Shivaay Pov

My sleep disturbed by sudden pain in my neck. I opened my eyes to see myself sleeping on Anika lap her one hand in mine. I looked towards her she is sleeping in a sitting position only.  Surely tomorrow she will have neck pain.

I see the time in phone it's already 3:30am.I have to leave in sometime.

First thing i did to make her sleep properly and covered her with quilt. She is sleeping peacefully. I don't have heart to leave but things were not in hands. I caress her hair which were falling on her face. How I want to stare her like this only.

With heavy heart seeing her last time I came back in my room. Why I am feeling like this. Because this is not the first time I am going suddenly. But this time I don't want to go.  I just want to spend time with Anika.

I showered and get ready checked the luggage. It's time to go. I want to see her again but I know then I wouldn't able to control myself. I came outside with luggage I already informed driver. We have to leave dehradun as flight is from their.

He placed the luggage in boot. I sat in car. It's been 5 mins now where did he go.

Before I could come out other side of door opened and Anika slid in.
What she is doing here.

" Sorry I get late we can go now. "
She said keeping her handbag.

" Wait where are you going. "

" Offcourse where are you going. I am coming to drop you. "

" Wait no you are not coming. "

" If I would be in your place. You have been also come to drop me don't you."

" Yes .."

" See you have your answer. " Just she used my words on me.

Through out the journey she didn't say anything nor I did. Her words were coming in my mind. I sensed the vulnerability in her voice last night when she asked me not to go.

Sometimes all we need is silence. Silence is  the answer of most of the things. It just that no words are spoken. Sometimes I guess that's what we need. No words needed to spoken. Just the presence of someone.

As we are making the way inside I feel the tug on my hand Anika suddenly stopped me holding my hand in her. She start rummaged her bag and take out the box. She take my hand and removed the watch. 

" Anika.." she stopped me.

" I know you have many. "

She opened the box took out a watch and tied around my wrist.

" Also I know you will going to be busy in work that you will not get time to remember me so whenever you will look time it will remind you about me. " she said with a small smile on her face. This smile will surely going to kill me.

And I take her in a born crushing hug. I just want her to be my side.  I can't wait to make her  my wife.

" Take care of yourself. Don't to dare to hurt yourself and also have food on time , no over working did you get that Mr ??? "

" You are saying or threatening me " I said breaking the hug. 

" It's on you how you are taking this. "

I can see the tears are forming in her eyes which she is trying hard to control.

" This the last time I am seeing this tears in your eyes Anika. I repeat you don't look good while crying. Did you get it Ms. Anika." I said wiping the tear that escaped from her eyes.

"I am excepting a goodbye with a smile not with tears. "

" All the best for your meeting. "

I kissed her on forehead. Her hands were holding my wrist. I just want this moment to stop. 

" Take care of my soon to be wife"

I took a step back giving her a last look with all my strength in myself I slowly take my hand and turned around and made my way because I knew if I looked her one more time I wouldn't able to go.

After completing all formalities I take my seat closed my eyes and only her face is coming.

From the time she has come in my life. Life has taken the unexpected turn. All this feeling I am feeling I never knew is existed. Or I am capable to feel. How easily she made her place in my life, family and my heart literally in everything.

Before I do something I think that Anika will like this or not. If she will be happy or not. Is she is comfortable or not.Everything that matter to her is effected me before anything.

She is not even living with us but in every conversation discussion she is their. She slowly and gradually made  her  place in everyone heart.

For her all family members even forgot about me.  Even Ishaan now  love his badi maa more than me. If this is the condition now and think what will happen when she will start
Living with us. And I can't wait for that. I am not jealous seriously I feel happy.

Now how much I regret my decision of choosing this date. I should have agree with the 15 days one. Atleast I shouldn't have wait for this long.

In this short time how much I admire this women who is going to become my wife , my life partner and I feel so delighted that I choose her as my life partner.

Looking at her feel so complete.  She feel so much like me. She is a part of me never I knew I was about to find.
And now I have her it feel complete.
How strange that sound.

It happens just like this. One day you meet someone you feel so connected like they were what you wanted for so long. A part of you realised is lost
When you learned what the feeling was.

Anika felt that part for me.

I find myself spending time with her.
I want to know her opinion about everything that matter and everything that don't. I want to hear all what she wants to share.

I was right.
I am falling for her.

Falling so deep that I was drawing closer towards her and moving away  from myself. I know the moment I saw her there was a reason behind my heart responding that way to her.

Slowly I was making my way towards her. And I want to fall. I want to feel this feeling. I want to  give her the happiness she deserves. I want to take her all pain and insecurities. I want to be with her forever.

I looked back the watch she has gifted me. It was classy the taste  I like. We both are so similar yet so different.

Last night was so special to me. In this few days we had came close. Because phone conversation is not as effective as physical one. I get to know so much about her. She is putting so much efforts in this relationship. So it's my my responsibility to the same. If she is trusting me so that she shared everything that she never told anyone.

So I told her everything because I knew she will understand me. She has earned my respect, my trust. We are going to spend our life I don't want any problem because of past.
And I feel so light weighted after sharing something that I never thought I will tell anyone.

I remembered  the question I asked her the  first place where she wants to go in Mumbai.

" I want to go beach first with you. And you are going to complete this wish of mine. "

She has became so demanding I tell you. I feel happy when she demand something with  rights. It's feel so right .

In this few days she has taken care of everyone. From bade papa to Ishaan. She knows how to keep family together. She is the one who I am looking for. The girl I always wanted in my life.

I remembered her demand of pasta. So I thought to prepare for her after completing the work. But there I faced that file issue. And there also she helped me out.

She remembered each small things about me she got to know from others or I myself told her what I prefer, what I like, how I like.Which seriously I didn't expected. But again here we are talking about Anika.

I don't know how but she pretty messed up my life.  Few more months then she is going to be with me.

I took a deep breath and opened my file. This time I want to do this for Anika. I want to do for the trust she has on me. And I will do.

I engrossed my self in work. And soon I reached Mumbai airport. Khanna is already there. I told him to take the luggage to Oberoi Mansion. As we are going out media was present there. Not now how they come to know that in early morning they are here.

From nowhere Ragini also came behind. I didn't knew she is in the same flight. For this I don't have time I totally ignored her and make my towards the exit.

Security cleared my way. I reached the office in about 30 mins. Mishra was there.

"Good morning sir"

" All the preparation are done. Where is the team and check once again the presentation and papers. I don't want any mistake at last moment. And send one coffee for me. "

I made my way towards  my cabin. I took my seat  sighed back to life.

I didn't realise the time it's already past lunch hours. Khanna came in cabin.

" Sir your lunch " I looked at him.

" Keep this on that table Khanna I will have"

" Sir have it now " I looked at him with raised eyebrows. Seriously did he just order to me.

" Sorry sir I mean have it first then you can do work. "

" Khanna what had happen to you ?? "

" Sir Anika mam asked me to make sure that you have your lunch on time. "

" I am your boss or Anika mam"

" Obviously you sir. "

" Then to whom you will listen "

" You sir "

" Then why are you standing here keep that and go "

He keep the lunch on table hurriedly left the cabin. Even my employees are listening to her.

Soon it is the time of meeting. I take the file in my hand. Looking at the watch I made my way towards the conference room. Now it's time to show.

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