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A girl is shown holding a camcorder, with a smirk plastered.

"Do it more wildly. It should look full lusty" she spoke and the persons panting chuckled

"i don't have such strong stamina to bear this beast for long" other girl spoke totally panting.

"But i have enough Stamina to fuck you day and night bitch" he said and started thrusting fastly.

"Good. More fast..." the girl holding Cam-cord said and they moved faster...

"Join us..." man spoke

"Threesome" the girl smirked

"Yeah" the other girl smirked too...

"Later..."

They kept on shooting the make out.

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~~~Annie's POV~~~

He laid by my side after feeding and eating pasta. He was really tired. I saw him laying and then turned my face but when i turned back, he's asleep.

'Cute Singh Oberoi.' while he sleeps, he's just Shivaay. A shivaay whom basically no one knows. A shivaay who's a child from heart. I've seen him, I've seen him in his childish version. When we played with snow in park. That was the real shivaay.
Laying beside him. I stroke his hair and he snuggled into me.

He did a lot for me. Apart from buying and torturing, he did all good with Me. And even that buying thing was for Anika, not me. He would've never done this if he even had a single idea about me not being anika.

'I haven't told you few things shivaay. I want to but don't know how should i say, or will it be good to tell you. I want to tell you about anika. I want to tell you about my look alike, but then i don't know how you'll react, after knowing about anika and would you even believe me on Look alike thing.
I know some people doesn't believe in this thing, that there are 7 People of one face. But, i believe and who knows which one you're. Those who believe or those who don't?' i kissed his cheek and took out my mobile from my bag.

He cares for me so much...! He gave me medicines after feeding me and then only he ate his portion.

"Anu, I'm sorry" i checked a message from gauri...

'Why on earth she's apologizing?' i asked the same but there's no signal in my mobile.

I like one thing about this phone, most. I can write my things here... No pencil and note needed. All a tap away.

Opening the notes i started typing...

~London Diaries~

We came here for a meeting. I had trust on shivaay but some where, it wasn't complete.
Where he just started trusting me. But after coming here and seeing all i trust him more than myself.
I never thought i will start liking someone ever, at least not before coming here...
I was kidnapped and then i got to know about his real side, i got to know his care toward me. How much i mean to him. And then the happiest thing. He cares for koel, me. Not anika. I got to know his possessive side. I would never forget this little love filled journey of ours. I don't know if it's special for him or not, but for me, It's way more then special.
We almost completed our marriage, two tries, but both in-complete... I got upset little but then i think it's for our good? Maybe!
Maybe god didn't wanted this to happen before our misunderstanding gets clear completely.
Okay bye now...
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Closing notes i opened the gallery, again. Scrolling through the pics i closed my eyes "I know I'll wake up in house" and then i dozes off...

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~~~Shivaay's POV~~~

I opened my eyes as i heard the constant knocks on the cabin door. Running my Gaze on clock, i realized, i slept for 3 and more hours. Rubbing my eyes i opened the door and saw Nancy standing.

"Yes?" i asked and she looked at clock...

"Sir... Time is wrong. Flight is about to land. Fasten the belts..." she said and i rolled my eyes.

"Okay." i nodded and she left... I placed anika's things back in her bag and picked her up, her mobile fell on bed. Covering her face i walked out, and placed her on couch where yuvraj is sleeping, while sitting fastening the belt.

I immediately got her mobile and buckles my belt.

Soon it started landing.

She hasn't set any password yet. I unlocked the mobile and gallery was open.
The folder name "Dream Things"
Scrolling down more, i chuckled. seeing her dream things...

Going through her mobile i realized, she doesn't use it much. I opened the log book and mobile fell down. This idiot yuvi.
As he stretches his arm, it hit on mobile and it fell...

I picked up the parts of mobile and joining them placed mobile in her bag.

"Where I'll be going?" he asked me yawning

"Your house?" i didn't thought and spoke, he sadly smiled.

"I... I mean don't worry. Driver will take care of you. Just don't get away from him." i smiled and he nodded

"Bhabhi is fine? I mean she's sleeping for so long" he spoke as he stood up

"she just slept again. You go I'll come." i said and he smiled and walked out of plane passing flying kiss to nancy.

I picked my wifey and walked down. Michael was waiting as per order. I placed annie in car and walked to Michael.

Yuvi, busy with nancy.

"Michael, you've to go with yuvraj" i pointed "He's going to give us some clues regarding rahul. So you just take full care of him. Take any car, he ask. But stay safe. And yeah he should stay in room no 649 only." i explained him and he smiled in understanding.
I called yuvi and left after introducing them.

Reaching home i took her to her room and laid her. asking jess to take care of her, i walked to my room. My phone rang.

"Amir." i spoke

"Sir, i was calling you since so long but it wasn't reachable. Actually miss gauri joined in morning." he informed me.

"I want to have a meeting with her, ask her to be prepared" i spoke and dropped the call.

Taking quick shower i got freshen up and getting my things i walked out of mansion.

Today is the biggest day of my life. Not in any good senses. I feel it's going to be the worst day of my life. Today i would be seeing the pics of that bloody bitch who ruined our life's...
If she's anika only,? Then what I'll do?

I stopped my car in front of hotel and called rajeev.

"Sorry buddy urgent case. I'll be there in an hour." he spoke and call dropped.

Thinking of buying something for her i went in a shop. Buying few Favorite things of her, i sent them home.

I started the car as it's time to meet up. When i got call from siddharth... Don't know why? But, i felt as my heart stopped seeing the caller name. Shrugging off the weird thoughts, i picked his call...

"Bastard" i shouted. I'm angry on him as he came and didn't met me. As he didn't informed me about whatever happened in house....

"I'm sorry shivaay, i know it's been long we talked" he spoke in his ever buttering voice

"You... M... Why you didn't informed me that you went home and met my wife..." i asked directly and he chuckled

"Sl... Leave that. I've something really important to tell you. Meet me shivaay, now." he sounded worried but I'm booked up for sometime...

"Urgh... Sid, I'm little busy now. Will meet you in an hour or two" i spoke and he hummed

"Fine, but today only." he dropped the call...

I drove to hotel and room no 650.

Rajeev aka neil was waiting there for me. His real name is Neil but for some security reasons, everyone knows him as, Rajeev. Weird? But everything for safety!

"Hey shivaay" he hugged me and i smiled hugging him back. He was tensed, maybe thinking about what I've decided for Yuvi's benefit.

Settling on bed. We three. Looked at eachother...

" I've decided shivaay, I'll work for you in Sweden" yuvi spoke breaking the silence.

"Sweden? work? What happened between you both?" neil asked shocked. I explained him everything and he smiled. He knew I'll not waste so long travel time of London to dubai...

"Proofs yuvi?" i spoke and he smiled weakly.

"Sorry rajeev, sorry shivaay. But, i want written note or agreement will work too. Where it'll be clearly written that I'm the partner and supervisor of your Sweden branch" he hesitantly spoke and i patted his shoulder. He was shocked as he didn't expected this but it was for his good sense...

"You are good man. Don't worry, we'll get agreement papers in sometime." i smiled and called my lawyer. Whom i already asked to make papers...

I didn't had any idea, that he'll be so much intelligent and will ask for papers or agreement. I just made it for my good, but he turned out to be intelligent. I'm happy as i already asked my lawyer to make papers otherwise a new delay would've happened...

"Shivaay..." i looked at neil as he called me

"Hmm..." i hummed

"What you'll do if she's the one in pictures and videos...?" he asked me and i don't have any answer... "You'll torture her or just leave, i mean divorce her?" his voice held tension...

"you're talking about whom?" yuvi raised his eyebrows

"Anika" neil immediately answered.

"but why shivaay will leave her? I mean..." he paused and rolled his eyes "Don't tell me you married her?" he asked with disgust clear on his face...

"He married anika." again neil answered

"Yukh! How could you?" he shooked his head

"Maybe she's not that anika" i spoke and yuvi smiled

" Oh yes. It could be possible too..." yuvi agreed...

"where are the proofs? I mean in which locker?" neil questioned him and he pointed to a bag on bed "There"

"what if we kill you and take them?" i said and he laughed

"Then you'll not get them, as only I've password of that... So it'll die with me..." he chuckled "But i know you'll not kill me. Rahul's brother is a nice man" he added and i smiled...

I still remember... Rahul used to say this to everyone, whoever used to say 'Shivaay isn't a good man' and he used to say 'Rahul's brother is a nice man.'
A smile crept, and eyes welled up.

"I have a journal of rahul." yuvi spoke breaking the silence...

"give me that too." I've been searching for his journal... He used to write his heart out in his journal. Not like diary stuff but randomly, in weird manner... Weird words. And small abbreviations...

"I'm going to give that too..." he Smiled and sighed.

"What's that doing with you? It should've been in his stuff. Not with you. Isn't it? Or you stole it?" neil bombarded his questions on yuvi. His detective mind, will only think weird Ways.

"He gave it to me. Before going away... He handed me all his things... Which he didn't wanted to leave in his stuff. He told me "Give them to my bhai, whenever you meet him"... I didn't know about his intentions, otherwise, i would've stopped him. I kept them safe till now." he paused and soon guilt and sadness covered his face "But... I didn't gave you. I wanted to give it to you without any deals, but I'm in need that's why... I know it's wrong very much wrong. But I'm in need." he ended with tears...

"It happens... I'm nowhere angry, and will not even blame you. As it's natural. I'm happy, as I'm helping you. Somewhere it's rahul's wish..." i smiled weakly...

I'm falling weak now. I don't know what'll happen after I'll see all those things, those things which may turn everything upside down. Which may ruin my life again. I have no idea, how I'm gonna face the reality...

"Sir..." a knock came from door. Voice is of Michael.

"Coming" i stood up and walked to the door... Getting file i came to the duo and gave that file to yuvi. He smiled and held it.

"Read and sign. Then I'll sign and even neil." i said and he nodded.

But without reading, he signed.

"Are you mad? Why you didn't read it?" i literally shouted and he smiled calmly.

"Shivaay i trust you. I know you haven't added anything wrong in it. So..." he smiled

"but you should never sign any agreement without reading." i shooked my head

"See you're caring mean there's nothing wrong which will be harmful for me. And about reading, if there would've been someone else, whose agreement i was signing. Then i would've read it several times..." he smiled and gave me the file...

I signed it and then neil...

"here is the things..." he gave me the bag. No,! He didn't gave me. He forwarded it...

I looked up at him and bag. My body went numb and beats fast... I couldn't move my hand to hold it...

"C'mon shivaay get it." neil spoke and i nodded...

With much difficulty i moved my hand and held the bag. Slowly with shivering hands i unzipped the bag...

"I never opened anything, after i put it in this bag. Except videos and pictures. Everything is given by him" yuvi spoke and i looked at things...

Someone clenched my heart! I felt that only.

"I'll go..." yuvi left and neil sat beside me...

I slowly dropped my hand in the bag and picked up the pouch. There are memory cards and Usb.

"Here I've laptop." neil picked up his laptop and i nodded.

We connected the card and there were folders..

"Bhaiya"
"Pari Di"
"Rajeev-Neil"
"Raj"
"Yuvi and me"
"Me"
"Our little family"
"Notes"
"my love_Anika"
"US"

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*Shivaay's POV Ends...*

They (Shiv and neil) smiled reading the names...
They know how much rahul loved taking pictures. He mostly saved 'Weird' pictures of everyone. But, he had lots and lots picture's of them.

Shivaay had no courage to directly open the "My Love_Anika" folder so he started with first one...

"Bhaiya" he double clicked on it and it opened slowly, loading the data.

He smiled with little tears...

Picture:

Shivaay was standing near a fountain and the picture was clicked. When he yawned, his mouth wide opened and eyes closed... And the angel of pic was so weird that it even captured his nostrils 😂

Shivaay laughed...

Shivaay "it was normal day. No night. We were on a night walk. I was so tired and when we stopped. I yawned and he took this pic..." he smiled with tears "I miss all this... The walks... The fun." his smile vanished and tears rolled down...

They little laughed and cried seeing the funniest pictures of themselves...
....

Finally the moment came and shivaay closed his eyes... Double clicking the folder with his shivering hands. He prayed in his heart "Girl shouldn't be his Annie..." he didn't dared to even open his eyes... While Neil was crying little by now. He saw the pics and looked at shivaay was closing his eyes as tight as possible...

Neil "Shivaay" his voice low and weird.

Shivaay slowly opened his eyes and the bag, he was holding fell down from his hands...
A long tear fell down. Body numb, heart beats low. His lips curved down with the saddest ☹️ expression ever. Breaths on hold. Neil shooked him and he gulped down the shock.
It wasn't shock though. It was expected but he never wanted it to happen, but it happened.

He dropped his head and his hand moved toward his forehead. Clenching on to upper part of his nose with middle finger and thumb. He rubbed his temple with index finger.

Trying to behave normal, he failed miserably. Soon his sob escaped and tears rolled down.
Neil moved his hand on to his shoulder and rubbed it. His sobs increased little and neil picked up the laptop... Shivaay hitched for a breath and kept on sobbing, not looking up...

Shivaay "I knew. She's the one. Still I'm not able to believe it neil. Why it has to be her only? Why?
I knew about her being the culprit, still i got attached with her. Still i started caring for her, still i started liking her" he stammered all the while not looking up.

Neil "Shivaay... Don't cry please..." he cupped his face and he looked up

Shivaay "She always lied to me that she's not anika. She never visited any other country before... She doesn't know who rahul is" he shouted... He wasn't angry, he was hurt. "I'll Not leave her. I'll give her the life, which she would've never imagined in her worst dreams..." he wiped his tears and picked the laptop...

For Neil, it seemed as shivaay is fine now. As if he stopped crying but it was just outer show off ... Inner... Inside him was battle going on. Where his heart said "Don't believe, even on this pic." abs his mind said "That's the truth only. Go and punish her." his heart was crying.

Not wanting to he still fell for her. Her cuteness her simplicity and her heart made him fall.
But now it's "A way of trapping boys" for him. He again accepted and believes the words. "Her eyes are her weapon"... Back to beast. Back to shivaay singh oberoi. His heart got defeated and his mind won the battle after seeing more of her pics...

It was anika in pictures... Smiling laughing, And posing..

Western dresses... Looks Like a bitch. (he thought)

Seeing pictures he didn't felt her smile soothing the way he used to feel just few hours ago.

Neil "What you've decided shivaay?" he asked, curiosity killing him.

Shivaay "Nothing. I'm not able to decide. What should i do and what not." he again spoke being confused... Tears again brimmed up.

Neil "see shivaay, i know it's about rahul and naina. So decision should be yours. But, i think you shouldn't do anything, it would be better. Much better if we just hand her to police" he suggested as he would never like to see his friend a close and best friend as criminal... Whateve he may do with her. 'torture, kill, beat' everything is a crime. All will lead him to end up in jail. And he never went it to happen...

Shivaay rubbed his temple again and took deep breathes... "rahul's brother is a nice man." words ringed in his mind... He cried hearing them... Leaning on to neil's shoulder he cried like a kid...

Shivaay "I'm stuck neil. I vowed to destroy her life. The one because of whom i lost my rahul. But in all that i forgot. I forgot the promise made to rahul. The promise..." he hitched for breathes "Whenever i have to take decision related to rahul. Being his brother. I will never even think bad of anyone." he spoke breaking down more...

Neil "Then go with it shivaay. Rahul's brother is a nice man." he repeated and shivaay nodded with tears...

Shivaay "I'll not do anything with her... You" he wiped his tears and held neil's hand. "You'll send her to jail. I'm not going to see her face, ever again" he took a deeo breath.

His heart broke many time's saying this but he kept his expressions straight...

Neil "theek hai." he spoke smiling faintly. he himself is little confuse, if they're doing right or not, but shrugging his thoughts everytime . He just sticked to the decision.

shivaay took out his other things and smiled seeing them...

shivaay "this band" he showed a hand band "You know Neil. When i adopted him, i gave him this band. It was simple platinum band at that time" he smiled "But when a year passed he showed this to me... It wasn't simple anymore. He got something written on it." he handed the band to Neil... " He added... My name.. And then added father..." he smiled... "He gave me the place of his father not just brother" he spoke and cried little..

he then picked a small trophy....

Shivaay "This trophy. He won this in speech on fathers day. I still remember the day when he called me father for the first time. He used to point me as he his father but, he never called me... He never called me dad. He used to call me bhai, bhaiya, bro.
But on that day he called me " dad." he said that in-front of his whole school." he paused and smiled...

Neil "Mean?" he wanted to know full incident... He knows more things about rahul but such small details are limited to shivaay and pari.

Shivaay "when he gave the speech about fathers and how much he loves his dad. How much his dad means to him and how much his father do for him... Then judges asked him to call his father.... At that time i had no idea he's talking about me. Till he... Called me. "Dad please come on stage" he said that... I was so overwhelmed... I just ran there... It was the first time in whole my life someone called me dad. And that too rahul." he smiled with tears...
Neil too smiled, feeling the feels...

Shivaay then took out more things and explained all... He was all dehydrated by then... He cried a lot on each thing. As all the things held different emotions and memories...

Only journal was left. Which was wrapped in a cover...
Remembering rahul and cherishing all the moments and memories he almost forgot about anika. The lie and all he just forgot all...

Shivaay picked up the journal and unwrapped it. As soon as he opened the journal, not holding it properly..

Few letters fell down... Confused shivaay picked up the envelopes, which were sealed. Names written on them...

"Pari di"
"Hacker"
"Detective"
"Bhaiya"
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Shivaay handed neil the envelope with his name and placed all back in journal while holding his one... He immediately ripped the seal and took out a letter with a key chain. It was having a ring where key will be added. And then a gold coin. It was plain Coin 'I love you DAD, stay safe always... Rahul~' written with little diamonds... Shivaay caressed it with tears... Kissing it he opened the note, the real thing. The letter.

"Dear bhaiya...

I'm sorry. If you're reading this, then i think you've got to know about me... Me being dead.

I want to thank you dad. You always cared for me. You adopted me, when my own relatives refused to do so... You were no one to me at that time. We just met and then you adopted me. I never thought, I'll be pampered like this. I never thought I'll study in Singapore. Live life like a Prince.
You're too good bhai. You never stopped from anything. You always supported me Like a mother do, you behaved like a best friend when needed. You scolded me like a father when i did something much wrong like 'Not eating and going for matches.'...
You cared for me like a big brother when asim bet me... And you, bet slapped him for me. Just like a big brother.
You cared for me like a mother when i fell sick. You never left me alone. Always supported me. Helped me in all the possible ways. You never asked me to do or give you anything in return. That was your love. Being THE SHIVAAY! You never asked me to behave like your good son-brother not caring about that it'll effect your reputation. You let me live my life the way i want. Never objected... You even let me have drink sometimes... But bhai I've few responsibilities to do. I should take care of the things too. I should care about your reputation too... I should... I should've acted like your brother and behave. I should've given my part of support to you. But i think i failed. I failed bhaiya. I never thought things will go wrong. I never ever thought. You always cared for me and i didn't... I ruined everything.
Always things went according to me. I never thought about them going wrong ever. I never cared about the angle ever. I never thought my steps can go wrong.
I did a big mistake. A mistake which can never me undone. I don't want to see you getting insulted and humiliated, because of a JERK like me. A jerk!
I don't want to see your reputation and good image to get ruined. Not to see it all, I've decided what i need to do...
I know this is wrong. I know my bhai is a super man, he can do everything right. He can make everything right but not this... I trust you but this is something totally opposite. I couldn't tell you anything before. I had no courage bhai. But, there was a girl. A girl named Anika. I loved her. She was nice, very nice.
I never thought she'll turn like this... She said she love me. We were in relationship bhai. I didn't told you, i was scared. Like every other child. I know you always told me to tell you everything and not to hide anything. you never stopped me from loving a girl, instead supported me.
But, i got scared while telling about her and never told.

She was nice bhai... I was mistaken... 😟 I was mistaken about her being nice.
After mom dad passed you and di are only one whom i loved with all my heart. You both were my only love, but then she entered my life like an angel. She saved me from accident. She wasn't my classmate of uni-mate. She was just a savior. We became friends... Good friends. I used to raom with her... Watch movies, and many other stuff,We used to do. We got in relationship, she told me, she loves me, more than i do.
I never crossed any limits, but then her birthday... We went to a club. Where it all went wrong. We crossed our limits... I regret. Bhai, I'm sorry...
I was serious with her, marriage was planned too. But then she turned in her real self... She left me. She used me bhai... She made fun of me, if she leaks that video... Then all will ruin. I'm feeling like killing myself. I'm doing it... I can't even tell you what she did... She... Bhai... I'm sorry... I love you. I've no other option left. I don't want to see your head dropped of shame because of me... That's why i decided to finsih my life. Everything will finish with me only. And even if it comes out after my death, bhai. No one will be able to point your finger on you... I'm sorry.
Please forgive me bhai. I know rahul's brother is a nice man but rahul isn't...
I know it'll hurt you so much, but you're no more my brother... When you'll not my brother then no one will call you bad as rahul is bad.

Mujhe maaf kardena bhai.
I love you. I love you Dad. ❤

Your jerk son~ Rahul..."

Shivaay collapsed on floor as he finished reading the letter... He was pacing while reading...
Neil didn't rushed as he was engrossed in reading the letter... The letter which held many of the secrets related to rahul and anika.

Shivaay looked at the letter again "you're no more my brother" he read it with his cracking voice...

His heart felt a shot of pain as he again and again read that line... He couldn't digest the fact that his son like brother did suicide to save his reputation...
All the tears on the letter and emotions of words pricked his heart. His dried tears... He kissed them... The lump dropped with thr sob of pain he dropped himself of floor... his forehead touched the floor and his hands held the letter close to his heart. The last thing his brother touched... The last thing he have now, which holds the scent of his...

dropping the letter on table he left the room... Neil looked up and tried to stop him but he was gone...

Neil " Anika, I'll destroy you..." he shouted in room looking at the letter...

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Shivaay sat in car and wiped his tears... Putting his keys in that key chain. He started the car. And started driving toward the house. With the thought to Not leave her alive...

He stopped the car as sid called him...

"I'm sorry sid, i won't be able to come..." he immediately spoke and

"But it's about rahul..." he said and shivaay dropped the call...

About rahul is enough word to call him anywhere you want to...

He started the car again and got message from unknown number...
Reading which he drove back to the hotel...

To Be Continued...

Precap: facing the beast again...

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Hola sweethearts!!! I know it's a late and maybe not upto the mark update. But again i compensated and combined both... Making it long.

I started writing tomorrow but i was upset... Way more than i can say... I was sad... Well... Then i couldn't write. The more i tried the more i messed up the update... So i erased and closed it.

Then i had few extra works today mean (monday) and was busy with that... Then caught cold and was down with it.. Got little power now and typed as fast and good as i could... So here's your update. And a Big APOLOGY!!
Ignore the mistakes today...

And if possible... Do vote you all readers... This is the start of revelation... So... Agy apki marzi...

🙏 sorry .

Love~ Annie...