When you love someone that doesn't love you back it hurts. But it hurts even more when he loves your best friend. You see him loving someone else but that person is someone you care about a lot too. You just want to see them happy. So you're breaking and shattering inside but smiling and funny on the outside. You're acting and pretending you find them a nice couple but actually you're just unhealable. Damn. You love him so much it hurts but he can't see. When your best friend actually knows you like him it hurts even more. I feel like I'm unfixable and the pain it's just unbearable. I hate it. I hate him. I hate her. I hate me but I still love them and I'm too scared to say anything about it.