'm pregnant." Kylie said. Devin's jaw dropped. "Devin I'm so sorry." Kylie started apologizing, but Devin's shock wore off, and he was happy.

"Wait, it's mine right?" He asked her. She was crying now.

"Yes it's yours. Who else's would it be?" She asked.

"Then why did you say sorry?" He asked her.

"Because, I-I thought that you would be upset, and leave, because you didn't want a kid." She said with fresh tears falling down her face.

"Baby you know I have wanted a child, and I'm so happy that you're the one who is giving me a child." He said picking her up, and spinning her around. She started laughing.

"Babe put me down." She said. When her feet were on the ground Devin looked at her.

"Can we tell the rest?" He asked. He was so excited. You could see the twinkle in his eyes.

"Yes." Kylie said. "But wait for me, I want to tell Ash something." She said. He nodded standing by her side. Kylie then preceded to give me a bear hug.

"See told ya everything would be just fine." I said.

"Thank you so much! I never would have been able to do this without your help." She said.

"Hey it was no problem." I assured her. After a few more seconds she let go of me, and returned to Devin's side. Devin then came up, and gave me a hug.

"Thank you so much Ash you have no idea how much this means to me." He said then he released me.

"Come on lets go tell everyone the good news." I said. They both nodded their heads, and Devin started skipping he was pulling Kylie along. She was too busy laughing at him.

"GUYS WE'RE HAVING A BABY!" Devin yelled as soon as they walked into the room. Everyone started whooping, and hollering for them. Then, everyone started going up to them individually and congratulated them. Well, except for me. Ryan-Ashley even went up to congratulate Devin. I just stayed back, and out of the way.

What if I got pregnant? What would Chris do? Hell what would I even do? I mean don't get me wrong I want kids, someday, and even if that means having to leave my band I'd do it, but what about Chris? Him and I have never really talked about it before, and I don't really know if I could handle it if he didn't want kids, because I know I want at least one someday. Maybe I should talk to him about it soon.

"Hey earth to Ashley!" Someone said waving their hand in front of my face breaking me from my trance. I looked to see it was Chris.

"Huh what?" I asked.

"I asked if you wanted to go out to eat, and celebrate with us?" Chris asked.

"Sure of course I would." I replied.

"Alright then lets go! Ky Dev, since it's your big day you get to pick where we are going!" Chris called to them. They both looked at each other, then responded

"GOLDEN CORRAL!" At the same time. I swear I wonder why these two aren't just married yet. Then, again I wonder why Balz, and Ryan-Ashley aren't married yet either.

"Alright off we go." Ricky said, and everyone walked out, and to their cars. I grabbed Chris's hand, and we got in Chris's Black Range Rover. I wonder if Chris will ever want to get married either. What if he never wants to settle down? Never have kids? Could I still be with him if he doesn't want kids? Yes on that, well maybe, but the whole not getting married thing? Could I really be with someone who wouldn't even want to settle down ever?

"Ash!" Chris yelled breaking me from my train of thoughts once again.

"Yeah" I asked a little confused.

"We're here." He said motioning towards the restaurant.

"Oh okay cool." I said unbuckling my seatbelt, and reaching for the door handle when Chris grabbed my arm. I turned to look at him.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"What do you mean?" I asked sitting back in my seat.

"What I mean is, you seem so distant, and you keep getting caught up in your own head like you are thinking really hard about something." He answered.

"I'm sorry babe. I don't mean too. I just get caught up in my own thoughts sometimes." I answered.

"I know. I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I said giving him a kiss before getting out of the car. Everyone was already inside, and eating when we got in, so we both grabbed a plate, and grabbed things off of the buffet. All I got was a small salad, and by small I mean really small like four or five bites small. Where as Chris three plates of food. Three fucking plates.

"Is that really all you're going to eat Ashley?" Kuza asked observing my plate.

"Yeah." I responded. Everyone else had at least two plates full of food, and I just had this sad little pathetic salad in front of me.

I ate a couple of bites, then lost all my appetite, and just started playing with what was rest of the salad. I can't help but think about my future. Will Chris even be apart of it? Speaking of Chris. He keeps giving me worried looks in between bites.

"I'm going for another plate, Ash do you want anything else?" Ryan asked me.

"No thanks I'm good." I replied. I heard Chris sigh beside me. I didn't look at him.

"Alrighty then." Ryan said walking back up to the buffet. I looked up and saw Kylie, Ryan-Ashley, and Francessca all whispering to each other.

"Ashley would you please come with us to the bathroom?" Kylie asked. I looked at them confused.

"Emergency! Now!" Francessca stated. I rolled my eyes and got up. I followed them all to the bathroom. Once the door was shut they all turned towards me.

"Alright what gives?" Ryan-Ashley asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked them.

"Ever since this morning you have been acting really weird, and I know you don't eat that much, but seriously you literally haven't eaten more then 5 bites of anything today." Ryan-Ashley said.

"You've also been really quiet as well." Francessca added. Damn it if they are all onto me Chris is too.

"Is it that time of the month or something?" Kylie asked.

"Yeah you have also been violent breaking Ricky's nose and all." Francessca said.

"No that was a couple weeks ago, and Ricky deserved it." I answered them even though I do feel a little guilty about breaking his nose.

"Then what is it?" Ryan-Ashley asked.

"I keep thinking about the future, and if Chris is going to be apart of it." I simply stated. They all gasped.

"What do you mean? You guys are like the perfect couple." Kylie asked.

"I mean. What if he doesn't want to ever settle down? Get married have kids?" I asked. They all nodded their heads.

"Is that what you want?" Ryan-Ashley asked.

"I mean I know I want kids, and I want to be married one day, but what if he doesn't?" I asked.

"Honey I think you need to talk to Chris about that. Especially if you are doubting that there is going to be a future between you two." Francessca said. I nodded my head.

"You're right. I should talk to him, I just don't know how I'm going to bring it up." I said.

"That's understandable, but you'll figure out a way. You always do." Kylie reassured me.

"Thanks guys!" I replied.

"No problem we're always here for ya if you need us." Ryan-Ashley responded. Then we all had a group hug, then we went back out to the guys.

We got to our booth, and the guys looked like they were having a race of some sort.

"Seriously guys! Do we have to do this every time we come here?" I asked sitting down.

"It's a tradition!" Balz said before quickly returning to his bowl of ice cream. Yes all of the guys are having a race to see who can get done with their ice cream first.

"Ow fuck! Brain freeze fucking hell it hurts!" Chris yelled dropping his spoon in his empty bowl.

"Chris wins!" Ryan-Ashley called out.

"Fuck! How do you always win?" Ricky asked him, but Chris had his head down on the table. It was obvious he was in pain.

"Awe!" I said. I lightly picked his head up, and put it in my lap. I started to lightly rub his temple.

"Ah much better." He said after a few moments. "Thanks baby!" He said giving me a kiss. I smiled.

"It's what I'm here for." I replied.

"Alright well if everyone's done I think we're all gonna head out." Kuza said. I looked at them with a sad look.

"Don't you give me that look princess." Kuza began.

"But Kuza!!!!" I whined.

"You sound like a 2 year old right now. I pulled out the puppy dog eyes on him.

"NO! Don't you dare pull that on me!" He yelled. But I kept the face up.

"Chris do something." Kuza pleaded.

"Ashley come on you know they all have their own lives and can't be at our house all the time." Chris said.

"Yeah, but I never get to see Angelo or Francessca anymore." I whined.

"Oh what am I?" Kuza asked pretending like he was hurt.

"That's true, but I promise we will find a way to make it up to you, but we have stuff we gotta do okay!" Angelo explained. I nodded my head.

"Okay." I replied. We all said our goodbyes in the parking lot, then got in our cars again. This time no one would be coming back to the house. It will just be Chris and I. Maybe that's a good thing? Maybe I could talk to him about the future like the girls said I needed to. Oh shit Chris was looking at me.

"Well?" He asked. Fuck I have no clue what he just said. Shit!

"Um yeah sounds good." I replied pretending like I knew what he had said. He sighed. Uh-oh wrong answer.

"Ash what did I even say?" He asked me.

"You um said that.... Umm." I had no clue. He sighed when I didn't come up with an answer.

"I'm sorry." I apologized.

"I asked what you wanted to do, because we're home." He said gesturing towards the house.

"Oh, well what would you like to do?" I asked.

"I want to have a talk." He replied. Fuck I knew this was gonna happen.

"Okay then let's go inside." I said getting out of the car. We walked into the house, and I sat on the couch while he stayed standing with his arms behind his back.

"Alright what's been going on with you today?" He asked.

"Wow straightforward much?" I asked.

"I'm serious Ashley! Ever since this morning you haven't been yourself. I'm not stupid I know something's up with you now talk." He said. I sighed.

"Well I have been thinking a lot today." I started.

"About what?" He asked me.

"The future." I whispered. He had a look on his face.

"Could you please be more specific?" He asked.

"You and I Chris." I blurted out. He kind of just looked at me.

"What about us?"

"What is our future going to be like? Are we even going to have a future together?" I asked him.

"Of course we are why wouldn't you think any different?" He asked.

"Because we never talk about it. Do you even want kids? Do you even want to get married?" I asked him. Those questions seemed to have shocked him.

"You want kids?" He asked me.

"You dont?" I asked him.

"I never thought about it before with everything going on in my life, and yes I do want to get married I just want to wait for the perfect time." He stated. I sighed so he does want to get married, but what about kids.

"Chris we need to discuss if we want kids or not." I said. He sighed.

"Babe do you really want kids?" He asked me. He kept pushing the subject around, and dodging the answer.

"Yes Chris I do want kids." I answered he sat down next to me, and wiped a tear away with his thumb.

"Why are you crying?" He asked.

"Because if you don't want kids then I can't stay with you." I whispered.

"I never said I didn't want kids I was asking you if you were really sure about having kids. You know what kind of responsibility that means don't you?" He asked.

"Are you talking about the bands?" I asked him.

"Yes I am." He responded.

"Chris I already decided that when the time comes if needed to I will leave the band, but that's only if I absolutely need to! I think I can manage them both, and if I can do it so can you." I explained.

"Alright then we will have kids." He said. I looked at him.

"Really?" I asked him.

"Yes, but not now right? You're gonna give me some time to get prepared right?" He asked. I laughed.

"Yes I will give you some time!" I said. I was so happy Chris wanted to have kids, and get married. I'm glad we had this talk.

"Alright now that we got that out of the way, you wanna watch a movie?" He asked me.

"Sure what do you have in mind?" I asked.

"Your choices are The Lost Boys, or The Nightmare Before Christmas." He announced. Of course those were my choices.

"Hmm how about Lost Boys?" I said.

"Good choice!" He said getting up to put the movie in. Then he came and sat back down I put my head in his lap, while he played with my hair. I had a smile on my face, and I was so happy right now. I feel like I'm on cloud nine!