Where Tinn gets anxious over his med school entrance exams and Gun calms him down by sweet kisses<3
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"Shit shit shit!" Tinn mutters with his fat volume of biology textbook in his hand. He paces around the room, running a hand through his face every time he couldn't recall an answer. If this continues, his face will fall off- but that was the matter of least concern.

Tinn was about to sit for his med school entrance exam on Thursday, which was barely in a few hours. It was 8:15 pm and all he could find was his head jumbled up with dense fog. Oh, if Gun could be here! He could have calmed him down somehow.

His hand itches to pick up his phone and dial Gun's number but stops. This is happening since last week. He had told Gun to focus on his music festival practices while Tinn focuses on his exam. Why? Because Gun will run to Tinn's house at once if he asks him to. Gun didn't need to run back and forth between the university and Tinn's house and tire himself even more.

Gun, aka, the love of Tinn's life, had just joined Bangkok's best music University and formed a band consisting of his new classmates. And considering how medical college entrance exams always take place by the end of the year, it isn't a surprise that Tinn still has an exam coming up. Tinn knows Gun is also secretly working extra hard looking for comparatively cheaper apartments so that once Tinn gets into med school the two of them can move in there. If Tinn can get into the University he's aiming for, that is.

Sometimes Tinn feels bad and useless and selfish to stay stuck up in his room with books all around. He wishes to do some fruitful and worthwhile contributions to his first-ever relationship. The college entrance exam seems to get him really perturbed. He gets so fidgety whenever his parents bring it up during dinner that he starts to blabber about either his incompetency of being a doctor or failing the exam or about something silly and puny like the weather. He never really had a phobia of exams before. He had a 4.0 GPA throughout his schooling and now- urgh! He wonders what has changed.

Maybe in the past, he didn't have a purpose to look back to. For Tinn, life always had this predefined track- the track for a so-called 'good boy'- that he needed to walk on it to achieve success. But then Gun happened. Gun gave him something to lose, to be insecure about, to love and cherish. He gave him a new dimension towards his goal. Not just 'to be a doctor' but 'to be a doctor and take care of people you love'. As cheesy or cliché-y it may sound, Gun came in and changed his life. As if his room changed colors.

No wait!! He doesn't have enough time to let his thoughts go ashtray again, he has revisions to do for god's sake!

A knock on his door breaks his spell.

Oh no! He's thinking about Gun again!

"Open the door, Mr. School President".

Was he so engrossed in his monologue about Gun that he can even hear his voice now? Was he going insane?

"You there, Ai'Tinn". Tinn's heart lurched in his chest. Gun? He was here?

He immediately opens the door and there stands the former music club leader with a huge smile on his face. The face of the love of his life made Tinn's knees buckle. Shit! Tinn missed his boyfriend too much!

"How can you be here at this time? Am I dreaming?" Tinn breathed out his question with a dazed stance. Were those almost sleepless nights taking a toll on him? Or did he miss Gun so much that his being in front of Tinn sounded delusional? Or the fact that Gun looked as fresh as a tea leaf and so so cute and so so beautiful that Tinn cannot remove his eyes from his face?

Well, all of them.

"You're not", Gun giggles and Tinn swears his heart just skips a beat or two more than it was beating ever since he saw Gun.
Tinn looks so weak and tired yet so soft right now with his soft locks falling over his forehead messily and that loose pastel green hoodie and white pajamas make Gun pause a bit to coo at his boyfriend and ruffle his already ruffled hair. And then just like he owns the place, he pushes Tinn back to enter his room.

"Aunty called me earlier telling me you've locked yourself in the room and hadn't come out since the last week unless it's to go to the toilet or to eat something and you're even worse today", Gun explains with a soft tone while clearing Tinn's study table to put the paper bag he's brought there.

Tinn still stands in the doorway looking at Gun like he is having some kind of dream. Gun looks cute as hell. The way his hair fell on his forehead the way he wore that green sweatshirt and the way he kept talking about something.

He's so cute! So damn cute! Nothing in the world is cuter!

"Earth to Tinn? Are you even listening to me?!" Gun waves an impatient hand in front of his face finally snapping senses in his boyfriend.

"Huh?"

"I said I bought some cakes, let's eat them now?" Gun repeats patiently pointing towards the paper bag on his study table.

Right. He's in his room.

And his med school entrance exam starts tomorrow.

Shit shit shit shit! Panic sets in.

"Gun Gun GUN! I HAVE EXAMS TOMORROW! I THINK I AM GOING TO FAIL! I WAS RECALLING EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING FEELS JUMBLED UP! THERE'S NOT A THING I CAN RECALL! IF THIS GOES ON I'LL FAIL THE EXAMS-" Tinn blabbers, clutching his hair.

"Tinn, Tinn, hey, it's okay!" Gun cuts Tinn off, holding his hand. Seeing Tinn stop blabbering, he says, "Let's take a break and eat the cakes, okay?"

"No, I cannot take a break! If I take a break, I'll not be able to finish the revision and if I cannot finish the revision on time, I will have to stay up all night to finish and if I stay up all night studying I'll be getting up late and if I wake up late, I'll-" words got stuck in his throat when a soft pair of lips lands on his effectively shutting him up.

Tinn's eyes are open wide in surprise and it takes him every effort to not squeak in surprise because God! Every time Gun kisses him it's downright nerve-wracking! Imagine silently pinning on a boy only to have him as your boyfriend years later- damn, Tinn feels like living inside his dreams sometimes!

Soon enough, Tinn summons the rational part of him to kiss Gun back. He eventually clutches Gun's sweatshirt on his shoulder. Gun's hands slowly move toward his waist and bring him closer. Tinn couldn't help but close his eyes at the proximity of the love of his life. His stomach has all those butterflies rushing up competing against one another and heartbeats erratic and rapid. The kiss is simple and sweet with all those longing poured out with love and it sends a shiver down Tinn's spine at the intensity. Gun dips his head to a side taking Tinn's lower lip and kissing him deeply earning a small sigh from the latter. Tinn has practically melted against him now.

They eventually part oh-so-slowly with a soft 'squelch' and a soft smile tugs on both of their faces. A blushing Tinn pulls his boyfriend closer and puts his head on the crook of his neck. He's shy, too shy!

"Are you okay?" Gun asks, tittering at his adorable boy. Tinn just nods, hugging him even tighter.

"Can you stay with me?" He asks. His voice is muffled and soft.

"Until your mom kicks me out, yeah sure", Gun jokes.

Tinn pulls away to flick Gun's forehead but the latter dodges it efficiently, giggling.

"I love you", Tinn says, looking fondly at the latter.

"Ditto", Gun winks, hugging Tinn back.

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It was inspired by a tweet saying how Tinn gets anxious and blabbers and Gun kisses him. Also this words vomit was inspired from Vie's ( from AO3) recent works :) <3 and also a tweet prompt i saw on twitter :))