Amethyst Died Last Saturday
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Prologue

I WILL NOT reveal my real name, but I will tell you why I'm writing this.

I can say that everything was well until I decided to involve myself with a girl I thought was dead. Ever since she came, my life took a lot of crazy turns, some of which I am happy about. I know I'm supposed to regret it, but I didn't . . . because I was with her.

I will tell you the ending already — I am no longer with her. She had already left — only God knows where she'd gone to — and I have no plans of looking for her because of reasons I would later tell. The only things she left me are the traces of her scent all over my apartment and I think that's fine enough, although I would love to be able to see her again.

As of now, I'm writing all this in a cottage at the beach where I first saw her. I just realized that she really left traces in everything. In the sand, the moonlight, the crashing sea and because of this I keep remembering her, over and over and over again, that sometimes it's even impossible to fall asleep. I am heart broken, no matter how many times I tell myself that I shouldn't be.

Writing our own story into a book is out of my sheer desperation and my pathetic heart break. This may spark suspicion by people who lived in that small, cruel town, but I will use fiction to protect myself. I will hide everyone's names including mine, hers, and the town's. I will hide her in the name Amethyst Cambray, and in Amethyst Cambray . . . will she continue to live inside me.The rest you will be reading is the book I have always dreamt to write. As you read along the following chapters, remember that we are real people hiding behind these letters, paragraphs, and pages. You may probably hint who I am, what town I'm talking about, who she really is, but you will be quiet as you would want to know what really happened back then.

I just have one single wish to ask of you.

For the sake of her . . . I wish you to keep silent.

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dedicated to jasten! haha. hindi ko siya ma-mention but she really encouraged me into writing this. i'm so hapi. labyu, jasten!

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