Hola angels,

Long time! I know! I am apologizing for making you wait for a log period. I was just busy with my life.. my schedule.. I was busy to gather up my mess, which still not organized. I am still in process to recover from my traumatic life. So, forgive me if I totally disconnected myself from here and everything. I just don't know anymore what to do! So, I had to figure myself out. I had to know What I really want....!!! In the process of figuring myself out i kind of losing myself. I am still in process... and I also felt bad to leave everything unfinished here... !!!. Sorry. 

Well, just a small update on the story. a small version. enjoy. (Sorry for any grammatical and spelling mistake) The story is not edited yet.

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Nandini

Monster!

He would never change. And that's why you love him.

"What! I don't." I snapped. At least not anymore.

He ruined me. His whole existence ruined me and my everything. How could I still be in love with him? It's not that I was in love with him from the beginning ever. He forced his love on me. That's it.

You eventually accepted.

Oh, damn you! Why can't you shut your damn mouth for once?

Because I am you, and besides, you are too stubborn. It's my duty to guide you to the right path, and that's him.

No. It's not him.

Agree or not, you are his child's mother. There is no way he will abandon his child. If anyone's trying to snitch his child from him, then he will make sure that the person sees his death bed.

Right! I sighed.

But it's not right to separate the mother from her child, when I already agreed to his all terms and conditions.

Yeah. Yeah. We see how you agreed again to his terms and conditions, and blindly signed the paper. How clever of you! Old stupid Nandini!

Humph!

Enough! Stop talking to yourself like a fool, Nandini.

One night only. It will pass soon. And in morning you will be able to see your son. Just one night.

I consoled myself to sleep with hope that Manik wouldn't trouble me to see my son.

(Next Morning)

A sound on the door, woke me up. I hurriedly went to open the door and....

Here he is! The almighty Manik Malhotra, all dressed up like he is all prepared for the battle. I ignored him and shut f*cking door on his face. I quickly ran to the washroom to see myself.

Damn you Manik!

I f*cking look like a hobo. Couldn't you just freshen up before opening the door, Nandini? At least you wouldn't have embarrassed yourself in front him like that.

Sh*t!

But what am I worrying about? What if he sees me that way?

It doesn't matter. It's not like I am... um... ugh!

I quickly done with my morning routines and dressed up to match him that I am not a f*cking hobo like he thought. I didn't do too much, just wore a plain blue saree with a silver blouse as the saree's edge is silver.

I walked towards the door to open, but I stopped in middle as it opened up by its own, and the devil himself shown up to my face. I opened my mouth to say something about the manner but the look on his face warned me.

He looked at me with fierce gaze as his face quivered in anger, my body sensed the danger as its stepped back automatically.

"What the f*ck were you thinking, Nandini?"

"I..."

"Shutting that stupid door on my face! What? Do you get your heroism back overnight?"

"I..."

"I warned you before not to peeve me. What? Enjoyed?"

I roiled with fear that I didn't realize he imprisoned me with his body to the wall. His one hand fiercely moved on my body, and other hand pinned me firm so that I couldn't move. I could feel the warmness of my eyes as it rolled down on my cheeks. I refused meet his eyes and I also couldn't look away.

"Damn you! Answer me!"

I couldn't hold back anymore and started to cry out in fear. Instead of letting me go, he tightened his hands on me, and wander his gaze on me. The harder his hands became on me, the softer his vision became, and soon replace with something else. I felt electrified!

He swirled his tongue on his lips and bite down.

Oh!

I forgot how to breath as tried to pushed him away. But he didn't let me go, and kind of pulled me closure enough to touch our nose if possible. Our breath matched each other, battling on their own.

"Manik!" I called him. I finally could say a word after the sudden burst out. If I let him... if I don't stop him.... He wouldn't stop. "Manik!"

However, he already not in sense to hear me as his lips found mine. "Ah!' I made a sound, not sure enough if I liked it or not. No. this couldn't be happen. No.

He puled me even closure, mashed me with his body. Before I could stop him, he pressed me to the bed. "Nandini!" moaning my name for second. I realized I am helpless here. I want him. But I don't want him too.

I felt my saree was removed, and he kind of ripped the blouse from behind.

"Manik! No."

"Yes!"

"Ah!" "No."

"Yes!" He kissed on my collar bone. "Yes!" He nuzzled his nose on my shoulder. "Yes!" and again found my lips.

My body matched him its own before I could stop myself.

Dhruv

In time I get the picture that not every story is a love story, and not every story gets its ending. Some story remained unfinished for a reason.

I accepted.

My fault was I was her son, and her fault was she was his daughter.

First mistake!

Easily could be ignored.

But as the saying went, once you had done a single sin and didn't repent for that, then sin would not leave you and you would do it again and again.

We bound to sin.

But there was something... something that brought us together. Then why Aliya?

Or should I ask myself why did I do that?

It could be tackled. It could be undone. But what was done couldn't be undone anymore. If I just could... if I just didn't let that happen, she wouldn't have gone to him. I forced her to do that, not by word but action definitely. But still its f*cking hurts.

"Could you stop smoking? It is f8cking annoying." The fox talked.

"Then leave. Why do you bother to stay, Cabir?"

"Ungrateful asshole!"

"At least I don't pretend." I barked. I understood I had been trying to play with the fox, but hell to that I am the f*cking bear here.

A fist collided with my face. I hissed. "Damn! this is f*cking hurt." I looked at him. One looked at him I could tell I touched his weak spot. Oh! Great!

I raised my one eyebrow in a mocking way that he rushed to me to through another punch, but I dodged. Had he gone stupid? Coming at me with punch?

Did he forget what am i?

Before he could come at me again, I blocked his way and punch on his side, and in a swift motion I punched the other side and pinned him to the ground.

"Cabir! You, stupid guy! Do you want to be dead?"

"Then stop f*cking with my mind."

I laughed.

"I wouldn't have to. You already are f*cked up. So, stop meddling in my business, gather up you own f*cking mess." Before letting him go I through another punched at his face, and walked to the door.

"And oh! This is the last warning. I won't stop next time." Cabir looked at me with a pain in his eyes, but mostly angry at himself. He knew I meant it.

"I will be prepared." Cabir snapped, though he understood his chances are low.

"Cabir, I won't repeat. Just focus on your mess." I left the room. What he thought that he could tackled me. Even Manik couldn't tackled me in the battle. I am the born fighter. I could easily knock him down to the death today.

I didn't do that just only I respected him and his work.

What a nice way to show respect.

I thought silently. 

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I hoped you enjoyed the little update. 

I know it's not long. I will try to update in a long version from next time. Please, spare me this time. 

well, well, well!!!

Author to Manik: "Manik Malhotra! Control! Why are you always in rush? Control yourself!

Opps! I forgot you can't! After all, you are the horse in a race, waiting for the ride! Right?!"

***Manik Making a face at the author*** *Manik to the Author: "Just let me get my damn hands on you, Author!"*

Author: "Oh boy! You are already late."... 'let me move to the boys." 

"Oh, what i see? Dhruv? Cabir? Ohho! Fight! Fight!"

"Oh poor guy! Well, everyone has their own specialty. Don't you think so, Cabir? Btw, You should use your brain better. This.... this thing is not for a guy like you. Just a advice."

Cabir to Author: "Is this my fault that i am weak in battle? Who made me like this? If you dare to say this to anyone i will sue you." 

Author: "Uh! I think I don't have to now as you already spill the bean. and I thought you are the best legist." .."Anyway,...ummm..."

Everyone alerted at their position: "Miss..."

Author gave fierce look to them before focusing on the mystery boy:  "Ah! Finally! Dhruv!  Dhruv, cool down boy! you are just setting the fire, you know! And getting interesting day by day." 

Dhruv raised a eyebrow at the author, looking up and down and ignored the author before leaving the room. 

Author: "Huh!. What was that? He just f*cking ignore me? oh showing attitude!. fine. fine... fine!. damn you all .. meeting is finished. leave!" 

Manik, Cabir along with others to author: "You got what you deserve!" 

Author: "LEAVE!"

Well, My angels! I was just had a little get together. you know. well.. uh! everyone is so well behaved! Anyway, let me know about you opinion about this chapter. I will be looking forward to it. and hope you all will give your precious opinion in the COMMENT SECTION!!!!!!!!!!!. Your comments and like motivates the writer. that is me, unfortunately!. 

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