EPILOGUE
Hello Lovelies,
Here is the end of journey. This is the last part of the story.
But this is not a good bye. i will be back with other stories. Hope you will give my other stories a chance.
Recently i Posted two new stories. One is MaNan .. fan-fiction(one-shot). And other one is Fiction(only prologue is posted). It would be great if you check out the stories.
1. The Mafia's Forbidden Desire
2. Black Rose
Go check out. ( Don't read If you are not okay with dark story)
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EPILOGUE:
Love!
Feelings!
Attachment!
I always maintained a distance from this things.
But now when I welcomed this feelings... they betrayed me!!! Why? Is feelings are a sin for me? feelings that stick around me .. addressed me to cherish them, then why they suddenly left me?
Love!
But right Now this word and this feeling seems a strange to me. Right now I am sensing the aggression in me.
All the anger I carried at this moment is nothing compare to before. I didn't expect that. I didn't expect that when I would wake up and found my love left me alone in a hospital room with a letter!
A fucking letter!!
Here I was getting excited to see her in the morning and talked about our future... but the girl left me.
Why Nandini? We are getting better then why you left me? It was more painful than taking bullet on my body.
My heart again shattered.
Her words are running in my head.
"I love you but I can't forgive you. I need time to heal myself. And it couldn't be possible if I stayed with you and I.... well there is no surety about our future... and your enemies.... No I can't live like that. Sorry."
No addressing.. no good bye....
Her last words are just killing me.
Sorry!!
That's it! Nothing else?
I hold the letter to my heart... and sensing how much tears she left in this paper. I can sense how she biting her lowers lips, preventing her tears to fallen on this.
Why Nandini? Why? At least have some faith in me.
But I know you couldn't. and this is all my fault.. I couldn't give you the trust you were seeking...
The pain I gave you was so horrible that... my love couldn't heal your wound; My love wasn't enough for you trust me. I never give you the unwavering of trust.
And now I am helpless....
My anger backfired me. Now it's pointing at my failure and laughing at me, telling me how I ruined everything like my father.
"Manik."
I looked up and saw Dhruv standing at the door with others. A tiredness... shame are all written in their face. Aliya and Mom are not looking at me... like they are not able to face me right now.
And me.... I also can't able to at my again.. a shame captured me. All the painful memories are started to haunting me.
"She fucking left me a letter."
"What she said?" Aliya asked nervously.
Why she is nervous about this?
"Nothing new. Nothing that would lead me to her."
Aliya turned her eyes from me and run from the room.
Strange.
"I will go check on her." Mom also left.
What's wrong with this two?
I stroked the underside of my chin... and remembering our sweet moments.
Grandpa and grandma is upset with Nandini. But If they knew then they would have supported her with this decision.
No wonder!
I was unable to make her believe me. It's my lose. My failure.
"We will find her." Cabir came and placed a hand on my shoulder.
"How Cabir? How? She didn't leave any trace. Even she took the money from bank. And her mobile.. it is unreachable."
"Manik.. don't be a stupid. You are not weak to lose hope."
"No Cabir.. No.. I didn't gave her any reason to stay."
"Don't be a cry baby, Manik." Mukti Snapped. "It's your fault that she left then find her and make her believe in you. Just don't cry in this stupid hospital bed and complaining about your failure. You boys are good for nothing." With that Mukti left the room.
"She is right." Dhruv said.
"It seems easy.. but it's not." I snapped at them. "Just leave, leave me alone."
They leave me alone.
I lay back... and give a time to think. Nandini... What is she doing right now? Where she can be? There is no one... except Rishab.. but she left him also.
Navya? No if she was with her then Cabir could trace her.
Where are you Nandini?
If Doctor didn't give me a Medicine then I would have gone and search you by that time. Really Manik? Could you?
Maybe!
Not sure enough to make you believe.
I didn't think about this day.. I never thought that Nandini could leave me like this.
This letter is not explaining anything... it's incomplete letter. I am feeling like she wanted to say more.. a more that was hidden in somewhere. But I am unable to find it.
There is more to say... a more that could have tied us. But she didn't want to say...
Oh Nandini.... I was fool.. a fool to believe that you were giving me chance.. a chance to prove myself.. but that was an illusion.. an illusion to blind me.
But I can't be angry with you when I know I am the wrong one here. What I did with you was unforgivable. How could I think that someone like Nandini would accept me as her life partner?
I am not the man of her dream.
But I promise Nandini... I will change.. change for you. And I will find you.
You can't escape me. we will be together and this time I will change for good... but only for you. And I promise.. this time I will give you the things that you wanted.
This time ..it will be a forever.
And Manik Malhotra never break his promise Miss Murthy.
Wherever you are, I will find you. Lock you in my heart with love and trust that you would never want to leave me.
It's a promise.
With determination I fallen into sleep.
(after one week)
For the first time in my life I am feeling so useless. Unable to do something. Resting on bed making me more furious.
Frustrated! Angry!
Angry at myself because I was laying on bed and doing nothing. But now it's time to get back in action as I promised to me.
But one thing Making me worried. I don't know whether she is safe or not.
And here there is no news of Rohit but still he is giving trouble to my gang. I don't know how? if he is alone in his mission then he might not possible to attack my gang.
And here Harshad seems like an angel in front of everyone. Doing nothing against me.
Everything is fallen down... Nandini is missing... actually she left me. And my family.. it's also devastated. Aliya and Dhruv got an issue. Mukti seems like a invisible girl now a days. Mom is behaving like a cold blooded woman now.
I don't know what's going on. I lose control of everyone's life.
Nandini .. if you could see me now, then you would have known that how I am feeling right now.
Totally squandered.
But I won't stop Nandini. I relaxed on the chair and lit my cigarette.
If I get my hands on you Nandini then I won't ever let you go. I Just need to try harder....
It's a matter of time now.
But before that I have to sort out everything in here then there will be nothing which can get us separate. Because I am feeling like.. you just didn't left me a letter only... .. you left something to me that hidden in somewhere.
I grinned like devil and ready to do a sin.
"Hide as long as you want baby."
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It's really tough to write an epilogue. Almost two years... and I finished that story.
Take me log to finish this story... well what can I say... I am lazy. :p.
Well this book has lots of memory some are beautiful; some are bad.. but memory is memory.. the love you all show me .. it can't be measured. Right now I am so emotional so .. Good bye friends. It was a great journey with you all.
##..Now back to the epilogue. Manik is sensing something.... around him. hope he could sort out everything.
Okay good bye.
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-D.A
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