**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ Just "Dreams" ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*
Ah yes, dreams. This word is free and doesn't cost us anything. Within a close of an eye or peace of mind, the scenario unravels itself in front of you, and exclusively for you. No one can rewatch this film in perfect sense, and that only words are the only carriers of these films that you've produced yourself. Sometimes they don't turn out exactly how you wanted in everyone's mind. But because dreams are purely created through your opinion, wants and or needs.
What is my dream, you may ask? There's about a million things that cross my mind everyday. I cannot enumerate them bit by bit, as some are quite a personal goal, or far too unrealistic, or maybe am just really ashamed to admit it publicly, or I want if kept confidential.
But there is this one thing that I just thought of some joke. It was a mere imagination for something that's as useless as painting a white canvas with similar paint as the surface.
As a young child, I've been captivated by stories and in this creative works. I've always wanted to create, write, draw stories, produce a film, and create arts and crafts that I'd either keep it for myself or share it with someone I care deeply or those who I deem close to my heart.
One day, I started creating stories, thanks to the help of my friend who likes to draw. I was inspired by their art and their overly character, that I wanted to do mine as well. That's when I've created "Cathy", my first official character that up to this day, still remember and carry it as my internet alias name.
Although, I am aware one person cannot drive the story forth without another character to begin with. It was a long progress of deciding who they were what their names would be, appearances.. Everything!
I came to a conclusion to give my main character two brothers — one being the eldest, and one being her twin, and a younger sister, with two loving parents who has an odd family history (too, having one of their secret kept from their children).
As time became older, I grew fond of these characters I've made for myself. Because of it, I've slowly wanted to have a life similarly like my character.
I already had a sister, who is the youngest between us, but I had no brother to fill the void of being my twin or eldest brother — basically, I longed for a brother.
My parents were already old when I've desired of this, so gaining a biological brother is hard and impossible; my mother refused to birth to another child and told us clearly she was content with the two of us.
I wasn't really bummed about it, but when I do feel so, I usually revert myself back into the world of my dreams and imagiNATION, and think of more things I could've done when I had two brothers using these two characters I've made myself.
What I had no idea, is that these past few weeks, I've hit a treasure chest that I thought I'd never find. I thought it were only to stay as mere legends that I've mustered with my imaginative self.
These past few weeks, I've been hanging out with my cousin who's a single child and has busy parents. Me and my sister were the only ones close to his home and the ones he really wanted to hang out with, so he usually dropped by our house every week. We'd play some video games, watch YouTube, monkey around on our yard.. It was fun!
And then there's this guy I've been talking to lately, and we share quite deep conversations that are either plainly weird or ridiculous, either way.. He always managed to make me smile or snort through this screen. I've considered him enough to be my lost big brother, and as for him, sees me as his little sister. Of course, I couldn't be happier with it.
But as I was riding down there's blacked galaxy skies, I was shone over a bright thought, despite these lonesome skies that lack of colors and activity.
I realized that.. My dream came true. It wasn't exactly the eldest brother — the one who's outgoing and an extrovert, that likes chicken nuggets and hated mayonnaise so much and likes physical activities so mich. — that I wanted; and twin brother — who's almost smiliar like me: quiet, shy, likes video games, studying or reading educational books.
Instead I got an older brother who's an introvert like me, likes to play video games every once in awhile, and is very intelligent and hard working; and a twin (or rather a younger brother) who's outgoing, an extrovert, likes doing both indoor and outdoor games and video games, that likes chicken.
It's a mix-up of what I wanted, but they somehow feel more real than these two characters that I've created. The two of them felt like family, it was warm and homely.. It was as if they were my long lost brothers.
Am glad that I found my "long lost" brothers in this course of a week. It was something I didn't expect, and the least and last dream I wanted to be fulfilled. But turns out.. I've been surprised.
And with this, I want to protect them as much as I can like what I could with my sister. I'd be their lending ear, their shoulder to cry on, and someone who they can share their brightest or gloomiest moments with.
✧༺ —DREAMS DO COME TRUE— ༻✧
Hello frands! I hope you are having a great week so far, hopefully better than mine. If ever you're feeling down and plainly had a horrible day or week or month so far, don't be shy and feel free to DM me right away. I cannot emphasize this enough, but am almost online 24/7 anyway.
Anywho, I love you all! Please hydrate and take care of yourself always. Peace out!
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