Dear diary

Ugh... my head... I looked back at the entries I had written about a week ago, I finally did it. I finally snapped.

I can't say that I'm surprised, it was bound to happen one day, I just never thought that I could ever regain my sanity.

What I wrote about Rome in the last entry was true, I was such a complete mess after I ended the marriage. I was angry, hurt, disgusted, bitter....and a lot of other things I probably shouldn't write. At the most basic sense, I was broken.

Sure, I was happy that I stood up for myself and refused to stay with him any longer, but it's not the way I wished things had ended.

While I do not love him anymore, he has had a lasting impact on my life. Because of him, I am afraid to let anyone else have my heart in their hands. If experience has taught me anything, it's not worth it.

Ancient Greece