Many a spirits she has come across. Her experiences vary, few and far between, but they are real nonetheless. She can communicate with them in a specific state of mind, but what she sees is not always pleasant. Death, Sexism, Misogyny, and Abuse she has seen from the past, even coming into contact with spirits wishing to scare. She has cleansed them away in the dead of night, cloaking her witch ways from those who would judge.

She follows a religious path that many wouldn't agree with. She wants to be accepted by those above, but feels drawn to the paths hidden below. She wants to make wards and spell jars, but feels wrong hiding that from others. She wants to help and guide others, but also wants to stray away from those guiding her. She wants to feel accepted by those above, but feels rejected by them and retreats to the loving acceptance below.

She looks just like a dream girl, perfect hair, blue eyes, and a model body, but she's not all that underneath. She doesn't only like men, and she doesn't like the way she looks. She avoids certain clothing because it shows her form, even if many wish they had the way she looks. She could pull off almost anything, but prefers a sweatshirt and leggings. She likes some men, but prefers women and androgynous people.

She wants the world to be equal, for government to understand. She wants everyone to be kind, even if their opinions aren't the same. She wants to make a change, but feels to little to do anything but cry. She thinks her future will be taken away, if something is not done tonight.

She feels stressed and overwhelmed, but she hasn't done much work. She feels like a mistake and a failure, even though she has worth. She feels like she doesn't have a purpose, or even a goal in mind. She wants to plan and keep everything in line.

But she can't.