All through everything i kept thinking you would change i believed you'd stopped then you went right back but that's just addiction right?

I was addicted to self harm once but i got over it why can't you you can't change for me so then when will you change?

You don't even care for me you stopped for my brother before you stopped for me it's so painfully obvious that he's your favorite but i get it I've always been a brat i can't respect you nor love you because I'm scared of you?

Is that how I'm supposed to feel?

I thought parent's were supposed to accept and love you yet you out me down so all i can ask

                                Is it over?