Hearing her speak about Marriage with Kavita. His Mind lost it. He was thinking to have  his life with her, while she was trying to make him have with someone!

What a best wife he had!

He wanted to knock her head, and put some sense in her head.  How could she think of his life with a girl other than her.

"Rag..." he gonna utter her name, when someone closed his mouth.

Angry at the person, who had intervened he turned to shout at them. Who stopped him from calling her. His wife.

But shocked to see the person, "Kavita."

What's she doing here?

"Kavita. See what was she telling now?" Anger was visible clearly depicted in his voice, more than Anger, his voice had disappoint and hurt.

Hurt that she didn't understand him. Does words needs to assure his feelings? His love for her! Is that much trust she was having on him? What about the moments between them? What's with the kisses they had? Is it all sex she thought about them?

No.

No way.  Was she thinking him as one? He never eyed her like that way. She was never his tool. Never could be. He never used her wrongly.

He loved her. From the bottom of his heart. Cared for her. Even if she hurt her hand when she chop her vegetable. True. He had behaved like maniac and insane whenever she talked about Laksh. All it was because of. He is jealous. And possessive of her. He don't want her to get hurt.

That's what his intentions are! Where is the love and spark between them? Was it gone? If she have any doubt on him, at least she should have asked him? Confronted him! Wasn't that wise idea?

But, what she did? She easily wants to break off their marriage? Is it how they bonded? By paper. Wasn't a relation is bounded by love and affection? Does a paper can separate them easily? Is that week their relation is?

"Sanskar. What's you thinking?" Kavita asked him in concern, bringing him out of daze.

His almost moist eyes flicked, he blinked at more time to not let the tears out. It doesn't meant he should not cry. He don't wants to cry before her.

"Why did you brought me here kavita?" Instead he queried her raging in fury, he was going to confront her. Confront his anger. His everything. And solve problem between them. To know what was stirring in her tiny mind, that she took this decision.

"Sanskar. Cool down." Kavita advised him, making him roll his eyes.

Cool down!

Damn him! His life was in danger. Almost falling out of his hands. Would he prefer standing simple for that?

"Kavita. Don't test my patience. Tell me what's you want to say. I have my business." He seethed in anger, deep down there was melancholy in his voice.

"Sanskar. I know it's tough to hear those words from your wife. She have misunderstanding." Kavita told him, what's the possibility could have lead Ragini to do this drastic decision.

"Tough. Is it easy to describe my feelings in a word?" He laughed sarcastically almost his throat dried.

"Do you have any idea? What she is to me?" Sanskar asked Kavita with a glint in his eyes, eyes filled with spark.

Kavita shook her head in negative. She could sense that what's important his wife held in his life, by a single look on his face. His face turned pale, just on hearing the words of his wife.

Him and his wife separation.

From the look and way of his behaviour, she can say he was beyond of pain and words at Ragini's words.

"Do you Sanskar? Somethings once lost is always lost." She said him thoughtfully,  her words holding mystery.

"What are you telling this now? I am not in mood to hear puzzle or riddle?" He crunched his nose pissed off completely, his legs aching to go back to the hall.

"Sanskar. Listen. I am not telling any puzzle. But the truth. You know, once trust is lost it cannot be easily achieved or gained. And so love is." She completed her sentence with pain filled eyes, she lost her first love Sanskar. Indeed it pains to lose someone who we cherished in our life.

Sanskar saw Kavita baffled, realisation dawned on him.

What's the point she is telling? Was she telling me that Ragini would never trust me again? Would that possible? Will that happen? She forgetting me!

His heart ached, his heart bleeds. Love is  the most terrible pain any one should get.

"What's you telling Kavita?" Sanskar asked her finally, he was already know what she had in her mind. Still, he wants to know.

What's that cooking in her mind?

"Sanskar. Please agree for the Marriage." Kavita requested him, he saw her with cold expression.

Marriage! Hadn't he already had one? With his love! Ragini! What's happened to you? Why was doing like this? Whatever matter that bothering you, you should have asked me only. Where is your obsession, when Laksh rejected. You chased him. Why can't you now do those things to me? Is that because I'm not your love? No. I had always sensed love in your eyes. But why. Is it because we are forced. Are is it because you was changed, and want me to be with My Long lost love. Don't become like a Mahan Ragini.

What's he needs to do? Should he accept this marriage?

What's the point of marriage when he love her? But. She wants this.

He wants to say no.

But he can't.

He can't do anything. When trust is broken. Despite of whatsoever his heart wished, he decided a thing which he never wants to take.

" Maa." he called his mother. She spoke with his mother only, not with him. So why should he bother her?

"Sanskar." Sujatha addressed him in shock, surprised to see him at this time. Her surprise turned more when she spot Kavita behind him.

Was all Ragini spelled are true? Her eyes widened.

Ragini who was climbing stairs, had a turning glance at him. His cold stares met her, making her freeze and lose  warmth in her body.

Why was there much hate in his eyes? Is it because I found his past? But what's my mistake?

Her eyes welled up instantly. She tried to control her traitorous tears, when she spot Kavita behind him, her tears left her eyes touching her cheeks, she bit her lips in order to suppress her sob.

She waited in the stair, wanting him to call her. To speak with her. He noticed the tears on her cheeks, his scrutinizing gaze looking her deeply. He wanted her to come and speak with him. Both stayed still. Waiting for other to Talk. Not taking a step ahead leaving their egoistic behind.

"Kavita. What's you doing beta?" Sujatha asked seeing Kavita, gathering her. She clearly knew that her son had no ounce of love for Kavita. Still she didn't knew from where did she arrive?

Sanskar and Ragini broke the staring, Not able to held the uncontrollable squeezing pain of her heart, she took stairs. Tears continuously tracing her cheeks and straining on her face.

"Aunty. Vo." Kavita stammered, not knowing what's to tell.

"She asked my marriage with Kavita?" Sanskar asked his mother,for which she nodded fretting over the issue.

"Sanskar.." She about to say, when he interuppeted.

Ragini was in the last step.

She wanted him to slap her. And yell at her for telling those stupid words to his mother. Instead she heard those words which she never wished to hear.

"Yes. Maa. I would love to Marry her."

To be Continued
NasreenAyesha.

So..here it is.

A death in my home. So couldn't able to write.