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Chapter 42: Give Myself To Her

Manik's pov:

Brutal, cruel, ruthless, ferocious, rebellious.. this is what I'm..! I never ever tried to change myself.. and i will not change those. if anyone want me then they have to like this cruel side of me too..! I'm bound to my nature that i can't change.. it's in my blood.

But today somehow i behave so calm, loving, stoic..! when Nandini is around me.. i always feel those things.. but i don't know why.. i behave so strange when she is around.. i felt joy.. happiness..! something is changed that i don't know.. but i like this change... but only with her..!

when i saw Nandini was crying.. my heart flinched.. I can't see her like that way. She was broke.. i know I'm the cause of her pain.. but today Melanie crossed all the limit.. she target Nandini to have me...! which will never happen when i give myself to someone else already. intentionally or unintentionally.. i don't know.. but i give myself to her..!

i looked at nandini who is peacefully sleeping in my arms.. she is so beautiful.. like a angel. she is my angel.. only mine. i will never share her with anyone...! i place a soft kiss on her head..

but i also knew that.. I'm a monster.. but i want to be her monster... i want to be the cause of her pain and i also want to be the who will console her.. I'm sounding like an idiot.. but i can't do anything with my feelings for her. i can't share her.. i can't let her go also..!

then why I'm behaving so brutally with her.?

i really don't know. but she is the one who made me like this again..! i found myself in cruelty.. and i also feel the freedom in her. she is reason that i felt so refresh.. when i know how much a monster I'm.

Today Melanie tried to harm her... she has to pay for that....

i picked my phone then dialed a number.

"Get information about Melanie.. why she is come back again..?" i said.

"Yes boss." i cut the call.

i felt so disgust when Melanie tried to seduce me.. what is she think of herself that.. i'm a little Manik who was always fall for her trap.. no I'm more mature now. i will not fall easily..!

i rubbed Nandini's arm unconsciously..! what a beauty she is.. always made me smile when I'm in so much pressure.

i will try to behave normal with her.. but i can't promise..

i noticed that we are at our home.. i shook nandini..

"Nandini.. we are here.. wake up.." she blinked her eyes lazily..

"Oh let me sleep na.." she said.. i chuckled..

"Okay sleeping beauty.." i said.. then carried her into my arms again..

i love to carry her now.. actually i like to touch her in any situation..;)

She tried to hug me.. oh god this girl.. when she can't hug me properly.. slowly she opened her one eye.. then saw me.. her eyes popped out..

"Um..i..um.. oh sorry.. i was in sleep... Manik.. i mean sir.. you can put me down now.." she wiggled to get rid of me.. which i don't like..

"How many times i have to tell you that.. it's Manik from now.." i snapped.

she flinched.. shit.

I put her down.. "um i didn't mean to yell.. sorry.." i said.. and she looked at me like i came from some another planet..

"Sir.. i mean Manik are you okay ..?" she put her one hand on my forehead.. she is too short that she is struggling.. i chuckled again.. "I'm alright Nandini.." i said..

"um." she looked at me with a confuse face.. i know she maybe struggle with this side of me.. but i'm trying.. but i can't promise..

"Go.. freshen up then sleep.." i was going to leave her.. but she stopped me.

"Sir.. i mean Manik.. " i turned around..

"What..?" i asked.

"Um. i..um.. May i ask you something..?" she asked for my permission.. suddenly i got tensed..

i just nod my head..

'Sir your grandma.. i mean manik.. your grandma told about marriage... what is it..? how your grandma knew my granny..?" she asked hesitantly..

"Well about marriage.. it's a long story.. i will tell later. but for now go to sleep.." i said.. she nodded her head like she knew that there is no chance she will ask me again.

i just stare at her.. because i know her question is not finish..

she was about to go but again turned..

"Sir who is this Melanie..? Why she behave.." i didn't let her finish..

"Did i say that to you sleep .." i roared like a animal. "And Melanie is not your business.. i'm behaving softly that doesn't change your position miss Nandini Murthy.. so don't forget your limits.." i said harshly to her.. and immediately i felt guilty.. but what can i do.. she pointed at my weak point.. i can't tolerate that..

i left her alone.. what can i do.. i need to escape..!

so i went to my study room.. why she had to ask about her..? for once i felt good.. but she had to ruin that..!

i punched on my study table... I'm a monster.. I was behaving nice again I went into my monster side... she will never care for me.. never..i sat down.. I felt salty taste in my mouth.. then I realized I'm crying.. I sat down on the floor..

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Nandini's pov:

i saw manik tensed up when i mentioned Melanie.. and he snapped at me. then left me alone.. why i felt like crying.. i was so into his good side that i forgot that he is a monster. Melanie is right.. he will never change..

but i can tell that he is pain.. i saw the pain in his eyes when i mentioned Melanie.

i went to my room.. but suddenly i heard a noise from study room... manik went there too.. i felt my heart raced.. so i immediately went to study room.. but I'm too scared what if he again shouted at me.. but the noise.. so i decided to enter his study room.

And what I saw it was so painful.. my eyes tear up when I saw him like that.. his hand is bleeding and he is crying.. my heart melt with that.. It's like I can feel his pain..

I went to his side.. and placed my hand on his shoulder....

"Sir." Manik didn't said a word..

"Manik.. look at me.. what's happened..?" I asked but there is no response.. he silently cried with lot of emotion. Like he kept it inside..

I sat down.. and took his bleeding hand on mine.. I caressed it for a while... then told him to sit on the couch. But he didn't listen..

Why he is behaving like that..? why he is crying..?

"Manik please talk to me.. what's happened..?" my voice cracked... I also feel that tears are roll down from my eyes..

"Please say something.. you are scaring me now.." I cried out..

Then he hugged me suddenly.. .. he tightened his grip on me.. like I will gone if he didn't hold me tightly..

Slowly my hands also went to him and I hugged him back... it felt so good... I'm feeling solace in his arms.. like I forget all the pain.. and only feeling his pain in me.. I hold him so tightly that I wouldn't let him go with his pain..

"Please don't go.." manik whispered.. I shocked... when he said that..

"Please don't go nandini.. don't leave me.." he again said.. I broke the hugged then look at him.. he is so broken.. I never imagined him like that.. it was like he suffer more than me.. my heart flinched.. no I will not..

"No I will not go anywhere.." I'm whispering to him.. he tightened his grip even more..

"Manik what's happened..? Manik..?" I shook him...

"I know I'm a monster.. I'm not allowed to love .. I'm a jerk.. a cruel person.. but please don't leave me, Nandini.. I can't live without you.. please.." he rumbled..

I melt with his words... he wants me or it is just show..!

But right now he needs me.. I will do anything to console him..

"Ssshh.. I will never leave.. please don't be like that..." I said.. then I hold his bleeding hand..

I went to have first aid box but he pulled me..

"Don't go.. you said you will not go.." he said like a stubborn child.

"you need to clean this cut.. " I couldn't finished.. he pointed at the drawer...

"There is a first aid box.." he said.. god he is so stubborn.. I went there and took the box..

I came to him.. "what's happened.. how did you get this cut..?" I asked..

"I punched on my table.." he said like a baby..

I look there and saw.. the glass is broke.. god he is really something.. who else punched like that..!

"You promised that you will not go..? right..?" he asked when I was bandaged his cut..

I look at him and he eyes showing lot of emotion at me.. that I just said yes

"yes.. I will never leave.."

I know some of you are thinking why I'm behaving like that... actually I also don't know.. but what can I do..? I can't ignore my feelings also.. maybe a little I like him.. it's not good to know that.. when he was the reason of my pain... but I felt so attached to him also.

I cleaned his hand then bandaged it..

He caressed my cheek with other hand.. "I'm sorry Nandini.. I didn't mean to yelled at you. It's just happened.." he said.

I look at him.. and nod my head..

"It's just I don't want to talk about her.. when you mentioned her name I got angry.. I'm sorry " he said ..his eyes showing the sincerity. "Please don't leave me.." he held me to him tightly..

"I will not...." I said.. he look at me with emotion that I shivered...

"um..i.." I don't know what to say.. but I felt so nervous.. I know now that I like him.. it made me more nervous... but I'm not in love with him.. I just like him I don't know why.. so don't ask me..

He pressed himself on me.. I looked even more nervous..

"um I think I should go.. .. your wound is alright now.." I somehow said..

But I couldn't move..

He leaned then said, "a minute ago u said.. you will not go..!" his voice is too husky and seductive that.. my knees got weak... damn why now Manik..? he is too much he felt that I was nervous with him and he pulled this seductive voice on me..

"Um.. i.. um.mean.." I couldn't know what to tell.. then suddenly I felt his rough lips on me... he moved his lips so gently that I melt.. I didn't kiss back but I enjoying his lips on me..

He suck on my lips and asked for entrance.. but I didn't let him..

"let me in.. Nandini.." he huskily said..but I didn't let him..

Then he bite on my lower lip..

"ah.." then he took the chance and enter in my mouth.. his tongue immediately started to dance.. I t was great feeling.. and soon I found myself responding to his kiss..

I felt like a heaven right.. maybe I shouldn't felt like this.. but I felt.. maybe that's how Manik can forget about that Melanie..

What is the reason he hates Melanie so much.. I can feel that hatred in his eyes..

His hands move to my back.. his hands roamed on my bare back.. then slowly he find the zipper..

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"Manik.." I moaned.. damn he made me crazy for him.. I need him right now.. but he is playing with me..

He shoved the dress from my shoulder.. then place a warm kiss on my shoulder..

He slowly positioned me down on the couch.. again he pressed his lips on me.. but his lips asking for permission that time.. and I let him in..

I can't describe the feeling right now.. but I discerned so much of gratification that I can't envisage.. my heart is pounding so fast.... I hold him and it was like I breathe in him when we are so much lack of oxygen..

He broke the kiss.. then he started to take off his cloths.. and I felt like so expose when still I'm in my gown.. just my breast is open for him.. he took of his pant then directly pressed his mouth on my breast.. he took my nipple on his mouth.. he swirl his tongue then suck on it hard.. he roughly bite on my nipple that made me moan..

I'm moaning like my life depends on it.. I can feel his smirk... I arched my body that can feel his mouth more.. but he pinned me down.

Then he took my left breast in the same way.. god... it was too much for me.. I can feel the amusement in his face.. like he is love to tease me... that was so much when he knew that I need him.. I felt so wet on downwards.. damn.. I wiggled my body have more friction. He slowly look at me .. then asking for the permission that he never asked..

I just nod my head then he slowly.. pull the dress from me.. now I'm in just in lacy red panty.. because he pulled the bra with the dress..

I was self-conscious.. when he pulled the last thing.. now I'm naked in front him but still he is still in his boxer.. I tried to hide my body from his gesture.. but he hold my hands...

"Don't never ever hide.. didn't I said that..?" he asked like predator.. and I'm his prey.. damn it turns me on more..

He placed his mouth on my lips.. and this time the kiss is more heated.. and more rough than previous.. ..he bite me like a animal.. and today I love this site of him..! I shouldn't feel this way but I felt..!

He then moved his mouth to my jaw line.. then give me wet kiss.. his one hand move to downwards... then he touch my wet mound..

"Damn love.. you are so wet.. for me.." he provocatively said.

He bite on my neck then started to suck there..

"Oh god.." I moaned when he started to rub me on my wet mound..

"Oh manik.." I moaned again...

"Nandini.. my love.." he also moaned... he started to pump me in and out.. I arched my body for more scraping.. but he pushed me down..

"Not yet love.. you can't cum like that.. I need you to cum in mouth...." He moaned.. and pumped me hard and fast.. but before I cum he stopped.. and give me his signature smirk.. damn this smirk.. he loves to torture me..

I'm sexually frustrated now..

He bent down and place a kiss on my breast and started to play again with my nipples.. he gave me lot of love marks on my breast.. then he place kiss on my stomach.. then slowly he lift up his head to see me.. his eyes asking for permission to go there.. and I slowly nod.

"I will devour you today my love.. I will make you scream my name.. and I will made love to you.." he said huskily... I shivered to see more..

Then he slowly bent down then pressed his mouth on my mound. And immediately my body arched for more.. I rubbed myself on his mouth.. but he again pinned me down....

"Maniiikk.."

"Not that easily love.." he said and started to suck me..

He twirl his tongue on my clitoris.. then swirled his tongue. He rubbed me with his tongue. Then slowly he also placed his on finger on my clit.. then started to paly with my mound.. he is sucking me and other side his hand rubbed me so roughly that I wa s going to come but he stopped that time.. damn him..!

"Oh.." I moaned..

Then he placed his one finger on my entrance... and slowly enter his one finger.. and he pressed his mouth on my clit....he blew me there and started to pump me .. he slurped me so hard and in the time he fingered me hard.. he enter another finger on me..

"Ah... Manik.."

"Nandini.." he also moaned with me..

Then I cum into his mouth he then eat up all my juices .. and again kissed me there..

He look at me.. then came to me.. he pressed his mouth on me.. giving me a chance to taste myself..

Then he entered me slowly...

"Oh.. manik.. yes.."

"Right there.." I moaned..

He plunged into me in and out.. hardly..! he is taking me slowly then he keep up his space and go for rough.. then again he keep his space slow... he is giving me so much pleasure that I found myself in another world..

"Nandini.. my love... say you will not leave me.." he gave me a hard thrust.. that I moaned..

He stopped.. "manik please.." I begged.. he smirked.

"First tell you will not leave me..?" he asked..

"Please Manik.."

Please what love..?"

"I will not leave you.." and he thrusted himself into me again.. he keep up his pace then thrusting himself so roughly.... It's like he is owning me there....

"You are mine Nandini.. only mine.." he moaned...

"Ah manik yes..i... am .. yours.." I moaned..

"Cum with me love.." he said.. he give a thrust that we both cum together..!

I arched my body... he is still in me... he again started to move.. god he is so inviting... and so hard again..

And again we started and I know that night how many times we do make love..i lost the count after five..! he is so irresistible..! we find the solace in each other.. at least me.. but I know.. he is the cause of my pain.. but I see that he is trying to be good.. but I also know that I can't be with him.. I need to go from him.. but I promised him.. . life is so uncertain but still I make promise to my predator.. my monster.!

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Melanie's pov:

There is no way that I'm letting go of manik.. you are thinking that.. I'm a such a slut.. then yes I'm... I'm a bitch..! and I have things for young people.. and manik is the top of them ...

So how I will let go of that thing.. and I'm the only one who knows his secret.. do you really think that I will believe his words.. that she is his girlfriend..!

Oh I'm not a stupid.. I know manik more than anyone.. I trained him I introduced him to this dominant and submissive world.. so how could I not no him..?

I know how he is.. it's in his blood from the beginning..! in that very young age he was dominant then his father that made me attract to him..

So there is o way I'm going to let him go.. even that means to cause someone's death..

If I want him.. then I need to focus on my target.. and already I found my target..

I smiled evilly.. hahaha.

Miss Nandini Murthy..! .. she will be target for me.. and I know Manik can't resist that..!

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Wow... it's is longest chapter.. I hope you liked that..

Wow.. what is this..? manik is changing.. that was.. awesome.. and I'm awesome.. I post so early this time..hahahahah..

Finally nandini accept that she likes manik. But she is not in love with him yet. just liking..! and manik already accept that he likes nandini.. ;)

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