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(A/N: I know you're going to pretend you didn't read this (￣ω￣))

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Tine's POV:

I have someone I like. And it's the person sitting across the table with eyebrows furrowed in concentration and eyes trailed on the presentation board.

He looked completely flawless as always, with his moppy raven hair falling perfectly over his forehead, just like I fell for him and was still falling.

It was like a continuous cycle of mitosis. It never ends. And just like the cell multiplication, my love multiplies every day, torturously.

The more torturous thing was that he and I are best friends and are partners on night shifts of the emergency ward.

"Mr. Teepakorn, can you read out the symptoms of the patient of bed 207?" Dr. Supanut asked.

All eyes were on me and I quickly shuffled across the papers and read out the symptoms.

Dr. Supanut looked at me for a good few seconds and then said, " Mr. Teepakorn, in the emergency department, we doctors must remain alert and have sharp minds. a
Any distractions may result in the patient's condition getting out of hand. I hope you'll remember this before gawking on someone while watching an important presentation".

A blush rose on my cheeks and I stared down on my papers, not daring to look up where I'll get even more embarrassed.

Sarawat's POV:

"...I hope you'll remember this before gawking on someone while watching an important presentation"

Tine was looking at someone? Who was it?

I looked around at the table only to spot Earn, looking at him and my hands fisted themselves automatically.

Was it Earn that Tine was looking at?

Why not me?!

I stifled a smile looking at Tine's blushing face. I want to kiss him so badly in front of all these people and let them know he was mine! All mine!

He's the only person who can make me want to do things and make me go that extra mile to achieve everything he desires and give it to him.

Tine! The things you make me do!

Tine nodded at Dr. Supanut and looked in my direction. His plumpy lips were jutting out subtly like a pout- It makes me wanna kiss air out of him. God save my soul!

I am in love with him ever since I have started med school. He's the reason why I dreamt of getting accepted into the neurology department.

I did get accepted in it, in fact, but I changed back to the emergency because Tine wasn't accepted in the neurology department and that I didn't want to see him working his heart out all alone.

I have seen Tine crying and breaking down questioning his worth, I have seen his being cute and pouting whenever I would eat away his snacks or call him Nuisance and I have seen his eyes squeezing into the crescent moons and bunny teeth jutting out when he would smile or laugh at my jokes. And I have loved every version of Tine Teepakorn from the bottom of my heart.

Tine's POV:

"Come on, Tua Woon Wai! It isn't a big thing! We've been getting to hear earfuls from our previous professors, haven't we?" Sarawat tried to cheer me up after we were out from the presentation room.

I shook my head. It was one of the times when I would question myself about what exactly was I doing.

"I know, Wat! But... I need a lot to work on, especially in my alertness and concentration", Tine sighed.

"Fine, I'll help you, how does that sound like? Good?", he gently tapped my chin to look up at him.

"Hmm..." I answered, swallowing a lump as I saw him in the eyes.

He suddenly felt so close yet so unattainable. It hurts much more to think he's doing these soft and subtle gestures like tapping on my chin, only thinking of me as a friend.

It feels terrible, but it feels good at the same time, and then again an odd numbness spreads in me, making me want to curl up and cry at everything - at every futile expectation and dreamy scenario I have build-up. They all seemed to be as fragile as the Lacrimal bone. It is as if standing on the weakest platform bounded by that part of hope which makes me want to believe Sarawat likes me as well. Rejection will make it break down and die forever.

"Aww, Cheer up Tine! Let me tell you a joke, yeah?

Guess what did the brain say to Joss Wayer every time he solves sudoku?" Sarawat asked.

"What?" I asked looking at Joss talking with Earn near the coffee maker.

"We are short-staffed! Please be patient with neurotransmitters who did show up. No one wants to work anymore!" He said with a fake and funny whiny face making me laugh.

"You're really something, Ai'Wat!" I shoved him playfully while he chuckled as well.

"And you're cute", He tapped my chin again, making me blush.

I love you.

•••

Sarawat's POV:

"I think it's high time you should go tell him everything", Supanut said.

"But, phi... What if he doesn't feel the same?" I asked twisting my fingers.

"As your brother, I can only advise you to go and tell him, and as your mentor, it's the least I can request you to do so that you might refrain from gawking at the boy. And about what he'll answer, that's not in my hand, is it?"

"I don't want rejection even if there is a one percent chance of acceptance", I mumbled.

"So you will let go that one percent? Remember Sarawat, when doctors enter the emergency department, they have to hold on to that one percent luck because even a small percent is a stroke of great luck", Dr. Supanut said patting my shoulder.

"So, I should tell him?" I asked.

"It's your own choice to make, see you later", he said and walked away.

Tine's POV :

"Don't blow away your chance tonight with your stupidity, Ai'Tine! I can't see a morose Tine anymore" Bam, my friend from the neurology department, said.

"What's tonight?" I asked, scribbling on my report.

"See", she shoved my phone on my face.

A new message from Sarawat was displayed on my notification.

Heard we're not having the night shift today.

You don't have any plans tonight, do you?

I quickly replied.

Oh.

And no, I don't have any plans for tonight

He quickly replied to me.

Fine, let's watch that movie you were talking about

My house?

Am I dreaming?

You're agreeing to watch Pride and Prejudice with me?!
＼(◎o◎)／

Just say yes, Tua Woon Wai!

Alright alright!

Send me time

I need to check on the new patient.

Bye

See ya!

👍

"Just a thumb up!?" I pouted," Bam, did I write too much?" I asked, showing her our chats.

"No, no, it's alright! No extra, at all!" Bam replied with a grin, "just go confess him tonight! You know, I believe, nighttime is the best time for saying things you're too scared to say in the daytime plus, it's much more romantic!" She giggled.

My heart skipped a bit.

"Fine", I decided, "I'll tell everything to him tonight!"

Sarawat's POV:

I stared at the illuminating phone screen wondering why didn't he reply to me anything after that thumbs-up emoji.

Did I mess it up?

You didn't... He's busy with a new patient, perhaps.

Think about tonight, Wat!

My stomach squeezed and twisted horribly at the thought of spending the night with Tine and confessing to him about everything.

But there's no back again Sarawat!

I'll confess today and that's the final.

•••

3rd person POV:

Tine took three large gulps of air and let them out slowly.

"Calm down Tine, you have done your facial, applied enough perfume, and cleaned yourself up, and did everything just as Bam said. Trust yourself, Tine. You can do it!" He kept repeating it to himself.

He inhaled and exhaled one last time before reaching out for the doorknob.

The door automatically opened and a head peered out.

"Aren't you going to ringing the bell?" Sarawat asked, eyes twinkling with amusement.

"I was about to", Tine replied, blushing with embarrassment.

"Alright then, come on in", he held the door ajar for Tine to enter as he stared at the cute boy, looking even more gorgeous with that blue shirt, tight pants, and blushing cheeks.

It makes him hard, thinking about Tine's butt cheeks which were beautifully hugged by the off-white trousers.

And, oh boy! Tine smells heavenly.

"Is there something on my face?" Tine asked, blushing profusely at the intense gaze the latter was giving.

"N-no. It was just that you looked cute". And I am horny, Sarawat thought.

"O-oh", Tine muttered, "Let's go watch the movie then", he smiled cheekily making Sarawat wanting to kiss the boy until he drops grow even more.

•••

"Oh come on, Mr. Darcy you were supposed to kiss her", Tine cried while the movie went on, "the only thing he did wrong", Tine placed a hand over his chest, dramatically.

But for Sarawat it worked as a seductive move and he could clearly see the shape of his boobs contoured through the shirt.

He had an odd obsession over Tine's boobs ever since Tine spilled his blue Hawaii over his shirt back in their first years. He remembered getting laughed at by his friends Boss and Man for getting an erection after that incident. And here he was already half-hard at the sight.

He tore his gaze off and tried to look at the TV screen instead.

After a few painful seconds, he snatched away the remote from the table and paused the movie. His heart was about to burst any moment.

He faced Tine who had his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

Now or never Sarawat!

"Tine, it's a high time I tell you something", he took a breath as Tine nodded his head, blushing furiously.

"I am a very odd person who doesn't even understand the difference between shampoo and body washes", Tine stifled a smile remembering how he teased Sarawat with this information," and I have never loved anyone in my life except one nuisance".

Tine parted his lips and widened his eyes, " I love you nuisance! And I am probably going to go crazy with the things you make me feel and things you make me do for you...

My heart works double when I am with you, my hypothalamus secrets an abundance of dopamine for you. And without your knowledge you make me feel things which are way too... Embarrassing."

There.

He said it.

"I don't want to be your best friend anymore. Be my boyfriend, Ai' Tine. Be my nuisance, na?" He asked or rather pleaded and guarded his heart against rejection which was probably on the way.

Tine stared at him in disbelief for a few moments, trying to digest every information Sarawat threw in the air.

"Tine, baby, say something...?" Sarawat pleaded.

He probably messed up everything and now Tine's going to hate him even more.

"I... I don't know what to say..." Tine swallowed thickly. Everything was too overwhelming for him. Too surreal.

"Say anything! I'll accept it."

"Alright, ah... All this time I thought, all of the same feelings were only in my head, but..." His eyes filled up with teardrops, "OH MY GOD, SARAWAT! I LOVE YOU TOO!!" Tine started crying.

He was crying for his too-shocked, poor heart- the heart which has been accustomed to beating for that person who can never return the similar feelings and accustomed to aching from all those made-up scenarios at 3 AM.

Sarawat involuntarily pushed his lips on Tine's and kissed him with everything he had. Tine reciprocated with the same vigor telling his heart this was happening, and that this was not a dream.

Sarawat Guntithanon was freaking kissing him!

The sloppy kiss soon turned into a passionate one as Sarawat pushed Tine into the couch and straddled him, making Tine's head stick to the headrest. Tine slowly wrapped his hands around Wat's hips and squeezed it, earning a groan from the latter.

Sarawat licked his way in Tine's mouth, tasting his palette making Tine shiver and moan. His heavenly taste made Sarawat moan.

The intensity of the kiss arouses a fire within themselves making them want to explore every nook and cranny and touch each other from hair to the shadows.

Sarawat slender fingers swiftly unbuttoned all the buttons on Tine's shirt and broke the kiss to gaze at the perfect body of the latter.

Tine's flushed face and heaving body on display made him fully hard. This scene was worth dying for.

"Wat..." Tine whispered, blushing even more," I love you, Wat".

He delicately ran his thumb over his chin before putting his lips back on Tine. He let his fingertips trace every contour of the latter's body.

Tine moaned explicitly with each delicate touch and flickers as if Sarawat's magical fingertips were putting his skin on fire.

Sarawat soon removed his shirt and started playing with the aroused pecs of the latter making the boy moan and scream.

It was a piece of music and Sarawat wanted to hear more.

His hard member twitched inside his pants making him buckle his hips with Tine for a desperate relief.

Tine sucked a breath as their crotches touched shooting electricity down his spine. He followed the suit and wrapped his left leg on Sarawat's waist lifting him and kissing Sarawat on his neck.

Sarawat continued to move his hips and Tine followed the rhythm letting out series of explicit moans and groans while chasing their highs and running after a desperate relief.

"Ah... Numgh, SARAWATTT!", Tine released first, wetting his pants, and looked at Sarawat's flushed face, panting. He watched as Sarawat buckled his hips a few more times, gritting his teeth, before ducking down, hiding in the crook of Tine's neck as he let out a desperate, muffled moan and he released.

Both of them panted as their world spun in front of them.

"Wat?"

"Hmm?"

"Be my boyfriend".

Sarawat pulled up looking at the latter with the softest eyes before kissing the latter and joining their foreheads, "Deal."

Both of them giggled.

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(A/N : MY FIRST SMUT... LEMME GO HIDE UNDER A HOLE. I AM BLUSHING SOOO HARDDDDD 🕳️🏃‍♀️

Jokes aside,HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS AME!

And all thanks to Applepie_bright for the prompt 💖)