And to think I loved you
Is all true this all happened in the beginning of my 2018 year
I know why publish this and to be honest I think just so I could get some anger out I come to realize that he manipulated me all the time he made me feel guilty for not doing stuff for him
I came to realize that he was abusive towards me not physically but mentally and I'm still dealing with the issues I hate him but I know part of me still misses him and I hate myself for this I shouldn't miss him
I just shouldn't!
He is a jerk!
He cheated!
He lied !
He abused me!
And yet here I am still missing him
I hate you
Just get out of my head
Get out of my life
JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE
I don't know what to trust anymore
He was my first love
He was first serious relationship
At least for me it was
For you it was just a stupid game
A fucking game
Have fun playing your game
I don't want to play anymore
So this is my final goodbye to you I'm done with you and this stupid game
At least I know I'll end up happy and you will still be playing your game
And you'll come to realize
You can't get yourself out of your game
Well enjoy it
Asshole
Because I'm done with this game
And I'm off this stupid rollercoaster of emotions
So I bid thee a farewell