•XUE YANG•

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YEARS AGO

I was at Yunmeng Palace along with my favorite student who I considered as my brother.

Wei Ying or as I like to call him Xiao Ying is one of the most skilled Angel here in Heaven. He always surpasses everyone. Every skills and techniques I teach him,  he learns it quickly.

He's very talented as well as cunning and mischievous. He created a lot of troubles for me back then but I came to love him as a little brother.

Not long after 2 years Xiao Xingchen came to our lives. He was a shy kid but a disciplined one unlike Wei Ying. The both of them became friends immediately until Jiang Cheng came. He was a little rascal always bullying Wei Ying but un the end they still became sworn brothers.

As they grew older they grew stronger as well. Every techniques  that I have thought them they have mastered well. They even beat me in battle. It was when I was having my day off did I finally sense it. My heart started to beat rapidly.

I look around and there, right at the other side of the lake stood Xiao Xingchen who's sitting all alone. My heart skip a beat seeing him. He was beautiful for a man. He's very gentle and kind, always smiling and never getting angry.

I couldn't understand this feeling so I ignored it. But as days passed my heart always beats rapidly whenever Xiao Xingchen is close to me.

I consulted with the King, Lan Wangji and Lan Xichen's father. And he told me that I chose Xiao Xingchen as my beloved. At first I couldn't believe it but as soon as I save Xiao Xingchen from an accident that's when I realized that he truly is my beloved.

As I accepted it, I became more possessive and protective over him. I didn't even let him near Wei Ying and Jiang Cheng for a while. But there is a sad truth to these. Xiao Xingchen saw the things that I am doing for him as brotherly love.

I became sad about it. It made my heart ache but what broke my heart the most is when he told me thay he loves someone and that someone is Song Lan. Another Angel who's very well disciplined.

After knowing that it made me go crazy and mad. I started to ignore him focusing all my attention to Wei Ying. I trained him to be the strongest of all and I didn't fail at it. He became the most strongest among all Angels, he even beat the king in battle once.

The days continued on as I didn't even give any attention to Xiao Xingchen anymore. I only snapped when I found out that Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan are a thing. It finally broke me.

I fell ill and even the Healers couldn't detect what's going on with me except for the King himself. He felt pity for me and I hate it. I hate being looked at that way, like I'm some weak one.

My illness worsened and even Xiao Xingchen found out about it. He tried to talk to me but I always made sure to never let him in my room. It was when my most agonizing birthday did something in me snap.

It felt like something possessed me and something did. I went out of control hurting anyone who dares try to get in my way. The only one who I didn't hurt when he got in the way was Wei Ying.

That was the time I made the most regrettable thing ever. I found Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan happily talking to each other. And when I saw Song Lan kiss Xiao Xingchen I dashed towards them and threw him away from Xiao Xingchen.

He tried to fight me but I ended it all too fast. I stab him directly at his heart ending his life. That's the time I became a fallen angel and was banished from Heaven. I left with no regrets at all. I didn't even gave Xiao Xingchen a glance when I left.

I wandered around the Mortal World aimlessly until the Demons found me and took me to the Demon King. I became a killer machine for the Demon King for a long time.

As time passed by I began to regain some control on my body. The Demon that possessed me finally weaken and I pushed it out of my body. It was then that I went into hiding betraying the Demon King and never to be seen again.

The only ones who knows of my whereabouts is Lan Wangji and Shen Wei. In the passing years they too became rouges like me, betraying the Demon King. I could only guess that they found their beloveds. I was happy for them but I can't help remembering Xiao Xingchen.

I still love him but I just couldn't bring myself to see him again. He wounded my heart too much. It was the time where the Hell was acting up that I finally met Wei Ying again.

I miss him since he and I are like brothers. They are all grown up now and are far more stronger than I anticipated. I even met Xiao Xingchen but I didn't even give him a glance.

I finally decided to stay with them. Helping when there is trouble. As days passed, staying with them was pretty fun. And I started to look at Xiao Xingchen. Only look cause I still don't want to talk to him. We even shared the same bed and in the morning I found myself hugging him tight.

We even went on a date. Just the two of us having fun and I finally know Xiao Xingchens feelings for me. He confess when we were riding our last ride. The Ferris Wheel. It actually made me cry since from the very beginning it was all that I truly wanted to hear.

PRESENT

I smiled remembering those times. But that smile was immediately wipe out as I look at him. His face was all pale and he looks so weak.

The healers told me that it will take a long time to heal since the knife that stabbed him was coated with demons poison. I'm just glad that the healers here have created an antidote for it.

'Xiao Xingchen please wake up. Don't make me suffer anymore. And don't you dare leave me or else I won't let you rest in peace.' I angrily said as tears started to flow freely from my eyes. I didn't bother to wipe them away.

I stayed for a couple more minutes before I kissed him softly on the lips and stood up. I took one last look before going out and straight to the fields. As I got there I saw Wei Ying inside a magic circle and being surrounded by a lot of Angels.

He was struggling a lot while trying to use his powers. I'm actually curious on what will happen if Wei Ying escape from that magic circle.

Hell must pay now. They really done it this time, making the most strongest angel angry like this. They are asking for their deaths.