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Lesley laid in her bed and tossing and turning. She couldn't stop thinking about the messages between she and Cam. He wasn't there for her pregnancy, he wasn't there for the birth, and he wasn't there for afterwards. But, she couldn't help but stress. That's her baby.

Flashback

Lesley sat in the nurses office at her old school, after getting sick in her theater lighting and sound class. She had only just gotten back into the states and it was the week after she told her mom about her pregnancy. She hadn't told Cam yet, but she had planned to when a girl snitched on her throwing up in the bathroom. She told the principal that Lesley was purging because, it just so happened to be right after lunch. So she sat on the bench and waited for the nurse to get off  the phone with Pippa. "Yes. Okay, thank you. Sure can. Have a good day," the nurse said as she hung up the phone. "Lesley," she called. Lesley quickly stood up and folded her arms over her stomach. She was wearing Enzo's soccer hoodie so it was really baggy, to hide her tiny baby bump.

"Yeah?" Lesley asked.

"Is there a possibility that you're pregnant?" the nurse asked. Lesley bit her lip and nodded. "Are you 100% sure?"  The nurse asked. Lesley nodded again. "I have to report this to the principal," she said. Lesley shook her head.

"No! Why? I haven't even told the father!" Lesley yelled. The nurse ignored Lesley and walked past her towards the principals office. Lesley pulled out her phone and texted Pippa that the nurse had to tell the principal about her pregnancy and was gonna make her tell Cam. Pippa was pissed. Lesley was pulled into the office and sat in front of a huge guy who resembled a scary santa clause.

"Lesley, the nurse says that you're pregnant," Principal Nelson said. Lesley nodded and hung her head. "Who's the father?" He asked. Lesley stayed silent and shook her head.

"Lesley you have to tell us," the nurse lied. She didn't have to say shit, but Lesley didn't know that. She sighed and looked between the principal and nurse.

"Cameron. My boyfriend. Well, ex," Lesley revealed. The principal made a couple of quick calls and in no time Cameron was sitting next to Lesley in the office. "I'm so sorry," Lesley whispered. Cameron looked at her weird but, before she could tell him about his kid, the principal swooped in.

"Cameron were you aware that you got Lesley pregnant?" He asked. Cameron's face went pale and Lesley scoffed. That's when Pippa came in. Lesley bowed her head with tears streaming down her face.

"What the hell is going on? Why is my child crying?" Pippa yelled. Lesley hopped out of the seat and ran into Pippa's arms.

"They told him before I could," Lesley cried. Pippa wrapped her arms around Lesley and rose an eyebrow towards the principal.

"Which one told him?" Pippa asked. Lesley pointed to the principal. Pippa moved Lesley behind her and walked up to the principals desk. "You told him about the baby?" Pippa asked. The principal nodded. "Who in heaven, hell, or anywhere in between told you to tell him? What in your brain told you that, yes, this a great fucking idea?" Pippa yelled. "You have no authority to do that! What if she didn't want him to know? Actually, how do you even know?" Pippa asked folding her arms. Lesly grabbed her moms arm and turned her attention to the nurse in the corner.

"She made me tell. She said I had to," Lesley snitched. Pippa scoffed and rolled her eyes.

"What did I tell you to do on the phone?" She asked the nurse.

"Send her back to class, but-"

"No! There was no but! I told you to send her back to class and that she was fine. You just wanted to be in everyone's business and made my kid tell you something she didn't have to. Congratulations, you tricked a 14 year old," Lippa growled. "Stay out of the shit you don't belong in. If this happens again, so help me God. Do you know who her father is? We are big donors to your school, and I would hate to have to pull out our sponsorship and go to the preforming arts school down the street. Cause they have offered," Pippa threatened. The principal shook his head and gave a scared smile.

"That won't be necessary. It won't happen again, I swear," he said.

"You're damn right it won't. Next time, send her back to class when I say so," Pippa said. She and Lesley walked out of the office, as Cam stayed in the office still pale and confused.

The Birth

Lesly had tried to talk to Cam but, after he found out he avoided her and wouldn't respond to anything she tried. As she sat in the hospital with Reneé and Pippa she continued to check her phone in between contractions. She called Cameron six times and text him to come to hospital and got no response. She called his parents and they didn't care. She even called his friends and they all made stupid excuses about his whereabouts that changed every time. One said he was at the gym. Another said at a party. Another said at the skate park. One even said he was on his way to his girlfriends house. She was done. She was giving up the baby and that was it.

Reneé held Lesley hand as another contraction hit. Pippa would have held her hand but she was already pukey and didn't want to be that close to Lesley while she was sick, so she simply placed her hands on her stomach and watched. "Mommy," Lesley cried. Pippa's head broke to hear her daughter scream for her.

"I'm sorry baby. I know what you're going through," Pippa comforted. She got off the couch and let Lesley place her head on Pippa's stomach for old times sake. For some reason, Lesley felt peace when her head was on her moms stomach. She had been like that since she was little. When another contraction hit Pippa backed away and let Reneé take her child's hand. The back and for between Reneé and Pippa went on for another hour before it was time for Lesley to push.

In the middle of pushing, Lesley was told not to push because the chord was wrapped around her baby's neck. She stopped pushing and laid back in tears. It was a mixture of pain and fear. She didn't want her baby to die and she wasn't so sure she wanted to give the baby up anymore. That feeling of not having her would kill Lesley, and she knew it. Lesley looked over at Lin, who had replaced Reneé, and shook her head.

"I can't do it," she vaguely proclaimed. Lin looked at her weird.

"What do you mean? She's almost out, it won't be much longer," he said. Lesley shook her head and glanced between her parents.

"I want to keep her. I don't want to not live with out her! I can't give her up," Lesley elaborated. Pippa place her hand over her mouth and started to cry tears of joy. She quickly ran out of the room and called the agency saying that Lesley was backing out and the baby was no longer to be looked at for adoption. That was he best phone call she had made in her life. When she came back, Lesley had her beautiful baby girl in her arms.

"What's her name?" The doctor asked. Lesley looked down at her daughter and smiled.

"Nova. Nova Grace. After the place that took a chance on my mom," Lesley answered. Pippa gasped and side hugged her daughter.

"Lin, were grandparents again," Pippa laughed. Lin nodded and shot her a smile before looking down at his child and child's child.

"Weird," he mimicked from the video of Pippa on Facebook live. Lesley laughed at the reference and looked down at her sleeping baby.

"Mommy loves you," Lesley whispered. She kissed her child's head and tried to stay in the moment and not worry about the future.

Real Time

Lesley turned over to face Nova. She co slept because it was easier than going between her room and the nursery. She watched her daughters chest rise and fall in a steady pattern. It was almost soothing. Life was good for her. Nova was growing right on schedule, she had made some new friends, and her family had expanded. Then, for Cameron to glide in and try to steal that, really looped her. But, she was gonna shake it off and move on from that. He had no rights to her and he was all talk. Or so she thought. As Lesley contemplated her life, Pippa contemplated her death.

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Across the hall, Pippa was in the bathroom throwing up once again. She kept forgetting to ask Meredith about the puking thing, but it was never on her mind when she got a chance. But, it was definitely on her mind when she hit the cold tile of the bathroom floor and started to see spots. "Lin!" She called. Nothing came of it at first, but then she threw the shampoo bottle on the edge of the tub at the door. The sound of clatter immediately woke Lin. He stumble into the bathroom to see Pippa, gripping her stomach in pain. She had gone ghost and and was sweating. When he looked int he toilet there was vomit with a mixture of blood. "What the hell?" He whispered. He didn't even know Pippa was still sick. She hid it so well. But the blood set him off and he quickly ran to the phone. And back to the hospital we go. Pippa though before she blacked out.

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