Everyone had, has things or just one thing what important to them, love. Maybe it's just a little bracelet or a band, or a bigger something, just like a car. That's not matter. Just love it. May it has a reason or not. Just love it.

Some people have an alive 'thing', an other person, a pet. They have a lifetime too just like us. We will have a spot when we need to say 'goodbye'. Not exactly die. Just a move. When you know you never will see each other in this life. Maybe just later or never. This is the moment when you feel the REAL emptiness. This is the hardest thing to calm down.

After that when everything goes fine, just a picture can you turn down. You show that for everyone everything's fine, but inside you nothing's ok.

You can't help but can't make a connect with others. I mean you can have friends like before, you can have lovers and ect. But! You never have someone/something what you can really love from the bottom of your heart. Why? You are frightened.

Afraid of lose someone. And this will happen no matter why, what, when, but that's a thing what you cannot avoid.

I afraid to love someone. I am the one who always make mistake and don't fall in love. I want to but I am too frightened. I don't want to brake again. I need someone, but I cannot say that "I love you". I want someone who can make me laugh and cry again. I know I need to be more open but this is hard, maybe impossible. I wanna say that three words with honest meaning.