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Manan FF Intense Love by zarnishkhan12

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Chapter 44: Nightmare

Nandini's pov:

Scratching the back of his neck.. he groaned and then he glances at me...

Yes in the middle of night he woke me up again for round six maybe.. i forget the count.. It was like he can't get enough of me tonight. he is so desperate that he can't able to control his Horney side.. every time i move i felt his arouse.. how a man can be aroused that long after doing that things over and over.

Which energy drinks he drank.. god knows. right now he pounding to me so roughly.. and our body's wetness melt together... we moving like our life depends on it only.

i hold his neck and my other hand do the works on his back.. I'm so tired but i also can't have enough of him.. I'm also so desperate...

"Fuck.." he moaned.. and i arched my back for more friction..

"Ah Manik.."

"Yes love.. together.." and with that we cum together. our downwards so sticky but still he has no plan to pull his staff from me.. i felt he is arousing again. but I'm tired now..

"No Manik not again.. I'm so tired.." i moaned when he moved again...

"But I'm not Love.. i can't have enough of you.." with that he thrusted me so deeply...then he changed the position quickly.. now I'm in top of him.. he hold me by hips to keep me in position..

"Ride.." he moaned and began to move my hips.. and in a time i willingly moved my hips.. he hold my breast and squeezed it.. then he rubbed his one finger one my nipple erotically.. i twisted.. and began to move faster.. again i felt that my stomach do a strange things...

"Ah Nandini.. faster.." he moaned.... which i did gladly..

then again i came... then he moved his hips so fast that he came after me.. this time he lift me from him then place me beside him.. then pulled me to him tighter that i won't go anywhere..

"IT's so fantastic...." he moaned.. i just gave shy smile hiding my face into his chest.. he chuckled at my shyness.

"You are embraced but in a minute ago you are not shy..." He mocked me.. i felt really so embrace.. that i was going to turn around m=but he stopped me..

"Why so shy nandini..? Your scratches on my back shows the shyness of yours." he again mocked me.. this time I hit him lightly on his chest..

I can tell my cheek turning red already...!

"You know .. you are so.." i stop what i want to say.. because I'm afraid to tell that..

He raises his eyebrow at me playfully..

"What..? I'm what..?" he asked..

"Nothing... it's nothing.." i tried to ignore it.. but he is stubborn by the time you all know that..

"Tell me or else.." he warned me... and it works..

"Um.. You are so nasty with words.. and behave.." i said.. He laughed loudly at my statement..

"I'm..? Just for you baby.. you're so sexy that i couldn't able to control myself" he said laughingly.. he moves his hand on my naked waist.

this time i raised my eyebrow..

"Really.. how many times you said that to other girls..?" I asked..

"Jealous..?" He asked..

"Um.. no.. why i will be jealous..? it' your life.." i somehow changed afraid to be caught..

"Hahahaha.... can't able to lie ... but seriously this is the first time I'm compliment some girl truly..! i never said such a things to any girl.. you i just used them and throw them.." he said like he is in deep thought..

i looked at him carefully.. it was like he is saying the truth..

"Really.?" i couldn't stop myself to confirm that..

He looked at me with such love that i melt..

"YEs Nandini.. this is the first time. i won't lie that i want you to just use you for my pleasure.. but every time you brought the real me.. i know i did such a terrible things.. but that was because i want to control myself.. i just don't know.." he couldn't explain himself..

I understood that he is feeling terrible for what he did to me.. but that was okay for me...? could i forget those things..?

i know the answer.. i can't... maybe one day i can forgive him.. but not now. maybe i love him.. but that doesn't mean i forgive him for what he did. i hold his face.. his eyes hold so many emotion..

he looked at me.. with such a questioning face i couldn't read. he leaned down and captured my mouth to him.... he kissed me gently and pulled himself before i kissed back.

i smiled at him.. and he also return the smile then pulled me gently to him..

"Sleep.." just he uttered that word.. I wrapped my hands to his waist.. then drifted into sleep slowly..

that is the best night ever.. I thought before sleep.

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Manik's pov:

I sighed, turning around to hold my kitten in my arms tightly. i pulled her to me gently but my grip on her arms are tight...

"Sleep," i said this word.. and she wrapped her hands on my waist and placed her face in my chest...

It was a blissful night. i tried to make this beautiful.. i don't know if i succeed or not..! but i want her to feel like home... she is mine.. i can't let her go.. at least i can try a little for her.

I can't change what i am... but i can try at least.

i looked at her.. and started to scrutinizing her face, her dark hair twisted and disturbing her in her sleep.. she wiggled her face in sleep to avoid those hair.. so i moved my one hand and shoved those hair to her neck side carefully.

i hold her tightly to me... and slowly i found myself drifted into sleep..

I opened my eyes to a darkness place... aware in my consciousness that i was dreaming. I'm able to recognize the place slowly.. it was my old playground.. and i walked there drunk.. and i found myself in my 14 years avatar... i look around.. then a flash of light directly turn on my face... i tried to see who did this to me.. but i found no one..

Only a laughter came out loud..

I could hear the sound metal... but i can't see them.. i also tried to see the person who laughed. then a precarious sound came like someone is crying madly.

then the words.. those are nasty words.. and sound.. it was so ..i don't know the sounds.. by the time i know now.. but that age i didn't introduce with those sound..

then i feel someone is tugging my hand.. then pulling me to something..... then a shadow came.. slowly it came to me...

and the face was visible now..

"Hello Manik.." a melodic but hilarious voice greeted me.. i looked at her and recognize the person..

It's Melanie..!

She looked at me with a lust in her eyes... Her eyes checked me out.. then a satisfied smile came into her lips.

i felt like to slap her.. but i couldn't because i was so young..

"It's quite impressive that in your age you are so mature Manik.. and i found myself to attracted to you.." she said.. and i made a disgusting face..

then she came very close to me... then pressed her body to me.. one side i find that disgusting other side..i was so exciting.. because it was first time i felt some woman's nude body into me.

but that was disgusting because she was too older than me.. how pathetic..

i jerked my body from her..

a smile came to her lips again..

"You are so impressive.. in that age you are so dominant that.. .. i might think you are able to do that..! don't you want to feel the nudeness Manik..? don't your dominant side want to feel it..?" she asked seductively.. but i find it ugly... but it was true that i wanted to feel... i wanted to feel the whole thing..

she took off her clothes slowly.. like she was a prey to me.. i watched her carefully.. and took the whole things like mature person..

then she slowly laid... and give me the control. .. then someone came.. and tried to teach me.. how to dominant.. but i already aware of it.. but still i wanted to see what the second person wanted to tell me....

"Boy... it was dominant and submissive thing.. do you want to learn..?" the person asked.. and Melanie smiled evilly..

Without thinking i just nodded my head.

Then he proceed to teach me.. ...

he showed me the every torture a dominant can do to his submissive.. and quite i found it amazing... and i proceed to do the same things...

i was breathing heavily.. i was holding the metal thing so tightly.. and then i started to pound like he did to her..

My sudden movement brings a scream.. and i found myself awake..

i tried to look around and saw i hold Nandini very tightly that she screamed.. i pulled back from her..

I couldn't able to breath...

"Sorry.. i didn't mean to i was dreaming that.." I stopped in mid-sentence.. and looked at her.. she looked at me with a curious eyes.. it holds so much pain.. but this time this pain was for me.. like she is feeling the pain of mine..

"Manik.. are you okay..?" she asked but I'm in no mood for anything..

"Stay away.." I coldly said and went out from bed.. I wore the pant and left the room quickly.

I can't face her right now.. I know I behave rudely to her but I can't face her now..!

I went to my study left a clueless Nandini to my room. I need alone time..!

I sighed, running my fingers through my hair.... And sit on my chair.. and thinking deeply. It was like my nightmare is back. AGAIN..!

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Well that was something that nandini didn't except.

Tears blurred the corners of her eyes and it took all her strength not to shrieking like a little kid. The saddest part was she looked so broken but also the tears was not for her.. it's for Manik.. she can feel the pain.. she understood that Manik was going through with terrible nightmare.. and it was so saddest because she can't do anything.. and this dream again caused a big pain that maybe Manik will stay away from her ... and it gives her more pain..

Other side Manik is unable to control his anger and fear.. it was too shocking for him that he goes through with that terrible thing. and still he blames himself for that.. if he was able to control her that night.. then it will not happen.. it's all his fault.. he is thinking that and punched the table hard.

He is trying so hard to control her and that time his telephone rang. When he heard the ring, somehow he controlled him and answered the phone.

"Hello.." he answered in shaky voice..

"Manik are you all right..?" opposite side ask..

"Yes I'm .. grandma." Manik said.

"But you sounded... little disturb.." his grandma said worryingly.

"Oh it' just the work..! now tell me.. why you called at mid night..?" he asked.

"It's not mid night Manik it's 6 in the morning.... Look at the watch.." Manik glanced at the time.. and he realized it was 6:05 in the morning.

"Okay.. why you called..?"

"can't I called my grandson..?" His grandma asked dramatically.

"Grandma.."

"Okay okay.. I just want to invite you and your girlfriend.. Nandini at launch.. ! so cancel your all work for today.. and come here at sharp 12pm. No more discussion.." with that grandma cut the call. Manik sighed..

And sit there for a few minutes, trying to control his emotion.. he doesn't want to mess up the things between them.

He slowly stood up and went to his room..

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