I AM VERY SCARED TO POST THIS.

ANYWAYS HERE'S YOUR HOLY WATER POUCHES BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO FACE SOME 18+ ACTIVITIES AHEAD. 💦💦

(THIS IS THE MOST SMUT I HAVE WRITTEN TILL DATE, MARK THE CALENDER, LOL)

// This is an 18+ omegaverse au. In this prompt, Sarawat, an alpha, and Tine, an omega are fuck buddies, who have feelings for each other. Sarawat has confessed it clearly to Tine, but Tine is scared of confessing it back (in short, Tine is a tsundere). Tine, here is a member of a college drama club.//

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Back when I made Wat promise me he'll not engage me in sexual activities until I finish school play successfully, I didn't think it'd be so hard.

This play was important for me to earn my extra college credit so I need to give my 100% attention and concentration to it. Even though Wat has accepted it, the sneaky devil alpha that he was, he had been seducing me to the point where I would break it and go flying towards him.

But I was Tine Teepakorn. I know when to control myself. I barely got time after dealing with those law assignments and plays to talk to Sarawat let alone have sex with him.

He was sneaky, but he was caring. He understood and respected my boundaries after finding out how deadly serious I was about the whole thing. This is one of the reasons I like him so much.

But he doesn't know. I didn't say him. I am not so brave as he is. He can openly scream 'I love you', but I cannot. I am not comfortable enough to do so.

Maybe this is the reason he had not made any effort to meet me since last week. Yes, we had been talking through texts and calls, but that wasn't enough. I want to see him, hear him, talk to him, touch him. I miss him. Very much. More than I should.

"Tine, you're here!" The familiar warm, mellow voice came from behind. A familiar surge of butterflies rose in my stomach. I turned towards the voice.

"Wa-wat", I shuttered not believing he was really here. Was I dreaming?

He smiled that perfect smile that etched that cute dimple on his cheek. The way his moppy hair fell over his forehead, hiding his left eyes subtly making me want to brush away those. I blushed, staring at him. Maybe lack of rest and longing made him feel like I was hallucinating.

"Tine", Sarawat immediately hugged me. His body was warm. I closed my eyes, putting my hands on his back, hugging him close, and breathing his familiar smell that I have grown to love. If it was a dream, I don't want to wake up.

"I missed you, Tine", Sarawat answered.

I missed you, too. The words were so close to my lips, yet something was holding me back.

"Hmm", I hummed. It's the least I could do.

"You're coming back to my apartment after the show, right?" Sarawat whispered.

Am I?

"I hope so", I whispered, answering, "unless they ask me to accompany them for the after-party".

"But Tine", he pulled away from the hug, groaning and I might have whined internally at the loss of the warmth, "I don't think I can hold myself anymore".

"Wat-" my voice was cut off by P'Fang's shrill voice.

"It's time to enter the dressing room, fellas!"

Sarawat sighed, "best of luck with the show, Tine. I'll be watching".

I hummed as he turned back.

"Wat", I stopped him, "I missed you too". I blushed watching his lips break into the most charming smile.

I fell harder.

***

"Those love dialogues you gave felt so real, Tine!" Ayu, my friend from the drama club,
complimented me.

"Yeah, it was as if you were confessing those to someone you love", Ally sighed, "it was so beautiful!"

"Thank you so much", I said, smiling and balancing the big flower bouquet I received from the organizers.

"You're joining us for the after-party, right?" Phi Fang asked.

"Uh... Phi, I don't think I can join you all today. I am completely exhausted", I reasoned.

"Come on Tine, please", Ayu and Ally joined the persuasion.

"Ah, okay", I finally gave in after several pleadings. I feel bad for Wat now.

***

"Tine, are you busy?" Sarawat entered the dressing room.

I was glad P'Fang and the group were out, far from the corridor where the dressing room was located, talking with the teacher. I was alone here removing my makeup.

"Not really, I was just about to change", I answered.

"Oh, uh... You did so great up there", he answered, passing me a small bouquet of roses. It was smaller than those bouquets we were given by the organizers.

"Sorry, I didn't have many allowances left with me to buy you a big one", he scratched his neck.

And God, the gesture was so sexy! Well, everything he does is sexy, except this one is ultra sexy-

Teepakorn get a hold of yourself!

"This one's really beautiful. I loved it", I answered honestly.

"And what about this one", he pointed at himself, "don't you love me?"

My heartbeat quickened with my face heating up simultaneously. "Wa-at, I-".

I love you, so very much. I could not say this. It was right on the tip of my tongue, yet...

"It's okay, I was kidding", he laughed the evident hurt in his voice off, "so you're not coming back home today too?"

"Ah, Wat, the seniors have invited me to the after-party, I am so sorry I couldn't make it today either", I bit my lip, worrying if I have hurt him by these words or not.

He touched my face. His hand was warm. He was probably holding it all in. It was painful, I could sense it.

"It's okay", he nodded, before turning towards the door, "see you later then. Just got here to say you looked beautiful up there and I am so proud of you".

"Wait, wait".

"Huh?"

"I know you're holding it in for so long", I answered playing with my dressing robes and looking at that, "you can kiss me a little or that sort of thing for now". My face was too red, I can say.

"Are you sure?" He asked. He sounded breathless.

I hummed in reply.

Before I can understand what was happening, Sarawat had his hands on my neck and waist and lips stuck on mine as he pushed me towards the dressing table, sticking his body with mine. I moaned at the feeling, closing my eyes.

His smell was everywhere. I sniffed it greedily.

He sucked on my lower lip, before bitting it and pushing his tongue in mine. We fought for dominance immediately, before finally submitting myself to him.

He explored the wet cavern skillfully, initiating a spark that flew to all corners of my body and mostly towards the south making my member twitch and slick gush out. My mind went blank with dizziness. All I know was Sarawat, Sarawat, and Sarawat. All other things got completely dissipated.

My hands, as if they had their brains, moved up from the arms of his jacket that I was holding on, to his neck and then towards his chest, feeling his firm pecks and then down towards his abs and then inside his jacket to feel more of him from above the fabric of his shirt.

He kissed me intensely until I was weak on my knees. We pulled away, completely breathless and thirsty for more.

He immediately threw away his jacket on the floor and yanked my dressing gown down the shoulder to expose the collarbone and neck and bit of the shoulder. The safety-pin guarding it flew out broken in two pieces.

He ducked in pressing warm, wet kisses along my jaw, to my throat, and sucked on my adam's apple before sticking his forehead with mine, "Tine, tell me to stop right now. Or if I continue, I might fuck you right here".

My sane reasoning brain suddenly felt too far to reach for help so I said what my body wanted to say, "go ahead".

With a growl, he turned me to the mirror and snaked his arms around my waist. He licked a long strip of my neck, making me moan and clutch his hand in support. He kissed my earlobe, bitting it and tugging it gently, which undoubtedly earned a gasp from me.

"Lord, I am so hungry for you, Tine. I missed your voices so much", he sniffed my scent gland, sticking his lips on the next moment. I closed my eyes. "The voices you make when I fuck you and kiss you. The faces you make and the way you smell. I missed you too much than I thought I could".

I missed you too, I love you too, I cannot seem to speak these words out. The repressed emotions made tears stream out of my eyes.

"What did you say?" He sprung his head up.

I snapped open my eyes to look at the mirror. Sarawat's widened pupils and flushed face is the first thing I see."I- I said nothing."

"No, you just said you love me too", Sarawat answered, looking at me through the mirror.

Shit. I said it out loud.

"Say it once more. Say you love me again, baby?" He kissed my earlobes.

"I cannot", I sniffed and closed my eyes, feeling tears stream down my face.

"Just say it, and I'll never leave you ever! Say it and I'll be yours," Sarawat's voice was desperate. I opened my eyes to find him all wrecked and destroyed with a raging storm of passion and fear in those eyes with a pinch of mystery. The one that could destroy me in seconds and make me wanting for more.

Can I do it? For once? Can I say it out loud like him? Can I?

"I love you", it was a faint whisper. If Sarawat wasn't hugging me from behind, he would've missed it.

"I love you too" he hide his head on my shoulder, shuddering a bit. "God, you're so cute, my love".

The endearment made me blush and I smiled.

"Makes me want to make love to you right here", he groaned, pushing his hard-on towards my buttcheeks. I moaned in response, pushing myself back to him as well.

"Sarawat...", I gasped, closing my eyes tightly as his hands slide up, tracing my abs to my pecs, from where he tears away the clothes to mold them and tease the nipples.

He bit my neck harshly before licking and sucking it all the same time tracing his hands over the pecs and grinding from behind. Suddenly the room felt too hot with moans and groans flying around.

I swear my slick was going to make a flood here with the amount of arousing pheromones emitting from Sarawat's body.

"Can I make you mine, my love?" Sarawat whispered.

"Right here?" I whispered back.

"I don't think you can go back home like this", he answered whispering. A smirk was evident in his voice.

"What- what do you mean?"

"Open your eyes, Tine, and look at yourself in the mirror. Look at how pretty you look dripping with arousal. Look at how ravishingly your chest and taunting nipples are laid down in display", I immediately opened my eyes, looking at my reflection, "look at how lost in pleasure you are, my love. And how beautiful you look right now!"

I couldn't recognize myself. My neck was filled heavily with hickeys. Even there was a thick drool falling from my mouth and a stream of tears over my face.

I look pretty... Wrecked.

The dress was torn and I couldn't help but wonder the amount I have to pay as a penalty for destroying it tomorrow. But that was tomorrow, for now, it was that obnoxiously handsome devil which was smirking at my vulnerable condition. And I am freaking loving it. I don't think I can survive until I go home now that my hard c'ck was leaking with precum.

"Make me yours, Wat", I breathed out, turning to see him all shocked, "I am all yours from now".

"Tine...", His face was unreadable.

I turned my face towards him, pulling his head with my hand to kiss him deeply to answer all his doubts. It was a slow but intense kiss with divulging emotions all over. It was soon turned into a heated and sloppy one with low moans and groans added with saliva sticking all over the faces. His skillful ministration on my boobs added much more arousal to our already aroused selves.

In a split of a second, he had pushed me down on the table, pressing my cheeks on the cold surface. He pushed up my costume and pulled down my boxers.

He yanked his jeans and boxers down too, I guess. And then he plunged into me, hitting right on that spot, making me moan out loud. My back curved back and I heard a groan from behind.

I was too stimulated to think about the face people might hear us from outside.

Sarawat leaned on me, his clothed chest on my clothed back, "lower your voice, love. As much as I love to hear them, I am pretty possessive to think anybody else might be hearing you from outside". He plunged slowly but harshly into me all the while speaking those up.

His hot breath fanned on my neck, sending shivers down my spine. I cupped my mouth up, not trusting myself to do what I was told.

The pleasure and pressure and longing made us both reach our climax soon than we have anticipated.

Wat let out a low pleasurable groan as I pictured the face he did the last time he came in me. I sighed, closing my eyes.

"Are you my boyfriend now Tua Woon Wai?"

"Yes. I am all yours".

***

"So are you sure you're going to ditch the after-party?" Sarawat asked with a wicked grin while driving the car.

"As much as I would love to celebrate today's success with the team, I would much much more love to celebrate it with you, my Wat," I chuckled, clumsily.

"Well, 'my Wat' is new. But can I get a 'my love'?" Sarawat gave a cheeky smile only to earn a shove from me.

"I'll think about it", I giggled tiredly, blushing nonetheless.

"You're hungry no doubt? What do you want to eat?"

"You", I laughed, sleep already embracing me.

"Come on, Tua Woon Wai. That's an obvious answer but we need to eat first. I am hungry".

"Then you cook whatever you want and I'll eat it before we go for our round two", I answered, closing my eyes.

"As you say, my boyfriend".
My stomach somersaulted, cheeks heated up and lips broke into a smile automatically. I know Wat was smiling too.

It's going to need some time to adapt to that endearment, I decided.

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OKAY, SO HERE IT IS. MY FIRST TIME WRITING AN OMEGAVERSE AU, I DEFINITELY NEED TO LEARN MORE ABOUT IT. It is not edited so feel free to point out my mistakes. ( ╹▽╹ )

This oneshot was suggested by slutforbright