7:53 AM JUNE 28, 2015... DAY OF THE CONCERT

I wake up to someone's ringtone playing... "Mmmm..." I mumble into my pillow. Someone answer their phone! I can hear the girls shifting around in their bunks too but the phone is still ringing.... I realize it's my phone ringing so I roll to my side and pick it up not bothering to look at the screen. I answer with a groggy "Hello?"

"Morning Jordyn! I got some good news!"

Huh? "Who is this?"

"Haha, it's Niall silly! Did I wake you?"

Niall! I shoot up in bed quickly.. Ow, head-rush. I rest my forehead on the palm of my hand. "Yeah, it's ok though..." I yawn. "So you got good news?"

"Yes, we got you front row seats and a backstage pass."

"Really?" I say surprised, "Are you sure this is ok? I don't want to cause you guys trouble." When I say those words to him I think of how many girls would want to claw my eyes out if they found out about this.

"Yes I'm absolutely sure, it's already set in motion so no turning back now." He pauses for a moment. "Anyway there was a space open for extra seating in the front so it wasn't a big deal giving that away. Also, you'll have to wait for the fans to clear out after the show to go backstage so no one sees you."

Oh good no one will suspect a thing then. "Wow, t-that's awesome!" I still can't believe he's doing this for us.. maybe he does like me.

"Our head of security should be there any minute to drop off the badges for you guys."
Almost immediately after saying that, there's a knock on our door startling me. "Who in the hell is knocking?!" Brianna gruffly asks.

"Hang on, I think that's him." I tell Niall. As I climb out of bed I look down and realize,
Oh shit I'm in my pajamas! I like to sleep in a oversized shirt only.
"Just a minute please!" I stutter to the door, I throw on some shorts and hobble to open the door. It's the same guy from last night, his name is Bruce if I remember correctly.

"Morning Ms. Hensen." He greets me with a quick nod, and pulls out the badges. I give Bruce a sweet smile and say "Morning Bruce." He looks a little surprised that I remembered his name. He shakes his head then hands the badges over to me and says, "Doors open at 6 and concert is at 7. Make sure you wear those at all times so we know who you ladies are, and you'll have to wait till everyone clears out to go back stage. Either I or another security guard will escort you back."

"Sounds good. Thank you sir."
He gives me the smallest smile. Awe, he's not so scary now. He clears his throat, "We'll see you tonight then." He then turns on his heel and walks away.

I put the phone up to my ear and close the door behind me. "Hey..." I say quietly walking back to my bed.
"Hello Ms. Hensen." Niall replies jokingly. Oh man he heard that...
"Haha, yes yes. We got the badges."
He laughs, "Great! Then I'll see you later tonight and I hope you enjoy the show." He says teasingly. "Oh and how's your nose?"

Oh right I have forgotten about that.
I lightly touch the bridge of my nose where the door hit it, it's a little sensitive to touch. I go into the bathroom to check it out in the mirror and there's no bruise either just a faint mark. "It's a little sore but no bruises." I tell him.

"Oh good! I was worried that I bruised that pretty face of yours!" I laugh. He thinks I'm pretty!
"Anywho I'll see you guys later." He says, I leave the bathroom and I sit on my bed cross legged.
I giggle. "Ok, we will see you tonight."
"Bye!" He says again but doesn't hang up.
"Goodbye Mr. Horan." I laugh.
"Ha, alright I'll hang up now... Goodbye!" Then he hangs up.

I'm grinning ear to ear, ahh he's so adorable! I check the time on my watch, it's now 8:15 and the girls are still sleeping. I'll just rest my eyes till they wake up. I lay back down on my bunk and fall sleep.

4:45 PM

We spent our morning shopping for new clothes to wear at the concert and now we're back in our room at the hostel getting ready for tonight. After we are all done up we show each other the outfits we bought for tonight.
"Oooh Theresa! You look so sexy!" I hoot at her.

"Oh my god that dress is beautiful!" Chelsea adds.

"Thanks guys. I hope Louis likes it." Theresa giggles and starts to blush. She's so shy.. I love her, Louis better not break her heart! And that goes for the rest of 1D!

"Of course he will, T you're gorgeous!" says Brianna. The two sisters smile at each other then they look at my outfit now and smile.
Theresa laughs crossing her arms and says to me, "That's so you Jordyn."

"Definitely, it's super cute on you!" Chelsea agrees.
I chuckle softly feeling cute in my outfit. I'm wearing a pink flowery skirt, a pastel pink tank-top with a cropped jean jacket and my light blue sneakers to finish it off. I go for comfort more than anything when I'm choosing my style.

It's just after 5 when we head out to the San Siro stadium and to be honest here, my nerves are sky high right now! I can tell my friends are nervous/excited as well. I've been to a 1D concert before so I know what to expect this time.

We arrive at the stadium at around 5:40 and there's a lot of people, I start looking around at the hundreds of fans grouped up, not paying attention to where I'm going when all of a sudden Chelsea grabs my wrist tightly. "Dude?!" I yelp at her.

"Don't want you wandering off, remember what happened back in Athens?" She explains not letting me go.

"Right," I laugh. "Don't want to lose you guys again." They were so scared but I knew where I was going and that hasn't been the first time I've wandered from my group.

Before it gets too crowded we go to stand in line and wait for the doors to open. "Ok," Theresa says sternly as she turns to us and we huddle up with her, "Do we all got our badges?" The three of us pull out the badges to show her that we got them. She gives us a big grin and says "Great! I'm so excited! This is my first 1D concert!"

"Whaaat?!" Chelsea and I gasp in shock together. That's right I forgot that she didn't come with us to the concert that summer.

"That's okay! They're amazing, you have so much fun at their concerts!" I exclaim a little too loudly.

"Yes." Chelsea nods in agreement. "You will have the time of your life in there, I promise."
And it's true, even though I had crappy seats, it was still the best concert I've ever been to.

The crowd of people around us gets louder when the doors open and as the line starts moving at a steady pace the girls behind us begin to push and shove. Take it easy! We will all get to see them!

Big crowds kind of freak me out because I'm such a small person. I'm thankful Chelsea is still holding on to my wrist because I would definitely get lost in this crowd.

Eventually we reach the doors and show the lady at the table our badges. She gives us a confused look and calls a security guard over who was standing off to the side. Oh hey, it's Bruce! He comes up to the lady and tells her, "It's okay Janet, they're the," He leans down to her ear so no one else can hear, "the last minute VIPs."

"Ooh, ok. Well here you go girls." She shows us a mini-map of the stadium, "This is where you'll be sitting." She circles the seats and hands it over to Brianna. I didn't get a good look at the map to see how close we are to the stage but I think it's close. Bri takes it and says 'Thank you.' To the lady.

Janet gives us a warm smile "Enjoy the show!" She calls out as we walk past.
Ahh! I'm so excited!

Holy shit...
We stop in our tracks as we enter onto the floor, I look up and do a 360 sweep of the place. This stadium is massive and it is packed. It's going to be so loud when the show starts. A big stage is placed in the middle of the floor, the ends of the upper stage reach across the crowd to the bleachers. The stage itself is in the shape of a 'T' by the looks of it. The top of the 'T' has giant screens on it as well as the instruments, then there's a runway that juts out into the crowd making the bottom of the T.

I look at my watch to check the time.. it's almost 7! Bri is looking at the map and points over to where we are supposed to sit, "We're on the right side of that runway thingy, right in the center of it!"

"Ok!" Theresa yells and leads the way. We have to speak loudly in here because of all the people in here now.
Wow! We are so close to the stage! I've never had front row seats to anything... Thankfully no one gave us any looks while we found our seats, I was a little worried that a fan would find out that we are here for free and cause a  commotion. The girls and I chit chat while we wait for the concert to start.

It must be 7 because their intro music starts playing and we all stand up, I am sure everyone in the stadium, including us four, started screaming and cheering because it felt like the stadium itself was shaking it is so loud. The five guys come out from behind a moving screen and the crowd gets even louder. I spot Niall, "Whooo! Go Niall!" I cheer waving my hands.

He's looking into the crowd and stops when he sees us, then waves back... I have major butterflies in my stomach now, he can see us clearly from that far?
"Straight off the plane to a new hotel!" Harry sings, beginning the show!

Wow wow wow wow, what an amazing show! "I love them so much, that was the best concert I've been to so far!" Theresa says to us. I think 1D just made another fan.

"I know right?! They're so fun!" Chelsea yells. Me and Bri nod in agreement. "And I think Niall couldn't keep his eyes off you especially during 'Little Things'." She states teasingly at me. My eyes go wide, I'm not the only one that thought that then, I couldn't keep my eyes off of Niall the entire show.

Of course Theresa and Chelsea nudge me playfully. "Do I see an unexpected romance budding?" Bri questions me jokingly. I start to blush then look at them with an awkward smile, "I don't know.. Maybe?.." I say shrugging my shoulders.

I really don't know, I was definitely not looking for a romance while on this trip. What if this does turn into something, then what? Is he even open to that right now? I'm not even entirely sure that he likes me or that I'm ready for a relationship again. I'm still getting over a 3 year relationship. My mind starts racing now. Breathe, stop over thinking things. I guess I'll know after tonight though... Hopefully.

"Just go with the flow Jordyn, anything is possible on this trip." Bri smiles reassuringly at me.

"Yeah and if anything you deserve this." Theresa looks at me with her hazel eyes. "You deserve to have a little fun on this trip and not be such a worry wart."

I laugh at her comment, she's usually the worry wart! "Only a little fun?" I respond with an evil smile.

It takes nearly an hour for the crowd to clear the place, then the clean up crew comes out and are already started on their jobs. We are sitting, waiting patiently, when Bruce comes up behind us.

"Thank you ladies for waiting, the boys are ready to see you now." He turns away signaling us to follow him. Here we go!

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