I kept on driving. I still had no fucking idea where the hell I was going to go. I heard my phone going off, but I just ignored it. Then I got an idea, and knew where I was going to go. I made a U-turn, and headed towards my destination.

"Please be home, please be home." I kept saying over and over again. It started to pour down rain. Great just great. I slowed my car down. I pulled up to the house, and the lights were on. That's a good thing. I parked my car, and walked up to the door. I sighed before knocking. It took a few seconds for him to answer, but he did.

"Ashley?" He asked. I started crying again, just from seeing his face. He reminds me so much of Chris.

"Baby what's wrong" he asked me. I shook my head not able to say anything. The rain had picked up, and I was getting soaked.

"Get your ass in here!" He said pulling me inside. He led me to the couch. I sat down, and he sat next to me.

"What's wrong Ashy baby?" He asked me. I hate it when he calls me that, and he knows it. I just kept crying sitting here with him kept reminding me of Chris.

"Do I need to call Chris?" He asked.

"No Kuza please don't!" I begged. Grabbing his arm.

"Then tell me what the fuck is wrong right now!" He said. I nodded my head..... I told him everything. From them telling us about the tour, to hitting Ricky to running from Chris. He just sat there, and listened to me letting me cry on his shoulder.... Literally on his shoulder.

"And, that's how you ended up here?" He asked.

"Yeah." I sniffled. He sighed.

"Alright let's get you dried up, and stop with that crying shit." He said standing up. I followed him.

"Here's the bathroom, and I'll bring you some clothes to change into." He said pointing towards a door. I went in, and looked at myself in the mirror.

"God you're a mess." I said to my reflection.

"Yes you are. Here put these on." Kuza said setting a pile of clothes on the counter.

"Thank you Kuza." I said.

"Don't mention it baby Ash." He said patting my head, then leaving the bathroom before I could hit him. He laughed as he shut the door. I just rolled my eyes, and started changing my clothes. When I was finished changing I looked at my reflection one last time, then walked out of the bathroom. I looked for Kuza but didn't see him. Then I walked into the kitchen, and saw him. He had his back to me.

"What are you doing?" I asked him. He turned to face me with a cup of hot coffee in his hand.

"I love you!" I said reaching for the cup, he pulled his hand away.

"Excuse me this is mine! Get your own!" He said walking out of the kitchen. I just stood there.

"I take it back I hate you!" I yelled after him.

"Whatever sweet cheeks!" He called back. I searched his kitchen for cups.

"Top right!" He yelled. I opened the cabinet, and found the cups. I poured myself a cup, then walked back out, and sat with him on the couch.

"I hope I didn't ruin your night." I said. He shook his head.

"You didn't ruin my night I didn't have anything going on tonight." He replied.

"Sorry you had to deal with me." I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked looking at me.

"It just seems like all I've been doing lately is hurting everybody." I said. Kuza sighed.

"Ashley what the hell has gotten into you?" He asked. I looked at him.

"You never fucking cry in front of people!" He stated.

"I know okay! I just don't fucking know what the fuck is wrong with me!" I yelled at him.

"Alright, alright calm down honey. I'm sorry." He said laying us down on the couch. I was laying on his chest, and he was rubbing my back. We had been laying down for a while, and I was pretty much asleep when I heard Kuza's phone going off.

"Hello?" He answered.

"Yeah the doors unlocked, but be quiet when you come in. I'm pretty sure she is asleep." He said, then he stopped talking, and I heard him set something down on the table. His phone most likely. Then I heard the door open, and someone walking down the hallway.

"Where is she?" I heard him say.

"What the fuck Chris! I told you she was sleeping." Kuza said angrily but quietly.

"Oh shit! I didn't know where she would be." Chris said lowering his voice.

"It's ok, she's still asleep." He said rubbing my head.

"Did she tell you anything?" Chris asked.

"What do you mean did she tell me anything?" Kuza asked.

"Like did she tell you why the hell she started running from me all of a sudden?" Chris asked.

"Oh yeah she told me that." Kuza replied.

"Please tell me. I have no fucking idea she was fine, and then she wasn't." Chris said.

"She was scared that whatever she did to Ricky you would be pissed off at her, so she panicked, and came here." He replied.

"Why would I be mad at her? I gave her permission? This doesn't make any fucking sense!" Chris exclaimed.

"Well you do have a fucking temper sometimes Chris." Kuza replied.

"I know, but she knows I would never do anything to hurt her." He said.

"Does she? Does she really know that Chris?" Kuza asked.

"What?" Chris asked confused.

"Well think of it this way if she knew that you wouldn't hurt her she wouldn't have panicked, and started running away from you." He explained.

"Oh my god! So, you're telling me Ashley is scared that one of these days I'm just going to snap?" Chris asked.

"That's what it sounds like." Kuza replied.

"Oh my poor Ash!" Chris said. Close to my face. I think he started rubbing my head. He knows I love that, but I still pretended to be asleep.

"I think you two need to have a nice long chat about this." Kuza suggested.

"Yeah that's a good idea." Chris replied.

"So how's the Rickster?" Kuza asked. Chris started chuckling.

"She broke his nose." He replied.

"Damn our girls got an arm on her don't she?" Kuza laughed.

"Yeah! Well I better take her home." Chris said.

"Yeah that sounds like a good idea." Kuza said. I felt someone lightly shaking me awake. I slowly opened my eyes, and looked at Kuza.

"Someone wants to see you." He said. He nodded his head towards Chris, and I looked up at him. He was standing there smiling at me.

"Hi babe." He said.

"How's Ricky?" I asked.

"You broke his nose honey." Chris replied. I buried my face into Kuza's neck, and his hair hid the rest of my face.

"See." Kuza said.

"Ashley please come home with me. Everyone wants to make sure you're okay." I didn't move.

"Please Baby girl go with him." Kuza said. I looked him in the eye. He nodded his head. So did I. I got off of Kuza's chest, and grabbed my keys.

"Are you sure that's a good idea?" Chris asked me. I looked at him, then at Kuza.

"Don't even look at me like that!" He said.

"Just ride with me, and you can stay at our house tonight." I said.

"NO!" He said. I sighed fine!

"I hate you!" I said.

"No you love me don't deny it." He replied.

"I know!" I answered. He laughed then kissed my forehead.

"Be good baby girl!" He said.

"Ok." I replied.

"Call me tomorrow!" He said as me and Chris walked out the door. Chris grabbed my hand, and pulled me into a hug.

"You're actually going to go home right babe?" He asked me.

"Yes I promise!" I replied. He leaned down and kissed me. I let him, and kissed back.

"See you at home." He said winking. I nodded my head and got in my car. I started the car, and lead the way back to our house. Chris stayed behind to make sure I actually went home, and didn't try to sneak off somewhere. I pulled into our driveway, and turned my car off. I stayed in my car. Chris walked up to my side and opened the door for me. We walked into the house, and I stayed by the door.

"Ash?" Chris asked. I turned around and looked at him.

"Why are you so scared of me all of a sudden?" He asked.

"Because honestly Chris. You can be hostile sometimes, and to be honest I'm scared to death that one of these times you're just going to snap and end up taking it out on me." I replied.

"Ashley. I know I get mad sometimes, but baby I'm never ever going to hurt you." He said coming up to me.

"You promise?" I asked.

"I swear!" He replied. I looked into his eyes, and saw that he was telling the truth. I jumped on him, and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Let's finish what we started earlier, but got interrupted." I said. He smiled.

"Let's." He said placing his hands under my thighs making sure I stayed in place. He put my back against the wall, and started kissing me passionately. I was unbuttoning his shirt while he was trying to take mine off. He succeeded, and threw it somewhere behind him. I had his shirt all the way off and just let it fall to the ground. I admired his chest feeling up and down. I started unbuckling his belt, and finally got it loose. I was unbuttoning his pants, as he started walking towards our bedroom. He undid my bra, and threw me on the bed, then he climbed on top of me. I reached for his pants again.

"Ah, ah, ah." He said grabbing my wrists.

"You know you're always the one who gets naked first." He said. I groaned still trying to grab his pants.

"You wanna stop right now? Cause you know you better follow the rules." Chris said. I stopped.

"Good girl." He said, then he slid his hand down to my crotch, and started rubbing first slowly then harder. I started moaning. Then Chris stopped. I whimpered.

"Get undressed." He instructed. I did as I was told, and started taking my jeans off.

"No stand up and do it!" He said. I got up and slowly took my pants off. Knowing he was watching me with hungry eyes. Once my jeans were off I slowly brought my hands up to my underwear and pulled them ever so slowly off. I heard him groan, and smiled.

"You think teasing me is fun do you?" He asked.

"Yes." I said climbing back onto the bed, and on top of him. Then I laid him down on the bed, and grabbed his pants. I pulled them down, as soon as I had his pants off Chris flipped us over so he was on top. Then he kissed me very hungrily, and slowly slid down, and was planting light kisses all over my body, before he finally got down to my crotch. He looked up at me.

"Please!" I begged him. I needed him now. I felt him inside of me, and gasped. I had to get used to how big he was every time we have sex.

"You good?" Chris asked after a few seconds.

"Yeah." I replied. He started going faster, and faster. I kept getting closer, and closer.

"Oh fuck Chris!" I screamed out.

"Do it baby!" He replied. As soon as he said that I came and it was amazing. Always is with Chris. God I love him so much. I don't know what I would do without him.

"I love you!" I said as he both laid down.

"I love you too baby girl!" He replied. Kissing my forehead.

"Get some sleep baby!" He said. I laughed.

"Okay!" I replied. I laid my head on his chest, and he turned the tv on. "Don't stay up too late." I said.

"I won't babe." He replied.

"Alright love you." I said.

"Love you too!" Chris said. That was the last thing I remember before falling asleep.