SORRY guys.. but I had to post A/N... because some people forget that.. every people has a freedom to write... the world gives everyone a free place.. so it's better not to enter in someone's personal life. 

I work so hard for this book and my others books also... just respect my hard work.. not my personal life.! because a writer and the real me are not the same person..!.. people should respect other people...! or if you can't then leave it... but don't harass the writers. 

It's not easy to write.... It takes so much time to think then implying the idea in a good way.. that you readers can enjoy the story. just respect the hard work. 

AND ONE MORE TIME >> IT'S DARK STORY AND HERE MALE ARE SO DOMINATING>.

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Chapter 26: A truth that can't be told.
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Manik's pov:
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It was truly astonishing that Nandini hadn't found any of my weapons... she was disgusted..! although I also expected that reaction...

 But I also expecting her to freak out like she always did.. and go on with her tantrums.. I think that's what I liked best about her.. how she reacted in the every situations..! 

  But I admitted that my little flower was a crazy one...! I know I'm hurting her.. but I can't change myself...! I'm monster.. I had learned to behave like that way.. I had trained to be a monster.. and I can't change it...!

  I don't want to hurt her.. but I also knew that I couldn't be the sunlight that she needed when all I did was mask her in darkness. I tried to behave normal with her when she had the habit of making me go insane.. and she also behaving like a little bad girl.. it's not hard to listen to me..! if she behave like good girl.. I would never ever hurt her... never ever..!

  She has no idea about me.. but I got all the information about her..! and I know who she is... and for god sake little bit I felt guilty.. but that doesn't make things better..! I'm not an emotional fool to fall for anything. 

  And I also didn't expect any better things from her.... I dragged her into this life....... And I want her all by myself... she is freaking mine..!. there is no way I'm going to let her go. I kidnapped her for fuck sake.... I blackmailed her... also.. so there is no way I'm going to let her go..!

  But she is fucking playing hard to get..! 

  If this family meeting was not knock at the door maybe I should have her in this meantime....

  "Sir we reached.." my driver said.. and my all thoughts are just disappeared..!
  

As I reached the front door my grandma... squeezed me with a hug.. damn.. she has a great stamina...!

  "Granny.. I'm fine thanks.." I said as I tried to get rid of her hard grip.

  Aliya laughed.. and I rolled my eyes..

  "Oh.. I missed you boy.. you should come here often.. not just for this family dinner." Grandma said.
  I just nodded my head..

  "Deva...my love.. (Manik's grandpa called Devyani as Deva in loving way) .... Let him enter first." Manik's grandpa saves him..:p
  

"I didn't even block the way Santu...(a nickname given by Manik's grandma).." with that grandma went to living room.

  I saw my mom was arranging the dinner table.....i ignored her presence like I didn't noticed her..! I started to ignored her in my life since I involved with that mafia thing. I can't able to meet her eyes... I blamed her for everything... but she has no fault at all but I can't gather the courage to say sorry to her. but still I'm blaming her.. still I'm blaming her for my father death.. still I'm blaming her for my upbringing.. if she never let that woman to walk into my father's life then maybe my life would be get better.. but she remain silent..!..

  And my father.. he was a jerk.. .. he was so busy to fuck other woman that he never ever noticed that his son was going through with something that a child shouldn't have faced it.

  I'm glad that my grandpa didn't give my father a full control that's why we saved.. or else..!

  No one knows anything about me... about my upbringing.. they just knew that I was just attracted with mafia thing.. and that's true.. but when that woman came.. I was introduced with another world.. that's how I lost my virginity when I was 15. That woman brought the dominating male side of me in that age.. and I was loving that side... but also hating that side at the same time.

  If my mom controlled her husband then might be I wouldn't be like this.

  But what else I can say now... my family is perfect like it was before..! 

  I was observing my mother that I forgot about my surroundings then suddenly I felt a soft hand touch me..

  "Uncle.." I turned around and see the little angel... Ananya..!

  'My little angel.."

  "Uncle come... I will show you something.." with she dragged me with her...

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  Devyani's pov:
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  I'm so glad to see all my family having great time here..! 

  but little bit I didn't miss the sad look on Manik's face...! He was staring at his mother.. his eyes boiled with anger first then it just replaced with pain then it again filled with anger like there is so going on his head and he can't share it...

  I want to talk with him but I know this is not something that he would love to share with me.... !

  My grandson is in pain and I won't be able to do anything for him.... I know who can console him.. who can bring his good side again.... But he was so blind to notice that. 

  I can't even asked about her.. for god sake how could I ask about her when I have no trace about her.. I didn't even bother to looking for her my friend after that incident. 

  "Deva.. are you okay..? you are looking like a lost puppy love.." Santu..(Santok) came beside me and put his on my shoulder.. I looked at him.. and noticed the worriedness about me..! 

  I sighed and said, "I was just thinking about Manik.. he is in so much pain Santu.. and we can't help him.. even we don't know why he is like this.. he changed so much .. ! He changed himself when he was 14 or 15. But why..? " I asked .

  "Deva maybe he is not.. maybe we are just assuming things.." Santu said.

  "No.. Santu.. he is changed.. and he is more dangerous than anyone." I eyed Santu.. as I referring him..! yes.. Manik was like his grandfather.. but something is telling that.. Manik is not the same Manik I know about.

  "Come .. everyone.. dinner is served.." Nyonika said as she stare at manik.

  I feel bad for Nyonika... Manik is still blaming her. I need to talk with my grandson about this.. it was not his mother fault.. it was Mayank my son... who cause all the incidents.. not Nyonika. He has to forgive his mother.

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Manik's pov:
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When I was playing with Ananya my housekeeper called me and informed me about nandini ... she was faint.... And she was bleeding .. as I tied her hand too roughly....

  I felt bad but I remain my voice cold... and said to her. to bring nandini to her room and gave her some food.... To fill up her energy. With that I cut the call.

  Well I really don't to give her food as punishment.. but I like nandini with her curves... so she needs her energy to entertain me. 

  Right now we all are sitting on the living room as a family.. ( or should I say as fake family.... don't get me wrong.. I love them.. but my subconscious mind doesn't let me show the love for them)..

  I watched my mom.. as she left from the living room... as she knew that I would never paid a attention to her..i can't forgive her...! Thanks god she left the room.

  "You know.. you should talk with your mom... you are punishing her about something which was not her fault." My granny said.

  I looked at her.. and turned my face.. "maybe but she could change the situation.. which she didn't even bother to change. And I will not forgive her for that." I said.

  "Manik.." My grandma shouted at me.. "Stop act like a jerk. This is not enough punishment.. for her.... ? how long she has to bear the pain... which is caused by your father...?"

"Please mom ... don't... ." my mom came and started to stop the fight..

  "Grandma... don't start this now... I don't want to talk about it.. and don't talk like you know everything..... no one knows anything... I took it all.. so don't fucking tell me what to do.. " anger wins over me... "and you.. you don't have to pretend like you care for me.. just go away from my life." .i snapped at my mom..

  "Lower your voice son... don't forget whom you are talking to... " My grandpa said coldly in dangerous tone.. 

  I looked at him with a fire in my eyes which can burn anyone.... ! Control Manik.. you can't let them know about your secret.. no one know about it.. even your best doesn't know about it..

You can't bring this chapter.. you vowed to forget that..!

I don't know what to do so I left the house.. 

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It's raining.. after I leaving the house I went to beach... for having some alone time.. and drinking my ass off... I need it.

  But honestly saying I don't want to be alone right now. So I drove back to my penthouse... and went to Nandini's room..

  She was sleeping.... She is looking so beautiful... she was innocent.. so pure... my heart flinch.. if I have one. I sat beside her... and ran my finger on her.. bare shoulder.... She was wearing a white lace nightgown..! 

  She is looking like an angel.. but I right now I love to have this angel.. ..i like to break that angel.. my inner demon again tried to control me...

  I leaned my head and placed it on her neck... I inhaling her scent... I smell the fresh apple sent on her hair....

then I nuzzled my head on her neck and press a wet kiss there.. she is my death... I'm telling you..!

then my hands slowly move to his bare thigh... one hand caressing her thigh... and other hand encircled her waist... and now I'm hovering over her.... this is the right position... .. I tried to have all of her... I tried to rub myself on her... to get her sent in my body...

  after few minutes I place her on the bed...... then left the room...!

  I can't control my urge anymore... I have to have her soon...

  then suddenly my phone rang.. .. I picked it up..

  'Sir, the girl's grandma is no more..." I hung up the phone.. and went to Nandini's room..
  

"Nandini...( I called her name..)... Nandini..." I shook her.

  She get up like she saw a ghost... she crawled to herself with a scary face...

  'Y-yes.." she answered with shaky voice..

  "Your grandma is no more.." I said.

  She looked at me like I was joking... but her eyes filled with water......

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  Hope you liked this chapter..
  So Manik's childhood is not good as we thought.
  and nandini.. poor Nandini.. she lost her grandma..:(.. 

What do you think of this chapter..? What do you think of Manik  and nandini..? why manik is like this..? and why not nandini is fighting back..?

but she is tried to fight back right..?