Hey people it's so demotivating, I got only 29 votes, for previous part, this is worse response I ever got, this is so...... I can't even express it in words, how I felt about this

Keeping that aside, I'm still updating for readers who reads, votes n comments regularly, but for next update I will only post, when I get enough votes,

Without much delay let's continue with story with 2500+ words guys it's really long update, n mostly second last part, both this n Teri bhi chup meri bhi chup are coming to end, next I will be completing fan girl or akele hum akele tum
I'm sorry in advance, I have not edited this part, n not completed also, just posted as it was last week
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Here with Tanu, it was around 11pm, she was at home laying on couch lazily n reading something, n there was knock on door, she stumbled to open door, as soon as she opens door, she gave body crushing hug to that person

She rejoice
"Plan is going accordingly, you all thought it's impossible but wait for climax, Tanu the great has that magic, she can turn everything in her favour n according to her wishes, You know Suresh doesn't even have clue about this, my dumbo, He is so innocent, it was so easy to fool him, he is........."

"Tanu Tanu..... focus please we don't have much time" aaliya said irritated

Ok ok so you I figured it out all by myself, so only I called you here urgently

Don't go round n round, come to the point directly

I figured out ..... all by myself.....Pragya is here at Suresh's Center, she is staying here with different name bulbul

What?? But Purab told me she is not going Mumbai then???

That I don't know but news is plan is still working, Abhi has gone nuts, he has changed completely, he is so anxious n interested in meeting bulbul (Pragya),

Suresh knows???

No .... he doesn't have any clue n please don't tell him anything, he will mess up

Ok ok but how you know?? How you find out???

It's simple I connected dots, she is from pune with same problems you told n most important you forgot.... you send me her picture

Cheater.... so this not rocket science, you had her picture

Anyway now further plan is .....there is no plan !!

Means???

Give lovers little pace, they will find their love

But???

No if or but, trust me, I heard Pragya talking to Abhi on phone tonight n you know what ??

What???

She just directly asked when did Pari's mom died

So

That means she has something going in her mind, maybe she is feeling connected with them

How can you be sure???

She agreed for going to his concert,

How???

He personally invited her but I know he has not seen her till now

It obvious

Ya so on that day, all things will sort out on its own, we should not do anything now, if this fails then only will do something ok

I think you are right.... let me call Purab n tell him

No no not him, definitely he will do something stupid

Why you always have problems with him

Because he is like that, why he agreed to hide truth on first place,

Not again, please.....

Ok ok now this is only between you n me ok

You could have told me this on phone also

Ya but talking face to face is fun

Thanks choti, but I have to leave as if Pragya finds out I was here she may back out

Ya..Ya ...I can understand

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Two days passed, which was like centuries for pari who control herself n didn't call Pragya, only message her that she is occupied with lots of homework as whole Sunday she will be spending at concert
Pragya also didn't call back her, or Abhi or anyone else, she engrossed herself totally in her work, Tanu purposely dragged Suresh for 2 days mini holidays, they were going to come Saturday late night
Abhi too was busy practice for concert, he did thought to check on bulbul( Pragya) few times but then he didn't wanted to upset pari

Night before concert, Pragya was back to room, she was exhausted with exercises n stress specially from day she read mails, it was around 11pm, she took out her Mobile,got lost in thoughts of her love, her unsaid husband n father of their child, mails which she read few days back, she was reading it today again

From the moment I hold our baby in my arms,
I had fear it's won't be same never be the same.
I might long for the person you were before,
When i have freedom and time,
And nothing in particular to worry about still to worry everything about her

I know at some point of time tiredness like i never knew it before,
And days will run into days that are exactly the same,
Full of feedings and burping,
Nappy changes and crying,
Whining and fighting,
Naps or a lack of naps,
It might seem like a never-ending cycle.

But I don't ever forget ...
There is a last time for everything.
There will come a time when i will feed
Our baby for the very last time.
She will fall asleep on me after a long day
And it will be the last time ever hold our sleeping child.

One day i will carry her on my hip then set her down,
And never pick her up that way again.
I will scrub her hair in the bath one night
And from that day on she will want to bathe alone.
I will hold her hand to cross the road,
Then never reach for it again.
I will creep into our room at midnight for cuddles,
And it will be the last night i ever wake to this.

One afternoon i will sing "the wheels on the bus"
and do all the actions,
Then never sing her that song again.
She will kiss me goodbye at the school gate,
The next day she will ask to walk to the gate alone.
I will read a final bedtime story and wipe her last dirty face.
She will run to me with arms raised for the very last time.

The thing is, i won't even know it's the last time
Until there are no more times.
And even then, it will take me a while to realize.

So while I was living in these times,
remember there are only so many of them
and when they are gone, i will yearn for just one more day of them.
, I wish we did all these little little things together, I missed you for each n every second of all these years, she looks little more like you little less like me, little more naughty like me, little less serious like you, Bottom line is.....she is perfect combination of ourselves, she is very understanding, she never troubled me, or should I say I'm perfect parent, haha joke apart, you know at times she tries to ask about you but then she will give me body crushing hug n tell me, "Dad you are best"
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I'm so proud of our daughter ( he never share his name or their daughter's name) she understands me so well, she never complained about anything nor nag me for anything, she even understand my weird behaviour of Talking to imaginary you,

it's true I see you, all the time, you are everywhere, in front of my eyes, in my mind n soul, I'm living in you...but.....sometimes I wonder.... did I ever crossed your mind, do you ever think of me.....love me ..... like I do.....just for once meet me... I promise I won't let anything happen to you... only if I came little early.... we would have been together.... forever

You know right now also I see you sitting next to me, I wished I can talk to you, express my  feelings to you, you know every time I'm typing mail, I look at the keyboard n I see "U" n "I" are always together,
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( these👆are mix of few mails)

That's it she couldn't read further, she felt very guilty for lying about her, taking away mother's love from her child, missing on all little things, her fuggie's childhood n her unsaid husband, she hugged her phone n crying nonstop n blabbering,

"sorry is such small word n its nothing n can't change anything, how will I ever face you, how will you react??? Will you hate me for taking away your life, I was such a fool, I always acted like it was not big deal to me, I was like I don't want to burden on you, I want you to give all your time to our fuggie but reality was ....it was breaking my heart into thousand pieces,  how I wish, I can go back in past n correct my mistake.....,

right now I'm so confused, I don't know where to go??? Don't know what to feel??? Don't know where to start??? Sometime I don't know who am I??? I have mess up my life, sometimes I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen

Sound of ringing phone made her come out of trail of thoughts, she tries her best to sound normal

"Hello....," she said without any expression

Without wasting any second, he did even bother to say hi, he pours out his thought

"I'm always there for you, before you interrupt let me explain, n please don't get me wrong, you know...you must have dial mistakenly to my phone n I heard you say, ( don't know what to feel??? Don't know where to start??? Sometime I don't know who am I??? I have mess up my life, sometimes I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen) so I want you to know that, you should share to someone...how you feel because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regrets can last a life"

(He was referring his mistake for waiting for Pragya to deliver n after that only he will propose her for marriage, he always curse himself for missing on opportunity n waiting for perfect time)

"Hello..,.. are you listening???" He asked as he was getting confused feeling, as she didn't utter a word

"I'm sorry but what all you said......I didn't understand..... you talk too fast" Actually she was in shock, n at that time she thinks how she dialed Abhi's number, n didn't listen to his talks completely

"Hhmmm....Do....You take me as your friend...........right???"

"Ya, Of course....but first tell me...what you heard???"
She was hell nervous, she hoped he didn't hear everything

"Just that you don't know yourself n you are waiting for something that isn't going to happen, .....if you don't mind .....you can share it with me ....what's bothering you"

She didn't know what to tell him, how will she explain?? It's was weird n unbelievable relationship that they shared..they never saw each other or talked, only exchanged mails n now love each other

He again asked
"Bulbul are you listening??? It's ok if you are not comfortable sharing your problems with me"

She comes back to planet earth
"Actually I'm at fault n now I'm ashamed of my decision..... I lost my love"

"If you don't mind..., can you elaborate.... please don't hesitate... I won't judge you"

"Few years back I met with car accident n my body got paralysed n I didn't wanted to be burden on him...."

He cuts in...
"Are you out of your mind....... you broke up.....how can you conclude to things"

She tries to explain
"NO......I lied, I requested doctor to inform my love that I didn't survive that accident........... now I don't know where He is????"

He shouted
"How convenient .... I have never seen self-centred person like you... now that you are alright... you want your love back..... till now I was thinking you have been through so much....but now

She cuts in n her voice almost choked
"Fine ..... I will never show my face to you....I will never call you or call your daughter also .... 

She was about to cut call but heard him laughing uncontrollably,

"Aaaaarrre.........stop crying..... sorry ...sorry... I was just trying to tell ....this is what must be running in your little mind n that's why you have not share about this to anyone.....right???"

"I don't want to talk about this to you ok... n once I meet pari..... I won't even talk to you or attain your calls.... Consider me as dead to you ok"

" it's so easy for you to say this..... you know when person dies... person alone doesn't die but person who loves them also dies slowly everyday..... it's not easy....you know each night I put my head under my pillow n I try to tell myself that I'm strong, because I have survived one more day without my loving wife"

"I'm sorry..,, I didn't mean to hurt you"

"No .., I'm sorry... I carried away..but ...Promise me that you won't say such things again..."

She cuts in
"Then you don't annoy me unnecessarily.... u could have asked directly... why such drama???"

"I said I'm sorry... now can you please change topic...soon tell me about him... I will find him..I have lots of contacts"

She freezes, she can't tell him because she doesn't know anything
"You just said change topic.... now again asking same questions"

"It's different question, .... I'm here helping you but you are just running around bushes,

She finally decides that she will tell him everything, maybe he can understand her story so She once again cuts in,
"we will discuss about this tomorrow before pari comes with robin, near green room"

"But I will be very busy with arrangements for concert... i can't come early"

"Then we will meet sometime later"

"No .... tomorrow itself.... I will meet you once concert gets over ok, wait for me near green room"

"Ok I will call you...."

"But don't call me during concert....so...."

"Don't call me during concert.... ( she mimics his tone) as if you yourself are rockstar.... Mr Abhishek ....it's obvious I will call you after concert, as I myself is will be busy enjoying watching my rockstar's concert"

"Do you want to find out about your love or you have find you love in rockstar"

She heard some noise n quickly cuts call without answering his last question n she kept her fingers crossed that anybody didn't heard anything n she turned..,, it was just cat that passed from windows
She laughed at her silly acts, without thinking much about conversation she had with Abhi to goes to sleep

"Oh God Abhi ...wants wrong with you....... how  shamelessly teasing her that too with your own name, did you forget ...you yourself is rockstar only..... tomorrow when she sees you after concert... it's going to be really awkward moment.... she will know.... you are rockstar"
He brushed off these thoughts, he also goes to sleep,

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