Death, everyone one was wrote about it from the greatest human beings to the lowly ones. I am a normal senior in college that is going to graduate with a degree in Neurosurgery and guess what, I only get to use it for 2 years. Talk about 9 years of my life feel like it went down the drain, but I thought about and i'm going to do what I normally do. Why and how i'm going to die, that I don't but I can oddly relate to Shin Joon Young from Uncontrollable Fond, but who really cares, everyone is going to die and i'm just dying a little younger. Yes, I watch Korean Drama, and am a dude, but hey who the hell cares? You don't have a right to judge me..I have my own personal way of dealing with things, some call me to be enthusiastic but i'm just living my life before I die. Apparently my enthusiasm got kicked to an all time new level and I just won tickets to my idol's show! My friend got free tickets, but doesn't really like her so he gave them to me! Ugh,like I know that I am fan-guying right now but come on she is amazing! However... this song is so annoying I mean don't get me wrong I love adorable guys singing and dancing to a really catchy song, but this is getting ridiculous. I am also a guy that loves Korean Pop Music. Call me names and overall a weird person you will ever learn of. In my defense I was forced to like it and gradually accepted that I like the genre. I got accepted into a hospital near my apartment and decide that it would be best if I stay the way I am and don't change anything because i don't want my family to be worried about me, until after I died...

There are only 2 people that know about this my doctor and myself. I chose not to tell my family because they are going to be in grief, and I am also a very dramatic person that like to make big deals out of little things. After the shock I went on a month long trip around the world and came back to work, and was greeted with my first major surgery. I went well and all, it was a simple surgery. 

A month later...

Finally, finally the day has arrived that I get to go to her show! I didn't wear my fan gear but wore all black, a hat, and my "on fleek" glasses. I got pushed, shoved, and toppled over but it was amazing. As I was screaming my head off I reached down to tie my shoelaces, and bam someone facepalmed into the concrete, and hard. Freaking out I reached out to get the girl's hand she said thank you, and left. Security guards came up and followed behind me, and stared me right dead in the eyes as I say that they meant business. They picked me up and knocked me out (my mistake of course) which lead me to a platform in front of millions of screaming people. I saw that I ended up on a raised platform and behind me was a girl about 5 feet tall and singing at the top of lungs. I fell into the crowd and soon after that she followed. 

"Hey shoelaces look up for once in your life."

That was the greeting I got from someone who went from a fantasy to reality.