Chapter 4- Love Hurts
Mikasa's POV
After Rin hugged me, Eren leave the room. "Hey Mika, are you okay?" Rin said. "I dont know Rin. I felt bad to what I did to Eren. I think he hates me now" I replied. "Its okay. He already hates you from the start!! Thats why you lost your memories of loving him from the bottom of your heart. Its good now because you will not waste your time chasing him. You dont deserve hi-" I didnt let him finish that sentence I cut him and asked, "is that TRUE??!" He didnt answer so I shouted at him. "Is that TRUE?" "yes its true. You always said you love him!!!" he said. "But he never cares!!! He will always make you cry!!! But me Im always by your side!! Cant you understand it?!! I love you with all my heart!!!" he said.
I run to find myself bumping to the worst person ever, Eren. "Hey Im sorry" he said. "Shut up will ya?! You damn stone hearted bitch!! Fuck you Jaeger!!! I hate you!!" I ran as fast as I can. My heart felt relieved but I feel guilty. I ran through Erens room.
When I look at the poster posted in his door, I felt angry raged on me. Then the door was opened revealing a concerned Eren.
"Mika look Im sorry I didnt MEAN to-" I heard Eren said but I interrupted him. "Is it true that you are the reason I got an amnesia?" I asked. He nodded still looking at the floor. "You damn-" I was cut off by him saying sorry sincerely. "Mika yes I maybe the reason you are in the critical condition right now! You can hate me, resent me but please be with Rin. Rin takes this too much!! He cared for you!! He loves you so please be with him. I dont want him to be depressed" he said looking straight in my eyes. "Eren" was all I can say.
"Honey, is everything alright?" his mom asked. "Yes Mom" Eren replied. Then he stares at me again. "I will do it but not because you pleaded, but because I like him" I said and walked out of his room.
I locked my room door and cried silently. I hate lying to him. I think he see through my lies because I heard a knock on my door. I was about to shout when I heard Erens mother talked. "Mikasa dear can we talk?" his mom asked. I unlocked the door and let her in. "Mikasa I know you like Eren but please dont be hard on him. He needs you as a friend and a listener. He was so broken and please dont add fuel to the fire. Im just sakong these to you because I know he has feelings for you. Give him a chance. Thank you for listening" she said and go out of my room. I dont think Levi will go home for tonight so I will sleep early. Me and Levi are separated because HE wants to live alone. Her girlfriend Petra Ral will come over his house and will stay the night. He IS strict and he wants me to be with Eren. Speaking of them, they are not talking to each other and always avoid each other.
I drifted off to sleep. I was woken up by the sudden opening of my door. I closed my eyes but I didnt sleep. The mystery guy talked and said, "Mika Im sorry for what I did to you. I think you will be happy with Rin so I will stay away. It is for your sake. Goodbye for now, Mika. I love you so dont forget me" Then I heard the door closed. H-he loves me!! But I think its too late. I should listen to Carla than my stupid brain. I feel guilty now. Wait what?! You hate him!! He made your life miserable!! Ugh my head hurts!! I drifted off to sleep again.
Eren's POV
I went to Levi's house and I spend the night there. He greeted me with a simple Go to your room at the right last door. Once I was there, I couldnt help but to think of Mika. She must be happy now. Your a good friend and lover Eren. She hates you.
In morning I went to school very early. I saw Mikasa with Rina nd Armin. They looked shocked when they saw me. Mikasa rin to me and hugged me. I was so confused that I couldnt even move. "M-Mikasa what are you doing?" I asked with a confusion. "Eren where were you? You made is worried like hell!! Your mom was in the hospital right now You selfish bitch!! You hurt your mother!! You have to be a better reason for doing this!!" Mikasa said with a little annoyance. "Mika-" Before I knew it, Mikasa slapped me. Her eyes is full of concered, worry, anger and something I cant figure out. "Eren stay away from Mika right now, okay?" Rin asked. "Okay, Thats what Im planning to do" then I walked out. I can see from the corner of my eyes Mikasa and Rin hugging each other. I ran and ran till I reach my classroom. Mikasa walk to the door and asked me. "Why are you sad? You request it right?! You stone-hearted bitch!!! You can go die you are the rea-" I didnt let her finish. "You are not the Mikasa I know!! The Mikasa I loved!!!" I said and went out. But Rin punched me.
"You suicidal traitor!!! You love her!!!" he said as he punch and punch me. "R-Rin stop!!" I heard Mikasa shout. "Mika he loved you because HE lost his Memories!!! You will lost him again if his memories comes back!!!" Rin said. Then he landed a last punch at me. The punch hit me hard that I passed out. The only thing I heard is Mikasa sobbing and Rin saying Traitor to me. I betrayed my group. I wrecked my relationship with my childhood friends!! I ruined everything!!! I wish I can die!!
Then I blacked out again.
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