Sometimes i dont want to wake up again in this cruel world where im living right now

It hurts so much to know what i'll be experiencing

Even thought i know that i shouldn't love them, i still love them anyway

Why did it hurts so much?

Why did they blames me for loving my own friends?

Why cant i be myself?

Why cant i love the person who i choose to like?

I never take anything away from them

It were them who took away my everything

But still, they blames me for that?

I dont know what will i do again

I'm lost

My truest issues goes real high

I dont even know how to cure myself anymore

What should i do?

Tuesday,
November 17th, 2020