"Ok what's the big news?" I asked.

"Well dear little Ashley you will be pleased to hear that your dear Chris, and his band Motionless In White are going on tour!!!!" Ricky announced, pretending like he was some big fancy announcer. My face fell. What Chris is already going on tour?

"How is that good news, why am I happy about this?" I asked tears threatening to spill from my eyes, but I wont dare cry in front of them all. I just got Chris back from his last tour, and from my band doing Warped Tour.

"It is good news because... Ash are you okay?" Devin asked looking at me. I nodded my head.

"Are you sure? It looks like you're crying?" Nick said getting a closer look at me. Great, now that they just announced it.

"Ash why are you crying? We haven't told you the good news." Balz said. I couldn't answer I just stayed silent. Ryan sat down next to me, and took me into his arms. I cried into his chest. Chris patted my back. The boys know I hate it when Chris leaves. I feel unprotected.

"Is it because of the tour?" Ryan whispered into my ear. I nodded my head unable to answer, because all that will come out are sobs.

"That's why there is good news to this baby girl I promise, just listen to what Ricky has to say ok?" Ryan soothed. I nodded my head still buried in his chest. I hated crying in front of people. It shows weakness, and I am not weak. I am a badass!

"Go ahead." Ryan told Ricky.

"Now for the best part of this big announcement, and the moment that you have all been waiting for. Well the moment that Chris, and Ashley have been waiting for."

"Get on with it Ricky, if you haven't noticed I need to take care of Ashley, and I cant do that until you tell us what this fucking announcement is!" Chris said cutting Ricky off.

"Okay okay! God lighten the fuck up a little would ya? The big surprise is that New Year's Day is going to be touring with us too!" Ricky exclaimed, and everyone was super happy, and excited.

"See baby girl told ya there was good news." Ryan said, but right after he said that I was being pulled into another pair of arms, but these I recognized.

"Ash?" Chris asked me. I looked at him a fresh new start of tears were rushing down my cheeks. He nodded his head.

"Guys we will be right back." He said, and he carried my to our room. He sat down on the bed with me on his lap.

"Alright babe why are you crying?" He asked.

"Well, I was crying, because you were going to be going on tour again, and that would mean I would be here without you." I replied. Chris nodded his head.

"But, babe you're coming on tour with me, so you have nothing to worry about." He said. I nodded my head.

"Then why are you still crying?" He asked me. I shook my head.

"Ashley. Tell me right now!" He said sternly.

"Because, I cant stand the thought of being without you again, and it just overcame me, and it all came out." I replied sniffling.

"Are you okay now?" He asked me.

"Yes." I answered.

"Good. Let's go back out there then." He said getting up.

"Will you hit Ricky for me?" I asked him. He laughed he knew exactly why I wanted him to hit Ricky.

"I will let you do that." Chris said.

"So you are giving me permission to hit Ricky?" I asked looking him dead in the eye.

"Yes, but only once, and no you are not allowed to hit him in the dick, but anywhere else is free game." He said, as he was opening the door. I locked eyes with Ricky, and he knew what was coming his way. He started running. I chased him around the house for a good five minutes.

"Chris!" I yelled.

"What?" He asked looking up from his phone.

"A little help would be nice." I said.

"Ghost help her out would ya?" Chris said looking back at his phone.

"I would love to help, someone videotape this." He said standing up, and catching Ricky. He turned Ricky to face me. I got right up in front of him, and rasied my fist.

"Wait!" Ghost yelled. I looked at him.

"Does everyone have their phones ready?" He asked looking at everyone, and everyone had their phones held up, even Chris.

"Yes just go!" Nick yelled. I looked at Ghost, and he nodded his head. That was all I needed. I smiled at Ricky, and my fist connected with his nose. As soon as I hit him Ghost let go of him, and he fell to the ground holding his nose.

"God damn it Ashley!" He yelled out.

"I think you know what that was for." I said before walking away and into the kitchen.

"That's my girl." Chris said.

"Damn it I stopped recording too early. I didn't know she was gonna fucking talk to him." Balz said.

"That's okay man I got it." Chris said.

"Oh could you send that to me too? I was snapchatting the video." I heard Vinny ask.

"Yeah anyone else need the video?" Chris asked. There was a lot of no's. I walked back in, and saw Ricky still where I left him. I walked up to him, and held out my hand. He looked at it funny.

"Come on I wont hit you again." I said. He still hesitated.

"Please Ricky I don't want blood all over my fucking floor." I said. He slowly reached his hand out towards mine.

"Good boy." I said when his hand was finally in mine, and I got him off the floor.

"Besides I was only allowed one hit, and anywhere but your dick was free game so of course I was gonna go for the nose." I said. Ricky just looked at me. While all the other guys started laughing their asses off.

"Come on Ricky! Seriously I don't want blood to get all over the floor. Do you know how fucking hard it is to clean that shit up?" I asked trying to make him come to the bathroom with me. he wouldn't move.

"Chris!" I yelled.

"Ricky if you don't go now I will let her hit you again.... Only this time she will be allowed to hit you in the dick." Chris yelled from the couch, and Ricky took off towards the bathroom. I couldn't help but laugh while following him, and I know the guys saw it too.

"Dude you have to send me that video." I heard Chris say.

"Okay I will send it to everyone in a group message." I heard Ghost say, before closing the bathroom door to tend to Rickys wound that I created. See told ya I was a badass!